This is a collection of smutty one shots between Clary and Jace and maybe a Clary and Jonathan every once and a while. I haven't decided yet. Maybe I can start a series of Clonathan one shots instead. Just let me know what you want. I take requests and will try to come up with something for them. Every chapter will be a new 'story' unless there is one you would like me to elaborate on and then I will with another chapter. I hope you enjoy my smuttiness!
It will get very detailed at some points and very mature so be forewarned!
This takes place at the end of COA when she goes to the Institute to tell him that she is in love with him. In the book, they meet when Jace is getting out of the elevator and they go to Taki's where she chickens out when he says that he will just be her 'brother' like she asked him to. This is my version of 'what if'. What if Clary told Jace immediately that she was still in love with him? This is where this picks up.
-Clary ran down the aisles between the pews, threw herself at the elevator and stabbed the button. "Come on, come on, come on," she muttered. "Come-" The golden doors creaked open.
Jace was standing inside the elevator. His eyes widened when he saw her.
"-on," Clary finished then dropped her arm. "Oh. Hi"
He stared at her. "Clary?"-
She looked into his golden eyes and remembered the first time she saw him in Pandemonium, their first kiss in the green house, the way he said her name like it was the only thing in the world that
mattered that night at Renwicks, their passionate kiss at the Seelie Court and the way he looked at her when he pulled away...and she couldn't take it anymore. She launched herself at him,
stunning him, diving for his lips. They connected and his lips were hard against hers. She could feel the confusion in his embrace slowly turn into something else. Suddenly, he was grabbing at
the back of her shirt, trying to pull her closer. She ran her hands up his sculpted arms and neck and into his hair. His heart was hammering along with hers and both of their hands were shaking.
Their kiss was desperate. It was as if they had moments to live and this was the last thing they would ever get to do.
With a jerk, Jace pulled back looking confused. "Clary?" he said. "What...what was that? I thought you didn't want to be with me like that. You said that you just wanted me to be your brother."
She was expecting this. How could she explain everything she wanted to say? So she just started with "I love you, Jace. I am tired of trying to convince myself otherwise when my whole being wants
to be with you. I am tired of trying to hide my feelings for you from everyone and even from myself. I don't want to wake up one day and realize that I have talked myself out of my love for you.
Because when I am in your arms, it is the best feeling in the world. Everything about it feels right. Not wrong. I don't care what other people think anymore. I can't live in a world where I am
not with you."
Jace looked back at her with the most awed expression. It was like he was pouring every ounce of love he had for her into his eyes so she would be able to see that his soul was hers. He slowly
reached up and put his hands on either side of her face. They locked eyes and he took a ragged breath. "Clary." he said in a whisper. "I have wanted to hear those words from you for so long. I
love you too. More than I ever thought was possible to love someone. You-"
She couldn't stand not to be kissing him any longer. She reached up and kissed him fiercly wrapping her arms around his neck. He sucked in a deep breath through his nose and reached his arms
around her small frame, crushing her into himself. If she thought their kiss a minute ago was desperate, she was wrong. He was everywhere. His hands were in her hair, roaming down her back and
over her butt and down the tops of her thighs. On her face, skimming down her neck and over her shoulders. Not to be outdone by him, her hands explored areas she never thought she would get to
touch again. She lifted the hem of his shirt earning a low growl from him. She slid her hands over his perfectly sculpted chest and around to his back where she dug her nails in. He broke away
to trail kisses down her throat and over her collar bones while his hands trailed up her thigh and lifted up her pleated skirt to slide his slim fingers over her backside. She gasped at the
sensation and he pulled away. His eyes were wild and she could see how hard it was for him to pull away from her.
"Was that too much? Was that okay?" he asked of her.
Clary licked her lips and growled back at him, "No. That was not enough." and crashed against him once more. He was not as gentle anymore. His fingers dug into her legs and butt as he grabbed
at her. He pulled one of her legs up and around his waist while their tongues battled for dominance. She started to lift his blue sweater off of him when he sensed what she wanted and practically
tore it off over his head. She looked at the expanse of his perfect chest and saw the old scars and faded Marks that made him that much more beautiful. He was almost too beautiful to look at.
