I feel like writing a sad anddepressing story that represents my life, so here we go into the deep dark mind of Nico Di Angelo.

If you do not ship Solangelo I have no words for you. Solangelo = Nico x Will

They think they know, but they don't. They do not know my pain. They do not know what I feel every night, every morning when I wake up and just wish I could die... but the truth is, I'm afraid of death. I'm afraid of what will happen, because maybe I
will miss something. And it will be my fault. Always my fault. I do not do enough... I'm just useless, but there may come a time when I'm needed, and I need to be there. I can't let everyone down.
Especially Will. Reyna. Bianca. What would they think? I always wonder if they would hate me forever, but they don't seem the type. I don't want Will to be devistated. I don't want Reyna to lose someone close like a brother. I don't want to disappoint
Bianca anymore. I sometimes wish I had never existed. I wish there was a ledge. A ledge where you can choose your own path. A ledge I can jump off of, whilst in reality, I am forced to walk along the very edge. I am always in that moment where you
have to stop and think... why you are living.
Because they might need me.
Because I'm afraid to die.
Because I could be counted on.
No...

Because I'm selfish.
I'm selfish and that's all I'll ever be.
Except an idiot. A stupid, really stupid idiot. And a screw up. Nobody can ever change that. Not Will, not Percy, not even me.
I'm so tired of trying to think of reasons why I live. You always grow up with your parents telling you "Be what you want to be."
Can it relate to suicide? Could it possibly mean that I can do it if I want? Probably not. But I'll do it when I need to. When I want to. When I have finally made my decision. For now I'll just stay here. Stuck like an annoying piece of glue still on
your hand. But it will come off. Eventually.
Even though this was short and depressing, I hope it erm... made you more... satisfied? Anyways, I hope you enjoyed, and be sure to drop a review,

As I love them almost like my love for the fandoms.

NOTE:

I do NOT encourage suicide, and I am truly sorry if it seems like it in this writing. You have much to live for, still.