Author's note- Hi everyone this is my first spirited away fic. Hope you like it.

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Disclaimer - I do not own Spirited away at all. I love the movie and wish it were mine though.

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* Every night I dream of a place where spirits live and humans are turned into pigs. Where sorceresses rule and magic is everywhere. I dream of a girl with long brown hair, and wears a pink work cloths. I dream of a boy with bluish- green hair, and emerald eyes. This boy looks so familiar, yet I do not know who he is no matter how many times I dream of him. Every morning when I wake up these dreams still linger and are what keep surviving the days. Because without these dreams my life would be a nightmare, a living hell. *

Chihiro looked down at her journal, her only friend since she had moved into her new town 4 years ago. She had never really fit in with the other kids in her school. She was an outsider to them all, and really she liked it that way. She could never explain it but once she moved into town she felt that she didn't fit in with them and that she didn't belong with them. Also it didn't help that she wore a whit or blue long sleeve shirt everyday, no matter what the weather was, along with a pair of blue jean.

'But I have to wear them to cover the...' Chihiro pushed the thought out of her head. Chihiro looked from her journal to her clock. 'I'll write more tomorrow.' She thought to herself. After hiding her journal Chihiro snuggled under her covers and soon was asleep, escaping all of her pain and fears.

A/N- Hope you like it people. Please review. Tell me what you think. Remember the more reviews the faster I'll post :) So please review oh does anybody know how to put italics in the stories.