Heartbreak Lasts a Life time Chapter 1, a waterloo road fanfic

Rachel sat there in her office, tears slowly releasing from her eyes and falling down her face as her heart began breaking.

Eddie had just proposed to Melissa, she never stuck around to find out the answer, she couldn't take the heartache of hearing her sister saying that she would marry the man that Rachel loved so much.

She placed a CD into her CD player and sat there crying as Kelly clarkson's soft gentle voice wafted from the speakers.

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

[Fading]
Beautiful
(Beautiful disaster)
Beautiful disaster

By this time tears were falling freely from her eyes, she couldn't hold them back anymore, how could he do this to her, she loved him and she thought he loved her but she guessed that she was wrong, he loved Melissa not her.

Her thoughts were interrupted by a light knock on the door, wiping away the tears she sighed before opening the door to be met with Davina's unsmiling face.

It was then that she broke down completely, Davina pulled her usually strong friend into her arms and listened as her friend's heart broke.

Just then the music changed to S Club 7's Have you ever and Davina finally realized what the lyrics actually meant.

Rachel left Davina's comforting embrace and walked back over to the window.

Davina left Rachel, knowing that when you're heart breaks, you just need to be alone.

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go