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The forests were green. A vivid, living, almost hostile green that could confuse the eye, adding tricky perspectives of depth. They were areas where the air hung so heavy with moisture that wisps of cloud clung to every uneven surface, the thin cloud obscuring detail and making navigation next to impossible.

They were the last few cloud forests in Mexico. Low mountains covered in dense rainforest with copious shallow streams and waterfalls. Rumoured to be magical places, where the veil between worlds thinned to the point of transparency. The rare visitors to them sometimes spoke of huge hulking shadows, as ephemeral as the clouds they walked through, spied from the corner of their eye. The sensible and the superstitious steered well clear.

Miguel Rivera was neither.

At twelve, he was too old to believe in stories of magic, but still young enough to believe the warnings of being lost didn't apply to him. And Santa Cecilia, the tiny community he called home, was nestled right at the edge of one of these forests. Brick and stone haciendas sprinkled over the rising slope, ending in the cemetery with iron gates topped with wicked spikes to protect the dead who lay in graves with mossy headstones and carefully kept grass. One mausoleum, which had been communal until the death of their most famous resident and Miguel's personal hero, the actor and musician Ernesto de la Cruz. Then it had been converted to a lone tomb, shining marble and chiseled stone. The other inhabitants had shifted to their own solo graves.

The cemetery was the quickest way to get to the forest, and it was the way Miguel used the most often. He told his parents he was volunteering: cleaning gravestones and removing old offerings, mowing the grass on Sundays. And, sometimes, he would. But the graves didn't need maintenance every day after school, as he pretended: it was a couple of hours on a Saturday, max. There was a groundskeeper, after all, who did most of the work. She appreciated Miguel's help in removing old flowers and clearing the moss away from the headstones, sure, but didn't expect it all the time.

Most days, when he went to the cemetery, he would go straight through, past de la Cruz's tomb and into the oppressive shade of the forest. There was a bit of overlap: a few unkempt, forgotten graves scattered between growing, mossy trees. Miguel tried to straighten them up a little when he saw them, but it was an impossible task. The forest was claiming them, was all.

As it did all things, in the end.

The last grave was the cleanest. He'd wiped the moss away and cleared off the thick leaf litter. It wasn't out of any particular respect. The gravestone was too faded to even read after all these years, worn almost flat from time and moisture. No, Miguel kept it clean because it was the grave he visited the most. Even more than his idol's mausoleum. Even more than his own family gravesite.

He visited this grave the most, because this was where he left his guitar.

The Riveras hated music, everyone knew that. It went back generations, this loathing of song and melody. The story had been parroted at him whenever he'd been caught singing or humming or even drumming a simple rhythm with his heels. The story of the runaway musician and the young family he had left behind. Sometimes when his father was reciting it Miguel would mouth along, furrowing his brow and gesticulating in an unflattering imitation.

Because it was ridiculous. A ban on music? How could they ban music, when it was the one thing that actually made him happy? When it was the foundation that held his soul together? It didn't make any sense.

He pulled the waterproof tarp back, a rush of excitement building when he saw the shabby, battered case. He ran his fingers over the peeling leather and the rusted clasps. There was adoration in his touch. Longing. An apology for being away so long.

He gripped the worn handle. It was perfectly moulded to his hand, each finger finding a matching divot. As he straightened, he let out a low whistle, cupping his other hand around his mouth so it carried further. There was a rattling crash of branches and rustling of thick leaf litter before a grey dog with wiry fur protruding from the top of his head came bounding out of the forest. Miguel caught the dog's weight with his chest, losing his balance and sprawling on the grave, his guitar bouncing on the fallen leaves.

"Dante, no, Dante, stop!" he said, laughing and trying in vain to fend off exuberant and incredibly slobbery licks. "Get off!"

Dante licked his face, pausing for only a moment to sniff at his mouth where the scent of his lunch probably still lingered, before bounding off and around him in excited circles, panting, long tongue dripping with saliva.

"That's gross," Miguel said. He used the sleeve of his hoodie to wipe his cheeks clean and grinned. "Bad dog."

