"Haz I'm not ready for this. What if they hate us? If they-"
"Think we are disgusting? Boobear, they won't" I answered him grabbing his hand reassuringly.
I could read his face easily. He was nervous. We talked about this several times. We even practiced our announcement every time we could. We wanted this to be perfect. Our relationship was at its worst point. Not because we were fighting, but because the world seemed not to understand. Paparazzi's were following us everywhere. News talked about this a lot. Our fans were divided. Some seemed to accept what we had, well what they guessed we had because we have not admitted our relationship to them yet and some seemed to be devastated, broken hearted.. Louis cared about our fans a lot, just as much as I did.
I kissed his forehead. A smile began to form in his lips.
"You know Hazz, they are our fans of course they will support us. I just thought they will not, Uhm accept us" He said as he placed his head on my shoulder.
"Lou, of course they will," I stood up. Louis just stared at me. "Come on, the boys are waiting for us." I grabbed his hand again and pulled him up. He smiled at me weakly. He was still nervous. I could see it.
"Yes we should go." he said.
They boys were already inside the car. Liam was driving. Zayn was on the seat beside him and Niall was laying on the back seat taking all the space possible.
"Oh come on Niall! Please, you'll sleep as soon we come back!" I grinned at him cheerfully.
Niall groaned as he lifted up his body to sit up straightly. Louis entered the car as I followed him inside.
"Ready lads?" asked Liam. We all nodded. There was tension inside. Louis was still nervous. Zayn and Liam apparently were having a serious talk. I tried to hear but Niall's snores made my task impossible. I laughed, he really looks funny when he sleeps.
Louis poked me and said, "What are you laughing about Curls?" he had a smirk on his face.
"Nothing," I grinned mischievously at him.
"Oh, you do are laughing because of something!"
Then, Niall made a loudly snore that made him wake up. He stared blankly at us. I started laughing again. Louis looked as a retarded seal, clapping his hands and moving back and forth as he laughed. I love when he laughs like that. He looks like a child, considering the fact he is almost 20.
"Why are you laughing?" Niall said all grumpy. His hair was all messed up.
I looked at Louis and winked at him. He had a smirk on his face.
I stared at Liam and Zayn again. Then at Niall, who was back on his sleep. Everybody was quiet. I looked at Louis again. His head was laying on my shoulder. He was wearing a marine stripped shirt and a blue trousers. I couldn't stop looking at him. Suddenly he lifted his head and our eyes met.
Smirking and with our noses almost touching he whispered "I know I look irresistibly sexy, but please you are making me nervous."
"Oh well, the next time I catch you looking at my bum I'll say the same thing to you sir."
Louis chuckled. His cheeks turned slightly red.
The car stopped. We arrived to the studio. Video Diary 5 was going to be shoot today. The day we were going to be making our big announcement.
I moved Niall's shoulder. He woke up and stretching his body he groaned.
Everybody was out of the car and we entered the studio. Our manager was already waiting for us. He approached and said, "Good morning, you are late-" suddenly Louis interrupted him saying "Good Morning sir, how are you? How's Jess? The kids?"
We all laughed, even our manager. Louis can be so random sometimes. I love when he does that, cheer us up, remove the tension..
"Non of your business Louis," he said with a grin on his face. "Ok, we are shooting in 5 minutes. Harry Louis, you know what to do. Now go! Go!"
I froze. I'm not ready for this. I was five minutes ago, but now I don't What if they truly turn against us or something.
"Hazza.."
I didn't care. I was still deep in thought. I love Louis. He is my everything.
"Hazza.."
I cannot disappoint my fans, but if being with Louis does that I'll make them understand.
"Harry!"
"Oh yeah sorry Boobear.."
Louis stared at me. Then he kissed my temple and grabbed my hand.
"Everything will be alright ok? They'll understand. We'll make this work." Louis said as he squeezed my hand. I smiled at him reassuringly
We took our places in the sofa. Louis was beside me. Then Niall and Liam were sitting on the other side and Zayn was siting on the floor.
"Ready?" Liam asked us giving us a big smile.
"Ready." We both nodded.
Then a voice said, "Starting in 3..2..1.."
