Patricia

I will never let my guard down.

I will only let them see a frown.

I will surround myself with darkness.

I will let no one in, and no happiness.

I will not have my guard fail.

I will only let out a wail.

Even for her.

Even for them.

Even for him.

Even for all the people that I thought I could let in.

I am of course, distressed.

I cannot ever learn to love.

I cannot have that feeling of being in the clouds above.

I cannot ever have an amiable embrace

I cannot, because of all the ail I had to face.

I am of course, run-down.

In consequence, I will always be alone.

In consequence, I have regret and moan.

In consequence, I can never secure the past.

In consequence, all the grief will last.

I am of course, Patricia.


Um… wow! That was very short and sad. This is reflecting on when Patricia said she couldn't tell Eddie she liked him. I don't own HOA!