Another try
Edward's POV
I was so stupid to leave Bella! So very stupid! I thought she would move on not try to kill herself, I was driving to the airport to go to Volterra and beg the Volturi to take my life. I turned on the radio. A country song started to play. It made me wonder if I would see Bella in heaven.
All the things I've felt and never shared.
All the times that she was lonely with me there.
Tears I wouldn't let fall from my eyes.
And how I let her go without a fight.
This is exactly how I felt when I left my Bella; I just gave up on her… on us.
I looked over at the passenger seat and envisioned Bella sitting next to me singing along.
The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart.
But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark.
I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life.
If love ever gives me another try.
A tear came to vision Bella's eyes then it slowly fell down her cheek.
I wanted to hold her, but every time my hand when out to her she shrunk back. As if saying you are a monster! If I saw Bella in heaven or in hell I will not let her go ever.
There's no changing things that we regret.
The best that we can hope for is one more chance.
If the hands of time could just move in reverse.
I wouldn't make the same mistake again with her.
"If only" I thought, all I wanted to do right now was to go back in time and not ever leave her. I wouldn't get another chance with her, it was just too late the damage done. I started to sing along with the radio, vision Bella sang tears pouring down her face.
The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart.
But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark.
I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life.
If love ever gives me another try.
I pulled into a parking spot and looked over at vision Bella; she blew me a kiss then disappeared with the wind. I'm sorry Bella, for leaving you; I just wish Love could give me another try.
Sad right? i love this song well please review!