Quick disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story except my Oc`s and the plot.
"No, I just picked Jenn up and then will be heading to the airport." Devin said.
"Tell Uncle Joe I said hi!" Jennifer said.
"Jenn said hi."
"Tell her I said hi." Joe said
"Your uncle said hi."
"Well I`m driving so I`ll talk to you later." Devin says.
"Alright, well I`ll see you soon I love you." Joe says.
"Love you too!" Devin said.
"Alright bye."
"Bye." Devin said hanging up the phone.
"Where are we going Tee-Tee?"
"Well first we're going to the airport, but then we're going to check into our hotel then I`m going to work."
"Are we going to work with you?"
"Yes you are."
"I love going to work with you mommy!" Joelynn said.
Devin gives her a closed smile.
"What are we going to do when you're working?"
"Sometimes the other wrestlers bring their kids too and we play with them or we play with our ipad's until she's finished" JoJo said.
Devin`s no longer had her legends contract, a few months back she let it expire and signed as a writer which meant she got to spend a little more time with Joe and the storylines were better, she always did know what the fans wanted and how to entertain the crowed even if it wasn't her doing it.
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"Alright guys this one is your room, I don't want you guys to ever open this front door if you guys want to come over to us use the joint door." Devin said opening the door that connected to theirs.
They all gave her a blank stare
"Okay?" Devin asked.
"Okay mommy!" Joelynn said.
"Can Jenn and I go swimming?" JoJo asked.
Ever since they first met when they were little Jenn and JoJo have been very close.
"Maybe later, we have to go now." Devin said.
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"Hey babe, how was the flight over here?" Joe asked kissing her then bringing her in for a hug.
"It was fine."
"Daddy look who came to visit for two months!" JoJo said excitedly.
"I see, hi Jenn." Joe said leaning over and hugging his niece then hugging his kids.
"Hi uncle!"
"Well I have to go could you watch Joseph while I`m working?"
"Sure." Joe said grabbing his son.
"Thanks, see you later." Devin said kissing her husband.
"Eww!" The girls said in Unison.
"Come on girls." Devin said chuckling.
"Be good!" Joe said.
"We will!" The girls said in unison.
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"I think that's a stupid Idea it sounds like something that would happen on Barney." Devin said.
"Well did you bring your ideas for the show?" Sara asked.
"I did." Devin said digging in her purse.
"Here it is!" Devin said sliding it to her.
"Oh this is great I love it!" Sara said skimming through the papers.
"So how is the babies?" Jenna asked.
"What?"
"Your kids, how are they?" Jenna asked.
"They're fine- I have to go I`m sorry." Devin said getting up in a hurry.
"You forgot your script!"
"Keep it!" Devin said walking out of the office.
As Devin walked out of the board room she looked around for her daughters and her niece they were nowhere in sight, starting to panic Devin quickly looks around for them like a mad woman.
"Mommy what's wrong?" Joelynn asked as her sister and her cousin walked up with their older cousin Josh.
"I told you not to move!"
"Mama are you okay?" JoJo asked.
"You weren't supposed to leave that spot, you had me worried!" Devin yelled in anger.
"Devin they're okay, they were with me." Josh said.
"That's not the point!" Devin yelled still freaking out.
"Dev- are you okay?"
"I`m fine, let's go!" Devin said to her kids and her niece.
They all just stared at her with blank faces.
"LET'S GO!" Devin yelled as they began to walk.
Devin only walked a few feet before she felt an anxiety attack coming on quickly walking over to a chair Devin sits down and puts her head between her legs trying to get her breathing back in order.
Noticing her aunt shaking Jenn asked. "Are you okay Tee-Tee?"
"I`m fine go back with Josh." Devin says pushing them away, she didn't want them to see her like that.
"Are you sure mama?" JoJo asked.
"I`m sure, now go!" Devin said.
Joelynn and Jennifer went back to their cousin Josh while JoJo went to look for her dad she knew Devin wasn't okay and she knew he could fix it, or so she thought.
Devin's breathing wasn't getting any better at this point she was having a full blown Anxiety attack.
"Devin what's wrong?" Joe said grabbing his shaking wife.
Devin didn't respond
Already knowing that she was having an anxiety attack Joe asked. "Do you want to go in my locker room?"
Devin nods her head.
"Come on." Joe said guiding her to his locker room.
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"Sit down here." Joe says guiding her to sit down.
Devin lowers her head back between her legs.
Ever since the incident Devin has been having sever anxiety/ panic attacks Joe always felt guilty because there was nothing he could do about it, but the more she had them the more he learned how to be there for her when she has them.
"Don't forget to breathe." Joe instructed.
"I-can't- breathe!" Devin said hyperventilating.
"I know it's hard but you can do it." Joe says.
Devin gets worst.
"Breathe in- now out- In – now out."
Devin doing what she was told she slowly gets better.
With her head still between her legs Devin reaches for Joe's hand. Very surprised Joe grabs her hand, Devin usually didn't like being touched when she was having an anxiety attack because it usually made it worst, which was why he was surprised that she let him touch her not once but twice, but this time his touch didn't make it worst it made it better.
