月光の露
Moonlight Dew
Misstress Hanako
Walking across the river banks, by the ocean...Here I am..Reminescing on memories that soon will fade away with each passing second of a minute, minute of an hour, hour of a day, a day with a year, and a year with a decade..a decade with a century.
Slowly closing my eyes to here the rapid shore crying with my sorrow..my pain. Splashing against each wave that hits the sand. Feeling the wind capture my hair with their movements that takes my breath away, blowing a cold breeze that makes me quiver to my knees.
How much pain do I have to suffer? Why can't I live life as it is, then let myself control it? Have I cause such an insorrowable sin?...all these questions are asked by me and myself. This is what I feel...A pain that has cause my world to detruct of anger and grief. Till this day I still live on with the regrets of my life...of what I couldn't and could've done back in time.
I walk, as my thin fragile legs splash against the waves with every movement. Thinking of my pain and what was the cause of it. Things that capture my breath...and things that just blew it away. As I reminesce...I can tell I am without due to my obligation.
Holding my heels in my hands as I sway my purse up and down with the other. My hair blowing with the wind, and my cheeks flushed against the cool night. My brown eyes glitter with the midnight moon's light pattern. My jaw slightly opened and my breath evened out. My eyelashes batter with every movement of my eyes...and...my heart, brokened as a the night is. My lime-green sailor skirt up to my thighs and my light green wife-beater tied to the side. My hair...down and my large hoop earrings dingling with my hair.
Walking along the lines of a the ocean. The path that crosses the deminsion of the water to the living world. Stopping where I am, and looking out into the deep blue of the night. Frowning at how decieving the world can be...It may look peaceful, but it can only be peaceful and happy if you make it that way. Sighing, I lower my head down and look down at my toes that seem to scringe into the sand.
Today...was a day full of anger and despair...I lost my first love to my best friend. I didn't think in any other way that they both would go against me. My wishes and my desires...My best friend...Kikyou Sanata, and my first love...InuYasha Taisho. Kikyou knew I had fallen in love with InuYasha since the first day we met in America. As soon as InuYasha came into the picture...Kikyou also tried her best to join in...to my obliviations...I hadn't notice they both were dating behind my back..
Until one night...InuYasha asked me out...I thought he was serious so I decided it wouldn't hurt...We had a perfect date...until the next night I went over to Kikyou's house to tell her the happy news...to find them both sitting on the couch flirting and kissing eachother's palms...
As my heart broke into two...I ran. Despite the shouting of my name...I ran. In fears, my fears...that I would get heart brokened. As soon as I reached home...my phone rang. I answered it slowly, praying to the love of god that it wasn't one of them, but it was. Kikyou Sanata had called me...and told me everything and apologized for what she did...I wouldn't accept it though. I just frankly told her that I am fine and happy with everything and for them to stop bothering me...Oh, did I mention I also told them that I wouldn't be part of the friendship anymore.
This broke my heart more than them...It was hard trying to accept that my best friend was dating my first love behind my back...when she knew that I had fallen in love with him...at first sight. I tried and tried...but I couldn't accept it. Even my first love...I couldn't accept him trying to cheat with me while he was dating my best friend as well...
Everything was so confusing to me...and I just couldn't take it nomore...So I left. I didn't want to be haunted by memories that one day will come strolling back into my pitiful life. So I left...I left everything behind and went on with life. I left to where I would be safe...anywhere...but not here. Not Tokyo...where somehow, InuYasha manage to follow me and come upon my best friend...where my first love...had brokened my heart..where my best friend had betrayed me..Just thinking about these horrific memories bring tears welling up in my eyes...
I sigh in defeat. I had ran away from all of my anger, despair, and sorrow. I left..and I am hoping never to come back. I went to Tahiti. A resort...a beautiful resort. How can I say it...? Somewhere that I can relieve my symptoms of anger. I am really relieved that I came here...I met so many new people...and I already have myself a job...to support my needs and desires..
But dare I say it...I don't want any desires...I just want to love InuYasha and have my best friend back...but how can I...? I ran out on them. That is foolish but anyone else in my position would also...
"Higurashi-san...?"A feminem voice call out to me. I look behind to find the resort owner's daughter, Sango Taijiya calling out to me.
"Yes, Sango-chan?"I reply to her.
"Please come in. It is very cold out here..."Wow, what I nice girl. I wouldn't expect people over here to care much about others.
"Yes, thank you. I will be come in, after a short minute."I smile to reassure her, causing her to smile gently back towards me.
I turn back and look at the stars that glisten in the night...and I just can't help but wander what star InuYasha is sleeping under tonight..Turning back, I enter the hut of the resort and ask if I can get a room tonight.
"Yes, dear. Here ye go. My, what I beauty ye are."The old lady says, causing me to blush.
"Thank you. My name is Kagome Higurashi."I say holding out my hand to her. She takes it and gently shakes it.
"My Kagome, eh? Beauty it is. The names Kaede Hichiguma." She states.
