I never thought that I would be in this sort of situation. My time with Roxas in the organisation had been something I would never forget. Ever since I saw his small blonde face, I knew he was something special.
Perhaps it was because of the resemblance he had to a former friend, or perhaps I just had a thing for blondes? Who knows.
But what I regret most is getting so close to him. I should have known things wouldn't end up well. Everything couldn't work out right, we have no hearts after all. We can't love, we can't show any emotion. We can only remember.
Though I still clung to him, refusing to let go. I wanted him, his laugh, his smile, his bright eyes.
I pushed it too far, I made us become too close. But the comfort I felt with him, was beyond my memories. He made me feel whole.
Now being a Nobody, it's understandable how I would want to hold onto that. Is it not? Or was I being selfish? My acts of trying to bring Roxas back, was that too much? But Roxas is always there, inside Sora.
I should have realised he was there all along. Roxas would be disappointed with me.
I wish I could have loved him the way I wanted to. He was my everything and I tried to give him anything. But the only thing I couldn't give him was my love. The one thing I wanted to do.
All those memories of the clock tower, those are things I'll never forget. Despite me fading from this place. We'll always have the clock tower.
That's where everything happened.
Such a memorable place. I hope he remembers it. I hope he remembers me. I hope he understood my feelings. But I can only hope. There's no going back now.
Roxas will forever be with me, and I him.
I love him.