Tamzin's P.O.V

After drinking my sorrows and cold hearted feelings away that my fiancé Dave had fobbed me off with yet another excuse that he had to work late at the office. I held back on admitting my true feelings at the ambulance station that Jeff would cancel his date tonight and instead come to the pub tonight with myself and Big Mac, spend time with us but mostly comfort me. But I pushed Jeff away and into the arms of another woman, of who he would spend the evening with at her home, I drown my thoughts away from Jeff and his date and tried to enjoy happy hour with Big Mac as much as I could. After a one to many my head was spinning and I was stumbling and bashing into things on the way out of the pub to catch some fresh air. My foot smacking off the edge of the pavement and I flew forward into a wall, a soft wall that tightened its grips on my hips and slowly raised my head, seeing the bluest eyes I've ever seen

'Are you alright Tams?' his voice growled

'Yeah I'm ok Jeff' but that was a total lie, I was thrilled that he was and caught me from falling flat on my face than being on his date tonight

'Do you want to sit down' I nodded my head lightly and placed my arms around Jeff's neck, cradling him forward and mouths lined up. I leaned forwards and our lips met for a second then pulled away, feeling a spark when we our lips met I kissed Jeff again

Jeff P.O.V

I feel of Tamzin's lips against mine was the softest lips I've ever kissed and I knew this was so wrong but it felt so right, my lips coaxed her mouth open as I slid my tongue in and kissed her back. I had wanted to kiss Tamzin for months if not years when I first met her on her first day at Holby, I broke the kiss before one of our colleagues from the ED saw us and I didn't want them to spread gossip around the whole department a few months before her big day but I wanted her more than she knew.

Tamzin slid her arm through mine and laid her head down on my shoulders as I lead her back to my house, opening the front door I lead Tamzin through to the lounge as she crashed down on it and I grabbed her some bottled water from the fridge, sitting down next to her on the couch

'You may want to drink this'

'Thanks Jeff'

'Well this is awkward' I sighed, perching back and forth on the edge of the sofa

'What is?'

'Are we just gonna sit here and pretend nothing happened outside the pub or are we gonna talk about it the kiss'

'Look Jeff the kiss doesn't me anything…it was a silly mistake and I shouldn't of done that, you're one of my closest friends'

'But yeah, you stilled kissed me though'

'Eh you kissed me back and it was a drunken mistake and you knew what you were doing'

'I didn't take advantage of you if that's what you're getting too; you came onto me Tams' I teased

'Let's just forget about it Jeff I made a mistake but I love my fiancé, it would kill him if he found out' Tamzin huffed as I bet she rarely thought about him when we kissed like she wanted something to happen between us to get rid of the neglect of her fiancé, just wanting a reason to kiss me.

Tamzin lowered her gaze from mine and her eyelids closed slowly, drifting into sleep as her head fell back on the top of the couch. Raising myself quietly from the sofa I lowered Tamzin down on her side and grabbed the blanket on the back of the couch and draped it over her…..

Tamzin's P.O.V

My nostrils sniffed and nose twitched as I smelled the fresh scent of coffee and my eyes flickered open quickly as realisation sunk in that I stayed out the entire night. Removing the blanket that I didn't cover myself with and rose from the sofa, following the sweet smell of coffee to the kitchen

'Morning Tams, you look completely wrecked'

'Thanks for stating the obvious but I should be going'

'Stay for a bit there's some coffee in the burner if you want it'

'Another time Jeff I promise, I'd rather get the walk of shame out of the way'

'But we didn't sleep together though' he teased

'Shut up'

I grinned lightly and thought about the why he cared and looked after me last night that I didn't do anything more stupid like try to hit on him again. I said my goodbyes and kissed Jeffery on the cheek as I left the kitchen and entered the hallway, slipping on my shoes and left the house, the sun beamed down brightly even though it was still dawn. Avoiding eye contact and quiet sniggers as I passed people down the street on my way home to get the walk of shame done with, I located my keys from my pocket and let myself in; wondering to the living room and finding Dave perched on the edge of the sofa with his head in his hands

'Where have you been Tamzin? I practically stayed up the whole night waiting for you to return home from the pub'

'I'm sorry Dave'

'Don't hob me off with excuses I know you stayed out all night' he exclaimed

'Babe it's not what seems ok and how do know I stayed out all night' I questioned

'Come on then how was it? Who was the son of a bitch that slept with my fiancée? Eh I want a name now'

'What you saying Dave that you can't trust me at all and that I would just sleep around just like that. We're getting married in a few months'

'When you stay out most nights it's like I don't you at all half of the time and you know what it does give me doubts about us, about our relationship'

'What I'm not allowed to have a social life and spend time with mate from work and have a drink'

'I didn't say you couldn't have a social life. You know what I can't deal with this right now Tams, I'm done'

'What's happening now Dave talk to me?' I proclaimed

'I'm done I can't deal with us right now with all the arguing and fighting we shouldn't be like this, I think we should go on a break because I really need some time alone to think about us and what I want. I'll collect my belongings later'

Dave collected his briefcase from the coffee table and rose up from couch, looking at me for the last in god knows how long and left, hearing the front door slam shut behind him as he left. I rose furiously from the sofa and swiped off picture frames from the mantelpiece in frustration, kneeling down as I picked up a frame from the laminate floor and saw a picture of both of us when we were happiest together. I put all that anger and hurt there between me and Dave, fearing that I've lost him forever as I clung onto the picture and swept all morning that he'd a distance memory than my soon to be husband….