Addiction
Craving
Down here, down in this so called paradise. Andrew says it is a gift, a change,
an escape from corruption. I feel no escape, no gift, and it is definitely no Paradise! Let me
tell you what I do feel you son of a bitch. I crave the one thing you thought to be genius,
Adam. My mind has fallen for the needle and my body suffers because of it! I can not stop looking
for Adam. My dreams overflow with the thought of all the innocent men and women, not to mention
the little girls that I have murdered. Girls! I have killed children!? I keep telling myself that they weren't children
anymore. That Ryan changed them into lifeless insects. But when I look into there eyes,.......
god their eyes, I see fear and innocents! My daughter....... what was her name? I can't even remember her anymore.
Has she become a little sister too? Have I killed my own daughter! The blood drenched wrench I hold in my hand could have struck my own
daughter. Still! I crave it! I need it! I am nothing without it Ryan! This wasn't a city made for the people. This city was a made so you could test
on you lab rats! No more! Ryan I swear that until I die I will find you and I'll make you pay for this............. paradise........
The splicer that used to be called Joseph sat there thinking. Joseph made his oath to Ryan. Throwing up his head he laughed histerically. Joseph had taken many punishments
down in rapture. He had a button up shirt that had been ripped to shreds barely hanging on to his pale thin body. His black dress pants now looked like shorts covering a small part
his legs. His hair grew wild and hung down over his face. Joseph woudn't cover his face up with a mask like the others. He did't want to forget of what he had become. Joseph wanted
to suffer for what he had done. He knew that once Ryan was dead he would be complete and no longer would he keep living. Joseph picked up his wrench off the ground and held a
pistol in the other cut up hand. He was sitting in his apartment floor in Apollo's square. Standing up he caught a glimpse of his daughters picture on the wall. " Betty...... I'm sorry." He
said feeling tears run down his face. He suddenly became furious and screamed, " Ryan! I'm coming for you!" With that he started for the door hear splicers near by laughing.