There were just some days when her job was the worst in the world. She hated them. The days when the UNSUBS got away with the crime. Her personal favourite was when one of the team fell victim.
She hated when a victim was struck down and murdered in front of her. She hated when a victim's family wanted revenge, although she didn't blame them, she knew it was the wrong this to do, wasn't it?
She hated how her relationship with the team has being destroyed when she had to fake her 'death'. She hated how JJ had to leave the team. She hated how she had to hurt the people around her and she hated that she had to hurt her partner, Derek Morgan.
She hated that Aaron Hotchner felt bad and was going to take the fall for her. She hated how Ian Doyle wrecked her life. She hated how she had to look over her should when she lived in Paris.
She hated how Reid made her feel guilty. She hated that JJ and Hotch had to keep a secret. She hated how she never got to say goodbye. She hated how she had to bail on Agent Ashlee Seaver, who was actually becoming a good agent, but was still green.
She hated how when something was on her mind David Rossi knew exactly what to say. She hated that he shut down after wife number one's wife. She hated everything about the past year.
She loved that she came back to the team. She loved that her relationship with Morgan was on a slow and steady climb to be able to trust each other again. She loved how Morgan was her training agent and she knew he wouldn't take it easy on her.
She loved how she could rib Reid for falling asleep in the jet. How she could go to Hotch and tell him that she was having a bad day. She loved how Hotch listened.
She loved that she loved her job, how sometimes it was worth it. How she remembered the good times the team had when not on the clock after serial killers. How she wasn't scared of anything and could hold her ground with UNSUBS.
Most of all she loved the fact that her job was something that she was good at, something she knew was slowly making a difference.