He looked down at her and said, "Do you want to go upstairs to my room?"
He put all that implied with what he was asking into that small question. Not trusting her voice to be steady, she looked up at him and nodded. His returning smile was radiant. They stepped back
and pushed the button to the correct floor. He slid his hand into hers and looked at her like she was his own personal miracle. They stayed like that, hand in hand, until they got to his room. He
opened the door and they walked in and he turned around and locked the door. He still had his shirt off and she was openly staring at him. They were standing across the room, feet away from each other.
She opened her mouth to ask him why he was so far away when she saw the look on his face. It was pure love and trust and amazment and lust. He suddenly closed the gap in four long strides,
colliding with her mouth. Her heart had never beat like this before. It felt like her chest was going to explode with how much she loved him and how much she wanted him.
He reached around her and picked her up by her ass and wrapped her legs around his waist while never breaking their kiss. He walked over to his bed and laid her gently on the covers. He pulled away to
trail his hands down her legs and pulled her shoes off and threw them across the room. He was still standing by the side of the bed when he began to unbuckle his belt. Clary's heart picked up to
double time when she saw him fumbling with his buckle as his hands shook. She sat up and reached across to his hands and stilled them. "Here. Let me do that." she whispered. She undid his belt then moved to his
button on his jeans. She trailed her hands along the rim of his pants watching his eyes roll back as she did. She popped the button open to expose his black boxer briefs and a very large bulge
trying to escape. Her eyes flew wide open as she realized what was about to happen.
Jace saw this and said, "Only if you want to."
She took a deep breath to steel herself before she replied. "I do. More than I have ever wanted anything else in the world."
At that, Jace climbed on the bed with her and started to kiss her with such passion she thought she would fall to pieces if she didn't have him. He slid his hands down to the bottom of her shirt
and started to lift it up. She helped him get it over her head and thanked her lucky stars that she had worn the black lacy bra she had bought on a whim at the mall instead of her boring white
cotton ones. He looked down at her chest and she saw his eyes darken. He then skimmed his hands down the middle of her chest inbetween her breasts and over her belly button to the side of her skirt
where it zipped. A shudder racked through her body because of his touch. He slowly pulled the zipper down and slid his hand along the inside of her skirt. She closed her eyes at the sensation of
being touched where no one had ever touched her before. He slid his hand over the top of her black cotton panties and she felt like she was going to explode with desire.
He sat up to slide her skirt down her legs and then fling it across the room to where her shoes were. He was now inbetween her legs. He placed his left hand on her right knee while he leaned
forward and placed his other hand on the other side of her hip to steady himself. He started to slide his hand up her thigh and over her side and came to rest on her bra strap on her shoulder. He moved it aside
and leaned down to place a kiss at where it had been. She was trailing her hands over his muscled arms and down his chest like she was trying to memorize every line of him. As he was kissing her
shoulder, he moved down her collar bone to her chest while he whispered "Clary. I love you. You are the most beautiful thing in this world."
She closed her eyes and wondered how she was able to love him more now than she did five minutes ago. He reached around her back while she arched her chest to make it easier for him to reach her
bra clasp, making her breasts press up against him. He undid the clasp and ran his hands down her arms to remove her bra. And then there was nothing in between thier chests. He brought himself back
down to press himself against her body and kiss her. She could feel his bulge against the outside of her panties and a low moan escaped her throat and into Jace's mouth. This seemed to set him
on fire. Their kiss turned from sensual to fierce in a matter of seconds. He propped himself up on his right elbow and drug his left hand down over her breasts. He grabbed them and ran his
fingers over her nipples and bent down to place his mouth over them like he was starving. He teased her nipples with his toungue, nipping and licking them until they stood straight up with her
arousal. She was digging her hands in the back of his hair breathing heavily. He then began to trail his kisses down her flat stomach and over the top of her panties. She thought she was going
to scream with sheer lust and longing when she felt his hot breath on her core.
