The music sounded not quite right to fit the mood. They had just eaten a filling and satisfying yet weird meal. Why did they think they had to make it go perfect while messing everything up? What was the purpose of it all being wrong? Marceline had a new boyfriend and he was the type everyone didn't know anything about: kind of cute, kind of weird, but all around a nice guy. Nobody understood him. They didn't try to either. Even she didn't understand him. But being new the family didn't understand the way he made her feel. We all go through that.
But then again she had a girlfriend back home. One she promised to love and cherish. One she was so supposed to treat like a person. That's not the way it happened.
Marceline was in her own little world and Princess was from the land of Ooo. It is complicated. They were best friends, they dated a long time. But when it was time to start to lead, wouldn't let them break up. She couldn't lose the pass from her other life. When she moved to bear grass Princess was so supportive. She helped her cope and almost fit it. Yet she didn't. Everything was so hard. It was difficult to go to sleep without the person you want to be with in your arms. It's even worse not waking up to them. She tried to not think about it.
They were so different. Marceline was the drag girl with a dark attitude. The one that put off as 'I don't give a fuck'. Not to mention she was the Vampire Queen. She was the supporter of skinny jeans and tank tops. To top it all off; black converses. Princess was sweet and everyone all around loved her. She helped people and tried her best. When it came to people she adored them. She dressed herself all in pink because that was her favorite color.
It was the day she finally was confused. She needed a reason to break someones heart but couldn't decide how or why. When she thought about it she just shut the idea away and out of her mind. She was hopelessly lost in her own screwups. What was she to do? Leave the one girl she had found that makes her happy? Or leave her cover up for being a lesbian? Is that how it works? Throwing herself on her bed she silently cries to herself. "Why have I done this?" she thinks as she wipes the running mascara out of her eyes. Her pale grey skin becoming cold from the wind rushing in the open window.
She decided it was time to make the right decision. She always done what was wrong. Always done what her precious family wanted. Now its all going to change. Checking the mail, she finds a pink envelope with her name written in the beautiful handwriting she came so used to. Smiling to herself as she opens it, she realizes she made a horrible mistake.
Dear Marceline,
How have you been? I've missed you terribly. Its been so lonely here. Everyone keeps telling me to stop moping but i cant. You are always on my mind. You are what I love. But you know Im thinking about us everyday and I realize we aren't good anymore. I hate to say we don't work. I hate it. That's why it took so long to write back. Can we still work when everyone is against us? You know how my family is... I dont see us getting better. If we worked on it maybe then.. p.s Dont hate me. You know I love you.. with love -Princess.
Wiping at the tears now suddenly clouding her vision, she goes inside and stands looking at nothing in particular. What happened to make them so suddenly fall apart? Just yesterday they were happy and talking all day. It wasnt right. It wasnt how she pictured her life to be. What happens from here? She ran the thoughts through her mind and couldn't come up with a real reason. Was it the move? Was it because Princess was becoming suspicious? Theres only one way to fix this..