'Hichiguma...?' Heard of that some where... but I nod and smile at the her.
My keys in my hands...nothing to worry about. I just calmly walk up to the elevator...Pressing the 'up' arrow. My room number...'318' So I'm guessing that it is on the 3rd floor. The elevator opens up and I slowly step in, pressing the 3rd level button.
Slowly, I await till the button tells me that I reach the 3rd floor. Fiddling with my fingers that is holding the keys and standing here for at least 5 minutes gets you bored. While I reach the 2nd floor, the door opens up to show a young man with short hair that is tied in a pony tail, he isn't wearing any shirt just wearing some swimming boxers, steps in. He is quite muscular...well toned skin and looks pretty decent.He steps besides me, and I can tell that he glances over a few times over at me. I just sigh, and close my eyes until I hear that it is my floor.
"Why hello there, aren't you a marvuloues looking girl?" He says. I don't know who he is talking to be I slowly turn over at him.
"A-Are you talking to me..?"I ask with a shaky voice. I get lots of compliments most of the time but never had a heard of such grammar that is beyond a man his age.
"Why who else would I be talking to?" He batters his eyelashes innocently. I just scringe my nose and cock my eyebrows.
"Oh..why thank you..."I blush a tint pink, before smiling at him.
"The name's Miroku Houshi. I work on the 2nd floor. You should stop by sometimes, it's the swimming area of the resort!" He exclaims.
"Wow..your job must be fun. My name is Kagome Higurashi. I'll be working here soon as well!"I smile wider at him. Holding out my hand to shake his.
"Ahh..! You must be the newbie working here. Heard about you. We should hang out some times." He smiles at me. I just blush slightly, and there goes a beep signaling it's my floor.
"Well here's my floor. I'll come down to the second floor sometimes, and you should show me around! Well, see you!" I smile waving off to him. Trying to find the room number 318. I walk around for 10 minutes trying to find the room number.
"316, 317, ahh!...318! Here it is!"I pant slightly. Walking around trying ot find your room is exhausting! I slowly push my key in the key hole and turn to here the clicking of the lock. Slowly turning the knob,I look inside the room and gasp at the wonderful sight. "Wow! It's beautiful!"
The room had a beautiful view of watching the ocean. The room is a shade of light blue and lavender put together. The window drapes are lavender and the rooms aroma smells wonderful. Smells like sweet pea with mixed berries. The beautiful light blue shade on the walls make the room look marvoulous..and the bed spred matches the window drapes. I never thought there ever could be paradise...but here I am...living it!
I just throw my luggages around and quickly jump onto the bed. Feeling the warmth and the comftiness of the bed. Quickly snuggling up in the bed and falling into a deep over powering nap.
RING!-RING!
Slowly opening my eyes, I look around. 'What time is it...?' I think to myself. There beside is a clock, directly reading 1:05 a.m. Wow...when I went to sleep it was only 7:15 p.m. Looking around for whatever is that ringing. It JUST keeps ringing.
RING!-RING!
"My cell...phone...!"I moan and get out of bed to look into my purse. Not bothering to look who called I just open it up and answer."He...hell..hello..?"I manage to sqeek out of my dry throat, while jumnping onto the bed to cover myself up.
"Kagome..?"The manly voice say. This startle me and I quickly sit up. Opening my eyes wide, and jaw slightly open.
"Who's this..?"I ask cautiously.
"Kagome..? Is it you?...It's me! Don't you remember..?" It was him...why was he calling me for heaven sakes! It's one in the morning! Shouldn't he figure out that people sleep too at a time like this?
"..InuYasha...?"I say slowly. Not wanting to talk to him anymore. I just hold the phone firmly in my hand about to push the end button.
"Hey, how you doing? How come you weren't in school today? I was worried you know."He says on the other line. I just cock my eyebrows at him, knowing him...he would be playing another trick on me.
"Oh..Didn't you here InuYasha? I ran away."I say proudly. Not caring if it matters anymore. Everyone knows...and disapproved to my actions. I just here him sigh on the other line.
"..Oh..I see.."He says slowly. There was a pregnant pause before I broke it.
"Now, If you don't mind...Some people actually sleep around this time unlike other barbaric people. Now goodnight!"I say proudly about to press the button until I hear him quickly say..
"Kagome...why did you? Why did you leave all of us...? Especially me...please I need an explanation..!"I here him shout. I just sit there thinking...
In my mind, I just want to shout out, 'Simple, because I got back stab by my best friend, betrayed by the one I thought I loved...Oh! and I got heart broken..Happy?' but I cannot bring up the courage to just simply state these words. I couldn't say nothing nomore...so I just press the end button. Hanging up on him...and my own conscious.
I couldn't bare this nomore. Everywhere I go, He ends up at least finding his way to look for me...what is he? A stalker? A secret agent? A monster who is possesive and watches my every move? I didn't know either..and I didn't know why I fell in love with him...I just ended up, whether I liked it or not...
to be cotinued...
