Chapter 1: The Dream State
A dream state of mind is when you feel like you have been living in a dream. I thought I was living a dream until it all came crashing down and now I'm living in a nightmare. I wake up every morning at 3:30 on the clock. I get up in clean the blood off the bedroom, bathroom, hall way, living room, and the kitchen floors.
This takes about an hour because blood everywhere. At 4:30 I start to make breakfast it takes me about 40 minutes. He should be about to get up so I run upstairs back into the master suite. He is still lying there. So I go into the bathroom and run his bath. I make sure it's not too hot or too cold because I would get into trouble.
After the bath is done. I strip because I have yet to take a bath. I only take a bath when he is done. I stand there next to the tub because I know he will be here when he gets up. I hear him get out of the bed and walk towards the bathroom I'm tariffed but I don't show it when he comes in I address him as always 'Good morning master.'
Never 'dad', 'papa' or anything like that. He says the same thing 'good morning slave'. I smile make fake smile and undress him. I do this every day I have to be to school at seven o' clock it is now five thirty and I am bathing him.
I start to space out but don't worry I was reminded the usual way I got the shit slapped out of me. I focused back at what I was doing. After I finished bathing him and my bath I went down stairs and fixed his breakfast. It was now 6:30 my brother had stayed at a friend's house.
TBC