Casey Arched her back, pressing into his defined chest. She told herself she was drunk, that it was just payback, maybe she was just blinded with anger and hurt. But as she collapsed beside him and felt his sweet breath caressing her neck she couldn't help the feeling, the feeling of being complete, and content with that. He breathed out her name softly in his sleep.

"Casey" And her heart melted


A familiar feeling woke Casey, the feeling of her stomach wanting to escape. She wretched her expensive 400 thread count blankets off of her, leaving them forgotten in her wake beside her bed. The bathroom was empty at this time of the morning; the clock on the hallway had read 7:23, most of the Zeta Beta Zetas were either at class or sleeping of a hangover, leaving Casey to empty the scarce contents of her stomach. With a regular rutien of emptying her stomach Caseys appitiet seemed to have plumeted. Gagging at the taste of acid in her mouth she almost wanted to throw up more.

It had been almost two months since she had he night with Cappie, and up until two days ago she was certain she had left it all behind, but a small pink plus sign begged to differ. For almost an hour after she deciphered the test results she had just sat silently, not crying, not screaming, not allowing herself to think. For thinking would force her to face the facts.

She was pregnant; but she wasn't married, or working, or living in a cute little house with a white picket fence and a dog. She was just pregnant, pregnant with a Kappa Tau.

The thought had crossed her mind briefly, a Kappa Tau baby. It wouldn't stand a chance, Beaver would play football with him, Wade would take her to parties, Rusty would confuse him with big science words like he did to Casey. And Cappie, well Cappie would be sweet and teach her to make the world laugh, and to always have the last say.

Casey shook her head at the thought. She hadn't told anyone, and she didn't want to, the Evan breakup was still fresh, and here she was imagining a baby with Cappie of all people.

She managed to drag herself from the cold tile floors of the bathroom and back to her and Ashleigh's room. By that time Casey's frantic race to the bathroom had woken Ashleigh and she was up and waiting for her like a good friend. She had noticed Casey getting noticeably distant lately, slipping in and out in silence. And she was freaked.

"Casey, honey, what's up" Ashleigh asked sincerely. "I worried"

"Oh, it's nothing Ash" Casey answered back fumbling with her words slightly.

"No, I know you Casey and something's up." Ashleigh pleaded looking at her best friend. "Talk to me"

"Well" Casey's natural instincts were to spill. She couldn't handle a secret for very long She never could. In grade school Jessica Lauren told Casey about her first boyfriend Henry Fisher, she made Casey promise she'd never tell anyone. The whole school knew by the next day. She wasn't a gossip, but no one told her anything after that.

"I'm pregnant" Casey blurted out unable to hold it in anymore. She mentaly scolded herself for her inadbility to hold anything in.

"Oh, sweetie" Ashleigh was at her side quickly to comfort her. Ashleigh waited for the tears, just like the tear that had come about when Evan had broken up with her. She was just getting over him and this was just bringing him back into the game. To her surprize Casey stayed calm almost glowing, she almost seem. Excited. "Have you told him?

"Him?" Casey paused; the logical part of her knew she shouldn't mention Cappie. The part of her that was scared of rejection was telling her to be quiet about it. Then there was the other part the rebellious part that Cappie brought out she wanted to scream it from the roof tops.

"I'm assuming its Evan" Ashleigh asked slightly unsure of her self she knew no one else Casey had been with. "Right?"

"You'd be surprised" She answered back quietly letting Ashleigh figure it out on her own.

"But who else. Ooh" Ashleigh's eyes were bright and to Casey's surprise Ashleigh smiled wildly. Casey looked looked down at her fingers awkwardly smiling softly. She never surprised anyone, she was completely and totally predictable. But now here she was carrying Cappie's baby, no one expected that on from her.

"What" Casey asked shocked. Ashleigh was smiling cockily at Casey with a sparkle in her eyes that she only got when she was right about something big. She knew the way Casey acted around Cappie, the way she watched him secretly when she thought no one would see things Casey didn't even notice she did these things.

"Its just that look that you get when you talk about Cappie, or think about him or mention him, or see him, basicly anything pertaining to Cappie puts a sparkle in your eye. Its adorable" She smiled a bit less. Repeating her question with more information. "Have you told him yet?"

"No, I'm still a little mixed up" Casey sighed. She didn't even want to get into feelings at the moment none of them made sense. "I know I should be angry, or upset, or something, but whenever I think about this baby and Cappie I just get so happy. I get this picture in my head, of Cappie and I with a little blue eyed baby and we're smiling and laughing."

"Case" Ashleigh said finally "You love him"

Casey stopped, frozen. So that was it, she loved with him. Casey smiled, she loved him, not like how she had once loved Evan. That was power hungry love a needy wanting love. Now this, this was different, it was head over heals, uncontrollable love. How had she never notice it before.

"Ash," Casey smiled briefly high from her epiphany. "I-I got to go"

"Go. Run." Ashleigh joked smiling like crazy at her friend.

Casey ran out the door. She didn't have a plan of attack like she usually has, there was no idea or thought process. She didn't know what the future held, but she knew who she wanted to go through it with. The only man who loved her for who she was not what she was, Her Cappie.

A/N Okay Okay so I've been dying to see a story like this out here and since I havent seen one yet I decided to write one myself so like it love it tell me. Flames welcome go ahead and tell me you hate it, critisize me tell me what you want. :o I'll keep writing if you'd like I really love this story idea so please tell me you love it

- Paige