He placed his hands on either side of her hips over her panties and began to pull them down exposing herself to him. He slid them off of her feet and sat up. He looked down at her with undeniable
demented passion in his golden eyes. She sat up and placed her hands over the tops of his boxer briefs, very aware of his large erection just on the other side of the thin fabric. She slid her
hands down, pulling his underwear with them and exposed his erection to her. It was definitely not average. Clary had seen very few men but was absolutely sure that his manhood was considerably
larger than the vast population. It made her body flush with heat and desire that seemed to pool in her core.
She grabbed him by the neck and pulled him down onto her, locking his lips to hers. She felt his hand run down her leg and pull it up and around his back. She obliged and pulled her other leg to
match the other side. He pressed his large erection into her clit and began moving it up and down. Her hands reached around his back and she dug her nails in and earned herself a choked moaning
sound from Jace.
His hands went down to her wet core and found her clit. His fingers moved expertly over it and soon she found herself panting and whispering his name around his mouth. She had never felt a
pleasure like this before. It was like she was on fire and there was no one to put her out. He was making little circling motions with just the right amount of pressure. He slid his finger down and
dragged it over her opening to wet it with her excitement and returned to her clit with a maddening pace. Right when she felt like she was on the brink of shaking apart, he pulled his hand away
and licked his way down her abdomen and coming to rest over her clit. He began this flicking motion with his tongue that made her fling her hand into her mouth to stop herself from screaming out loud.
Her whole body began to shake while this warming sensation was spreading in between her legs. Just when she thought she could take no more, her body began to rack with convulsions as she reached
her peak and orgasmed, moaning Jace's name. She came down and looked down at Jace who was wiping a hand across his mouth and smiling up at her. She knew her eyes were wild and her hair a mess
from thrashing in bed as he brought her to climax, but he still looked at her like she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
He sauntered his way back up to her face and gazed down into her eyes. His hand reached up and pushed her bedraggled hair out of her face. "There is nowhere else I will ever want to be than in
this bed with you." he said to her. "I love you, Clary."
"I love you with every part of my being, Jace. Forever." she responded.
She only had to move a few inches to bring their lips together. His mouth was tender and loving and full of unsaid words. He drug his hands lazily up and down her body while her hands explored every
part of his when the moment had come. He reached down and placed his erection at her entrace waiting for her approval. Clary looked down at his beautiful eyes and gave a small nod telling him to
go on.
He slowly inched his way into her in small incriments as to not hurt her. It was slightly painful but also pleasurable. He kept going until he was buried in her to the hilt, all the while kissing
her passionately. He waited a minute for her body to adjust to him, touching her all over. He teased her pert nipples with his skilled fingers while occasionally dipping his head to place them
in his mouth. She was kissing every part of him she could reach in the small space between them. His lips. His jaw. His neck and shoulders when he started to move back and forth.
There was no pain this time. Only pleasure. It made her moan his name into his ear. "Jace." she said. "Oh God, yes." The pace was slow at first. He was thrusting into her as deep as he could go
with every stroke, taking his time. She loved the way he felt inside of her. She was so full and she could feel how tight she was around Jace and she loved it.
His pace then began to pick up like he couldn't control it. That's when the pressure began to build in a different part of her. It was like nothing she had ever felt before. He lifted himself
up so he could look down at her while he made her come undone. His hips begin to pound into her as he moaned, "You're so tight, baby." She raked her fingers over her own body while saying in a moan for him to go faster, harder. Not to stop.
He thankfully obliged and then the bed was hitting against the wall behind it from the force of his focused thrusts. There was a pressure that was starting to build inside of her everytime he thrust deeply into her and it was amazing. Her small hands grabbed at his arms that held himself over her and her nails began to dig lightly into his skin as the pleasure kept building. Her eyes closed and she tossed her head back when it hit. She started to convulse involutarily while her body reached oragasm.
