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Skaisčiausios Dievo Motinos [luthainia] holy mother of god
зад[Russia] ass
People see me as strong, tough and even scary. They don't know me at all. The dreams only came when I was alone, when I was vulnerable; they were full of my friends, their screams. I was frightened at first, in case they were what people really thought about me, what they would do to me. I had to strike first, I had no choice.
It was dark, I didn't want to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about my dreams. Last night England had tried to take my life, and last week America wouldn't stop calling me a monster, I'm not right? It can't be true.
I think I'm a sleep talker. That would explain the others not sleeping. Maybe I'm a screamer; I can't imagine me shouting in my sleep. Maybe I need help, it would be nice to speak to someone, but who do I talk to.
Today they came early. I was standing in the kitchen making some soup while my three friends went out to see other people. A shadow seemed to curl around me, I couldn't breathe. I felt the spice's on its breath
'China?' I let out a small tear.
'Maybe you haven't noticed, it could just be me, we don't want to be near you, and we despise every vodka soaked bit of you. I had a great idea, get rid of you and I will be free of your lies and mystery'
I swung round to see no one there, my breath returned. Everything was cold.
Today was beautiful the snow was light and the sun shone brightly, spring was coming and the birds knew it, the birds that had already come back from their visit down south had started a glorious choir, singing in time with the rustle of trees and fall of snow. It was a great feeling. A sudden frozen punch hit me on the back of the head. Twirling around with a loud cry, I shouted at the young boy with his collection of snowballs. He hadn't tried to hurt me; he was just starting a snowball fight. Latvia was stunned, scared even. He was even more so when I told Estonia and Lithuania to get out here. With a large crash and a lot of falling over each other the three boys were now trembling in front of me; frightened I might do something drastic.
'Snowball fight!' I shouted with all my might running to cover talking the smallest, Latvia with me. The others were surprised; it had been ages since I had fun.
It was light inside the house. The fire lit and all our clothes hanging above it to dry, I had one after the boys had captured Latvia, it was a mighty fight. A new snowman stood in our garden with a cheery smile, this day had been you joyful and great I had forgotten all my problems.
2 weeks later
The shadows came and went. I got lost in them to many times, I think there is one waiting for me now...
I blanked out.