I sat there...just sat their, in thought. My bugs bunny clock said 7:00. My hands where clammy and my breath short. Was It really true? Was I going to marry Edward? I had been fine in till today, kind of like when I was little and didn't freak out about a shot in till the needle was right next to my skin.

All of a sudden I started to smell something burning, Charlie I sighed. As I got up I tripped on my slippers I know slippers right? Charlie had not been the same sense I had told him about the marriage but every day I see a little bit more of him appear again. I jogged down the stairs making sure to not trip again.

"Bells? He said Charlie was not a man of many words.

"hey dad, what's that?" I said indicating to what looks like burnt pancakes.

"just a little something I felt like I had to make" he replied.

"Why?" I questioned

"Because you aren't my little girl any more, your going to get married" he said with a hint of sadness. It hurt me to see that Charlie was in pain but I truly loved Edward and time would heal his wound. I sat down at the table and began to eat my half burnt pancake…no I couldn't even call it a pancake. We didn't speak through breakfast only sat and ate. My ring tone Heroine Hero's by Boys like girls came on.

I could tell it had to be Alice. I sighed then picked up the phone

"hello" I said my mouth full with the nasty pancakes.

"Hello that's all I get? You should have been up at 4:30!" she screamed in her high pitch tone pixie voice.

"Alice I'm not like you I need sleep, remember human?" I Moaned.

" whatever its your wedding day, Plan on me picking you up in 30 minutes ok?"

"sounds like a deal" I chuckled

I got up and put my plate into the dishwasher, kissed Charlie and went up stairs. I put on a pair sweats and a tank. Alice would be helping me with my makeup and hair at the Cullen's house so I just put my messy hair into a bun and washed my face I didn't want Alice having to complain about my oily pores. Soon everything was going to change and I would have a different more interesting life all though I love my family Edward was more then love he was my everything.

I heard the beep of a Alice's new car's I quickly ran down the stairs and got my coat shutting the front door. It was droopy and icky out today I could hear Alice's radio blasting out Listen to your heart by D.H.T. I got into the car and before I could say a word she was at it .Her mouth running Like a motor. It was going to be a very long day though I had know second thoughts about anything .As I listened to the old song some of the verses I could connect with.

Listen to your heart

when he's calling for you.

Listen to your heart…

Edwards gorgeous face popped into mind. I have missed him he has been hunting for 4 days always extra careful about keeping me safe. I could not wait to see his crooked smile. Just thinking of him made me grin.

"Bella? Ugh stop daydreaming about Edward he is not that interesting" she shrieked

"Alice thanks a lot for making me lose my train of thought" groaned

"who cares about what you where thinking... I was talking about how we can make you look pretty for Eddie" she smirked.

" if that was not already much of a insult your voice reminds me of the mosquito ring tone, annoying!" I yelled

"Fine you won go back to daydreaming about my brother half naked" she replied

" But I was not!" I said trying to hide my blush from Alice.

"ha you do it all the time sometimes I see drool dangle from your lip" She said then we started to crack up. I could see the Cullen's drive way my, there my freedom would be taken away from Alice while being forced to wear makeup and tons hairspray. I would like to call this my own personal hell. Welcome.

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