Dante barked. A joyful bark that echoed off the trees. Miguel flinched and wrapped his hands around Dante's muzzle.

"Shh, no barking, remember? You're not allowed in the cemetery."

Dante flicked his still lolling tongue, slapped it on the back of Miguel's hand. With a disgusted little laugh, Miguel let go and wiped his hands on his jeans.

"Let's go, Dante." He grabbed the guitar and headed deeper into the forest. Dante followed at his heels, sniffing at the ground.

The forest closed behind them. Soon there was no sign of civilisation anywhere. Just green, birdsong, trickling water. It was too late in the day for cloud to gather, but the air was still thick with moisture. Miguel wiped sweat from his forehead and Dante panted louder as they walked. It was a familiar path by now; a ten minute hike at best. He found himself wishing, not for the first time, that his guitar case had a strap so he didn't have to hoist it from hand to hand, rubbing his palms on his jeans to dry them off each time he did.

The sound of water grew louder. Impossibly loud. The clearing was close, it had to be. The walk seemed to get a little bit longer each time. He was sure it was the heat and the green of this place playing tricks with his mind. Eventually he saw the brown X he'd carved from a tree trunk, already faded to green at the edges as moss tried to re-establish its dominance.

He scratched away the moss. Nodded at the reformed X. Then, he brushed past the tree and into the clearing.

It wasn't much of a clearing. There was still a solid canopy of criss-crossed branches and heavy hanging leaves above. No grass, just more of that thick carpet of leaf-litter. But there was a little bit more space here than closer to Santa Cecilia and the roots of a thick, gnarled, ancient-looking tree made a good place to rest. It was stunted, this tree, curved and curling back on itself, but no less beautiful for it. Its roots crossed the small stream that flowed through here, disrupting the water into white frothy rapids.

Dante launched himself into the water, snapping at the froth and lapping at the waves with noisy swallows. Miguel nestled into the roots of the tree. Undid the clasps on the case and pulled the guitar out.

The wood was chipped at the edges and tarnished from years of neglect. Despite this, the strings were clean and shiny and, when he brushed his fingers against them, a muted metallic chord hummed from the instrument. He plucked the strings and squinted as he fiddled with the pegs. Strummed a few gentle chords, using the pads of his fingers so the music he played was soft. Dante lay down in the water, head resting on a prominent root, his eyes fixed on Miguel. His tongue lolled, shockingly pink, from the side of his mouth.

Miguel played a few chords. Practiced some intricate flourishes. He even sang a few songs. Started out with a crooning serenade, through to a mid-tempo joking riddle, then finished on a rapid-fire series of chords, his voice raised in a ringing shout. The echo bounced off the trees and reverberated in his ears. Added a strange almost harmony-like effect to his words. Dante burst from the water on this last song, howling up at the canopy. Miguel laughed and shielded the guitar as Dante shook, a fine mist of water flinging from his smooth, furless skin. As he played the light in the clearing grew dimmer, the shade thickening beneath the canopy. Outside of the forest, the sun would be sinking low in the sky and, at home, his parents would be expecting him back.

"Okay, Dante, time to go home." Miguel packed up his guitar, laying it gently in the cloth-lined case and running his fingers over the strings, closing his eyes as they hummed back at him. "Until tomorrow," he murmured. Closed the lid and snapped the clasps shut.

As he straightened he spied a small hollow in the trunk of his tree. A frown creased his forehead and he brushed his fingertips over it. That hadn't been there yesterday. He was almost sure. Nestled in the bottom of this hollow was a purple skinned fruit. Bulbous and rounded. As soon as his eyes landed on it his nose was suddenly filled with the earthy sweet scent of figs. His favourite.

Don't eat the fruit of the forest.

His papa's voice echoed in his head. It had been an amendment, that advice. The first thing Enrique Rivera had said had actually been: "Don't go into the forest." Then, seeing his son's face, he'd amended that to: "If you are going to, at least don't eat the fruit."

