Don't let me down
Disclaimer: This a Harry Potter-based fanfiction and JK Rowling owns all of this.
Chapter 1
She was there waiting for me. Ten minutes early.
She didn't notice I was watching her. She looked amazing in those regular school robes and that dark hair tied in braids. Oh, Merlin! She was so beautiful without even trying.
And then she turned her head and saw me standing some feets away. She smiled. That perfect smile that made her even more beatiful.
Lily ran in my direction and gave me a hug. Her scent has always inebriated me and that time it was no different.
I was nervous. I just had had to tell her. I wouldn't leave there without doing it.
I had to know what she felt about me. I really didn't know if she likes me just as friend our if she thinks we could be more than that.
We've made out a couple times weeks ago, before Holidays. We haven't had any time alone to talk to each other since that nights.
So, I've decided to send her an owl, just as soon as we got back to Hogwarts after Christmas break. I tried not to sound desperate, which I clearly was.
"Hey, Lils.
How have you been?
I was thinking... Maybe we could hang out some time.
What do you think?
'Sander"
Minutes after, the owl was back.
"Hey, 'Sander.
I guess it's a great idea.
Let me know when.
Lils."
We were used to those nicknames since we were kids. She was the only person to call me 'Sander. But Lys and Lils was a weird combination. So we were like five years old and now I can say it really was different between us. She was not like the other girls, her cousins, for me. And clearly she didn't treat me like she treated Lorcan, my twin brother.
Yeah, I wish I could see that earlier. Maybe this mess wouldn't have gotten so huge.
Maybe she just came here to catch up. Oh, who was I kidding? She was smart enough to know that I was into her. Wasn't she?
It was way much more than just that. For the first time in my life I was afraid of getting hurt. Okay, it's pretty common to fourteen years old regular-guys to feel that way.
Then we go back to Lorcan, my twin brother, who is always making out with girls since we got into Hogwarts. I sounded like gay for just being at his side. The Sorting Hat lead him to Ravenclaw and I was in HuflePuff. Yeah, I was known as the good-guy since forever. And being the good guy sucks.
Maybe she was still in love with that Slytherin Quidditch player. Maybe I was just a rebound. Maybe that "relationship" of ours was just a way to get back on him. Maybe I wasn't worth even a shot. So maybe I am standing here like an idiot.
But there were too many maybes. I intended to quit them today. For better or worse.
I've already made up my mind. I would tell her anyway. It's not like I could't hide it anymore.
Deeply inside, I was kind of praying. Please, Lily, love me back. Don't break my heart.
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N/A: That's my first FanFiction in English.
This first chapter is tiny. I promise you that the other ones will have much more content.
Sorry for any spelling mistakes (I am brazillian and my English is not too perfect).
I woul love if you could give any opinions in reviews.
See you soon!