DISCLAIMER: I don t own MLP.
Pinkie Pie
I sit here and cry.
No one ever sees me cry.
I hide my tears with a laugh, it s a habit...
I've doomed myself to it as well.
Why?
The reason is simple: As the element of laughter, your expected to always laugh. Never be sad, or unhappy. To have an unwavering smile.
To please.
I live to please.
I live to make others laugh.
To make them smile.
So no one ever thinks to ask me how I am, how I'm really feeling.
So I smile though the tears.
Laugh when I m ready to collapse.
But for what?
Friends who don t trust me?
Who don't tell me anything...
Since I refuse to disappoint, I refuse to speak up.
So, I'll keep laughing and smiling, and maybe, just maybe, someone will notice.
A/N: I know it s not very good, but give me a break. This is my first time writing angst, and anything for My Little Pony. The writing style is weird because I felt it flowed better this way... I wrote this today and very quickly in English out of me feeling depressed. My point is, I act like Pinkie so I know everyone is hiding something beneath that happy-smiley facade. At least that s how I felt when writing this. Anyway, if you like this, I ll do one for each character upon request, so this might not be a one shot... We ll I don t mind constructive criticism, but don t flame this please. Flames make me sad. And then i never update...