Authors Note: this is an experiment...if you all like this story or basis for a story you should review and let me know because I dont know where this is going or anything, it was mainly scraps for a Ginny Sirius story that I was going to make SO

He comes to me every night. Like a light breeze coming through my bedroom window back at the burrow. He speaks with soft almost painful words ...but its not what he says, its how he says them. He is so ...lonely. I can feel it now...eminating from his presence that no physical person should feel. He comes to me because I am the only one that can see him. Im the only one who has ridden the thin line between heaven and earth. When Tom took the life from me he placed me there and I stayed for what felt like an eternity. I remember a long field and wide skies and the occasional flash back to earth. But I lived. That didnt mean I hadent been there, and when Cedric found me I was the only one that could understand. I was the only one that had ever been there, but it was driving me insane, slowly drowning me in a sorrow that I didn't fully understand.

His feeling were still intact he was still linked to the world...he saw as people moved on with their lives...he witnessed them FORGET him. At first it drove me mad when he ranted on about it...because after all how much was a girl supposed to handle? At first it was the hard stuff, knowing that his parents no longer grieved, that in fact his mother was pregnant and happy as could be. Then came the sadness from watching everyone excell and follow their dreams ...dreams that to him would remain just that, he saw people finishing their owls and learning the trades. Aurors and St. Mungo interns, he saw the authors the professors in training the musicians. So I sat and listened to him and cried. Then the petty things comenced...how Blaise Zambini had taken his spot as head boy, as a Hufflepuff that I cant recall his name took leader of the Quiddich team, and Cho. OH MERLIN how he bitched and moaned about Cho. How pretty she was and how he wished he was with her, how she was the most perfect of all the girls...how when they kissed she trembled in just a certain way...it was ...absolutely...infurating. It was this particular night though when he finally broke the camels back.

" Her hair was as fine as silk and her skin as white as snow ...a"

"CEDRIC FOR MERLINS SAKE SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Ginny yelled out red at the cheeks and partchment paper splattered with ink.

" How the hell am I supposed to finish this essay if you keep going on about how Cho and Micheal are so wrong for eachother..did you even know Micheal was MY boyfriend?"

" I mean really move on...Literally find the light or whatever because I have had it up to here with your petty problems...I unlike YOU have a life to live so GET OUT!" Ginny cried out but instantly knew she had gone too far. " Look Im sorry..that...I didnt mean that...that was ...sorry."

" Dont be, your right, it seems being dead has made me loose the best part of myself...this is the first time you're not pitying me...I ..I like it...its been a while since I had a girl yell at me...I was quite a heartbreaker wasn't I ?" Cedric asked with a charming smile. Ginny's heart gave a beat and she turned around. " Well if you dont shut up about Cho you'll be hearing me yell...alot."

" Yes ...well then...Would you like any help on your homework, I quite excell at potions...excelled that is. I dont know how sharp ill still be."

He was still as sharp as the day he died...prefect and all.

"Its late Cedric..I should go to bed." Ginny said after they finished her essay even though he was dead his presence was enough to make her dizzy with affection, she'd always had a crush on him when he was alive...not that he ever so much as batted an eye lash her way.

" Sweet dreams Ginny" He said as she walked upstairs. She stopped at the head of the stairs and looked down at the ghost boy. " Good night Cedric."

The next morning she rushed out of bed and ran all the way to the dungons...she would have to miss breakfast if she wanted to make it to class on time.

" Miss Weasley how great of you to grace us with your presence.." Proffesor Snape drawled on.

"Aw its completly my pleasure.." Ginny said with a smirk as she plunged down on her seat next to Luna who was spinning lightly on her chair.

" Its my pleasure to take 30 points from Griffindor."

" Rats!" Ginny said placing her head on top of her messenger bag.." just the start of the semester and there I go getting points deducted."

" Its ok Ginny things will get better."

" Ginny I have something important to tell you." Ginny panicked and looked around to make sure no one else noticed Cedric sitting atop of her partchment, she was supposed to be jotting down notes but she felt it would be innapropriate to write through his crotch.

" Professor I have to go. " Ginny called out picking up her things and trying to escape.

" Miss Weasley what could be so dire that you must leave during my lesson?"

" Period! " Ginny cried out and ran all the way to the Griffindor tower with no rebuttal from anyone in the class.

" Now there better be a good reason as to why I just told everyone and their uncles monkey that I got my monthly gift."

" Ginny...Im alive."

" Cedric..." She waved a hand through him " You sir are very much dead."

" Ginny , what I did for Harry , when I was holding the portkey...it was midtransportation...Ginny Im not completely dead...thats why I can only talk to you Ginny...you were almost dead too...Ginny I'm alive somehow ..Im still alive."