It was sensible advice. While cloud forests were filled with luscious, edible fruits, there was danger there too: poison and spiders and larvae buried deep. The advice was an echo of his abuelita's, as well, though she had drawn from a different perspective.

"The forest is a magical place," she'd told him, gnarled finger tapping his nose to get his attention. "The fruit of the forest is poisoned with that magic. Don't you eat any fruit you find, Miguelito."

He considered this while looking at the fig that rested innocently on the floor of the hollow. Where was the harm in one? It wasn't like a fig would poison him. They ate figs all the time. And he'd never seen anything that mimicked a fig so perfectly. The advice had been superstitious and sensible.

And, of course, Miguel Rivera was neither.

He lifted it up, brought it to his nose, and sniffed it cautiously. Dante let out a low growl behind him, but his attention was laser-focused on the soft, smooth fruit in his palm. Without realising what he was doing, he opened his mouth and took a bite. The skin broke. Soft seeds popped between his lips. It was impossibly sweet. Impossibly delicious. In three bites, the fruit was gone and he was licking the last few drips of juice from his fingertips.

Dante was still growling. A low, helpless growl that rumbled at the back of his throat, almost lost beneath the churning rush of the stream.

"It's okay, boy, look." Miguel lowered his hand, offering the scent and perhaps a hint of the taste of fruit on his fingers. But Dante lifted his lip and revealed gleaming teeth, backing away slightly. His tail was curled tight between his legs and his ears lay flat against his skull. "Woah, okay, okay." Miguel walked to the stream and washed his hand clean. "See, all gone. C'mon, Dante, let's go."

Dante sniffed his hand cautiously, eyes narrowed and nose barely touching his skin, then relaxed and flopped his tongue out again. Good, all back to normal. Miguel urged him out of the clearing, laughing as they kicked up leaf litter and slapped at branches. They reached the forgotten grave, and he wrapped the guitar case in the tarp and laid it at the gravestone. Made sure it was secure and that the blue was hidden from the cemetery proper.

"You go around the village. I'll meet you at home."

A few enthusiastic laps at Miguel's hands, a nudge against his fingers with a cold wet nose, adoring brown eyes gleaming in the low light. Then, Dante turned on his hairless tail and disappeared into the forest. Miguel watched after him for a second, then brushed his hand against the gravestone, mumbled a low thanks, and headed home. Past de la Cruz's tomb and past the carefully maintained graves, towards the cobblestone street with uneven stones set in eroded cement.

The sun was setting as he walked through Santa Cecilia, illuminating everything with a soft orange glow. Small clay and paper alebrijes sat on window sills and hung from door frames, their vibrant rainbow colours muted in the evening light. The paper ones fluttered as he passed, shifting in a warm breeze that did nothing to ease the sweat from his skin.

When he finally got home, Luisa already had dinner on the table. His favourite: tamales with black bean salsa, but he only managed a single bite before he had to stop. His stomach didn't feel quite right, like the food was an anvil sitting heavily at the bottom of his gut. Dante lay curled beneath the table, his breath coming in soft, high-pitched whines.

"Ay, Miguel, you don't look well," Luisa said. She lay her hand on his forehead, then bent and pressed her lips to his skin. "You don't have a fever."

"I'm just not hungry, Mama," he said, offering a weak smile. That was the truth. Maybe. Probably.

"Go rest up," Enrique said, his tone concerned. "I'll bring you something simple later."

"Okay, Papa." Miguel cast a longing look at the plate. The nibbled bite of firm dough revealing the barest hint of shredded beef. He wanted to eat it but the idea of trying any more made his stomach twist. He kissed his mother's cheek and squeezed Enrique's shoulder. Went to his room with Dante at his heels and crawled into bed. Dante curled up on the floor beside the bed, his nose on his paws and his eyes watchful. The shadows outlined in the soft silver moonlight seemed to shift and twist, forming unfamiliar sinister shapes, and Miguel rolled pointedly on his side, facing away from the wall. Breathed in the lingering smell of figs, closed his eyes, and tried to go to sleep.