Prologue
My decisions? Not very good lately. I wish I had chosen something else on all of them. Now, because of them, I am facing the worst decision I have ever face and I never wanted to face it. My life had changed dramatically in those decisions, and I don't believe I will ever be the same person I was just a month ago. My decision that I faced now was a difficult one and I couldn't believe I was faced with it. I couldn't believe that there was no possible way out. My parents are probably looking down on me from Heaven, if I believed in such a place, and crying at what I have done. Right now I was faced with the decision to either kill my one true love or my only living family member. And I knew which one they would want me to kill.