When she came down after a long minute, she
looked back up at him and saw fire. Fire in his eyes, fire all around him, fire where ever his hands touched her. As her breathing began to return to somewhat normal while she came down from her
high, his breathing picked up.
"Clary." he moaned. "Oh. Yes."
His pace picked up to an impressive speed that made her think the room HAD finally gone up in the flames that she had just been seeing. Both of thier bodies were trembling together. With a sudden cry of ecstacy from Jace, he came
apart inside of her, shaking with pleasure for what seemed to be and impressively long time. He collapsed onto her, their naked bodies colliding with a sheen of swear over them both. He buried his
face in the crook of her neck until his ragged breathing returned to normal. He pulled himself off of her and laid flush against her side. She angled her body towards his and reached up to run
her fingers through his hair.
"I can't believe that just happened." Jace whispered to her. "I imagined it happening a thousand times but never in a million years did I think it would be possible. I struggled with telling
myself that it would never happen because you didn't feel that way toward me anymore."
Clary looked back into his eyes and leaned in for a quick press of her lips against his. "I have never loved you in any way other than this way since the day I first saw you. I told you I didn't
want to live a lie telling myself that I didn't. I will never fight my feelings for you again. Never. I love you, Jace. And nothing will ever change that. Ever."
He reached out and cupped her face in his hand as he leaned in and kissed her long and good.
That is when the loud knocking on his door came. "Jace! Did you get the food from Taki's yet?" It was Isabelle. Jace looked at Clary quickly and smiled wickedly. "No! I got distracted!" he replied loudly.
Clary couldn't help but let out a small giggle. The doorknob jiggled and she heard Isabelle sigh in frustration. "Why is your door locked?" she yelled through the door. Jace sat up and grabbed his
pants and started to put them on. "Maybe I have a girl in my room." Jace yelled back. Even though the door seperated them, she could see Isabelle's eyes rolling as she said, "Sure you do, Jace.
Now come on! I am hungry and I want to go with you. I want to stop by that shop on the way to get this pair of red gloves I saw the other day."
Jace turned around and looked worriedly at Clary. She was unsure if she wanted Isabelle to know that she was the girl in his room yet. She then reminded herself that she wasn't going to hide her
feelings anymore, no matter what anyone thought. After deciding that, she yelled out "Well, I guess I will go too. I worked up quite an appetite."
Isabelle's foot that she was impatiently tapping on the floor outside his door came to a stop. "Clary?! Is that you?" she asked, her voice going up three octaves.
Jace looked at her and grabbed her hand to pull it to his mouth to kiss it and she replied with a resounding "Yes!".
Jace crossed the room and flung the door open. Isabelle's eyes widened with pure shock as she saw Clary laying under Jace's covers smiling shyly. "Umm. Okay. I guess I will wait by the elevator."
she said in a shocked voice.
Jace closed the door and Clary pulled the covers back to kneel on the bed. Jace came across the room and wrapped her naked body in his arms and kissed her. He pulled away after a minute and
looked down at her. "One person down and the whole world to go." he whispered. She smiled up at him thinking there was no way the love she felt for him could ever be wrong and nobody was going to tell
her otherwise. Climbing down the bed, she replied "Well I guess I should put my clothes back on. I don't want to cause a traffic accident walking down the street to Taki's butt naked."
"That, you would do." he murmured back. "Oh, and by the way, you were amazing for your first time. I am always amazing so there is no need for you to tell me how amazing I was. Wait. Do tell me anyway."
She picked up a pillow off of his bed and flung it at him hitting him dead in the face. "You're unbelievable, Jace."
"That's what I keep telling everybody!" he yelled.
She hurriedly pulled on all her clothes and ran her fingers through her crazy hair. They walked to the door and opened it. Jace placed his hand in hers. "You ready?" he asked of her. She took a
deep breath and looked up into his beautiful eyes and saw the way he was looking at her. When he looked at her like that, she felt like she could conquer the world. "Yes. Definitely." she
answered and reached up on her the tip of her toes to kiss him.