Being a girl in SAMCRO can be really hard. But for me Ellie Winston things are so much harder. It's been a few months since my grandpa died, coping was hard but what scares me the most? That the one and only person I could really trust is now gone. All I have left is Kenny. I know what you're thinking; you have your dad duh. Well yes and no. Yes because well he is my dad and I can tell him everything. And no because after he ran off for awhile he can back and is now as loyal as ever to the sons. Well as loyal as he can be after all that happened. But man did he turn around quick. Man is just like a pit bull, strong, kind and forgiving. Clay is still in the hospital jax is still pissed, and other than that things are going normally. Well as normal as possible for the sons.

As I'm sitting in the club house Tara walks up to me with little Abel and Tomas and smiles. I smile back at her and look at the little boy's man they are the spitting image of Jax. "Do you mind watching them for a little while"? She asks. "I need to go to work and Gemma is running errands. But she should be back in an hour". I smile at her. I had so much respect for this woman. She has been through so much and has stayed with Jax through all of it. "Of course I will". I say "thank you so much I really appreciate it". I take Tomas from her and say "It's no problem really any time". She smiles and walks away to her car and waves goodbye.

After playing with the boys in the clubhouse for a little while Gemma comes bursting through the door caring a ton of groceries. I look and see my little brother Kenny, Is not very far behind. She sets the bags down with a grunt and I walk over to her holding Tomas. She smiles and gives me a kiss on the check and takes the little boy. "Thanks for watching him baby girl". I smile "No problem". I look over at Kenny he has a grim look on his face. "That may not be a problem but this is". He says and motions me to follow him to the window. A silver prius was in one of the parking spots. A tall thin blonde woman steps out of the driver's side. And on the passenger's side a tall teenage boy with blonde hair. I can't believe my eyes she is back. I look over at Kenny with wide eyes he just looks at me and turns away while muttering shit under his breath. I turn away from the window and look up toward the roof and say "Really? Why me"?