Slowly coming back to reality Devin lifts her head up and then leans on Joe for support. Joe wraps his arm around her and kisses the top of her head.
"Thanks for not leaving me." Devin said softly.
"Why would I leave you- you needed me."
Devin gives him a closed smile.
"How did you know something was wrong?" Devin asked.
"JoJo came and got me." Joe said.
"That kid- remind me to thank her."
Joe smiled.
"So what was it this time?"
"What?"
"What trigger you this time?" Joe asked.
"I couldn't find the kids."
"I`ll have a talk with them about wondering off." Joe says.
"You don't have to they were with Josh."
"Yeah but still, they know when you tell them not to do something they should listen."
Devin doesn't say anything she just closed her eyes as she laid in Joes arms.
"I think you should consider therapy." Joe said.
"For what?!" Devin says snapping as she pulls away from Joe.
"It was just a suggestion!" Joe says throwing up her hands.
"Well it was a dumb suggestion." Devin says storming out.
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"Can we get in the pool when we get back to the hotel mama?" JoJo asked.
"No, it's too late." Devin says driving.
"Dad?" JoJo asked.
"Joelle don't do that, when your mom says no don't turn around and ask me." Joe says.
"But why mama." JoJo says turning back to her step mom.
"I already told you it's too late, and the pool is probably closed."
"No it's not its twenty-four hours." JoJo says.
"The answer is no."
JoJo folds her arms and pouts and whispers to her cousin. "I told you she'd say no to me."
"She'd say no to me too." Jenn says.
"No she won't."
"Tee-Tee can we go swimming its hot outside."
"Jennifer I already told JoJo no, don't ask again."
"But that's not fair!" Jennifer says.
"Life's not fair baby girl." Devin said.
"PLEEEEEAAASE mama!" JoJo begged.
"I SAID NO!" Devin said spazzing out.
Looking throw the rearview mirror she could tell that she scared them.
"I`m sorry." Devin said sighing as she stopped the car in the middle of the road and getting out.
"Where are you going?" Joe asked.
"For a walk!" Devin said storming off trying to cool off.
"Devin..." Joe said sighing and climbing to the Drivers side and pulling over.
"Mama doesn't love me anymore like my old mom." JoJo said crying.
"Oh baby that's not true, Devin does love you very much she's just upset right now."
"She's not going to leave like my old mommy did is she?" JoJo asked.
"She's not going anywhere, she's just needs some air.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive, I`ll tell you what I`ll go get her, how does that sound?"
"Good!"
"Alright, I`m going to lock the door, don't open the door for anyone except me or Devin alright?" Joe said.
"Okay." They said in unison.
"Devin!" Joe yelled.
"Joe I'm fine!" Devin said walking.
"No you're not, you need help!"
"What is that supposed to mean?" Devin said snapping back.
"Devin you've had over twenty anxiety/panic attacks this week you have spazzed out more times than I could count." Joe says.
"So you're saying those panic attacks were my fault?"
"No that is not what I was saying."
"Then what are you saying?"
"I`m saying, it's not normal and you need help!" Joe said.
"I don't need any help Joseph." Devin said.
"Devin you just spazzed out on your niece and your daughter for asking if they could go swimming."
"After I told them no they kept asking."
"Kids do that Devin I thought you knew that by now."
"I do."
"Then why are you acting like this?!"
"Because I`m hurting, I`m upset..." Devin said as a single tear dropped from her eye
"Devin you think you`re the only one hurting since that incident, you can't keep spazzing out like that!" Joe yelled.
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"I want mommy!" Joelynn cried.
"It's okay daddy's out there getting her back, she won't leave like my other mom did." JoJo said so sure.
"Really?" Joelynn asked.
"Duh, daddy's super man he can do anything, why do you think he does the superman punch?"
"Does that mean mommy's super woman?" Joelynn asked.
"Of course it does."
"Then why did she get mad like that?" Joelynn asked.
"Even super woman has a breaking point, that's why she has superman to put her back together."
"Oh- then what happens when superman has a breaking point?" Joelynn asked.
"Then superwoman puts him back together- duh!" Jenn said.
"Oh, why didn't I think of that?" Joelynn asked.
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"You don't think I know I`ve been crazy lately, you don't think I`m trying to go back to normal, Joe it's hard especially when the only person you THOUGHT understood is in a different city every night."
"Devi, I know it's hard and I know you're trying but it's not working and it's just time that we stop trying to do it on our own."
"Leati I am not going to therapy!"
"I know you don't think you need it, but truth be told ya do, we both do, you just spazzed out on your daughter and you know what she said to me when you left?"
"What did she say?" Devin asked rolling her eyes.
"She said 'Mama doesn't love me anymore like my old mom' and I had to reassure her that you did love her that you were just upset right now."
Hearing that Devin's heart broke in even smaller pieces.
"And then she asked were you going to leave her like Galina did."
"Are you trying to make me feel bad?" Devin asked.
Shaking his head no Joe says. "I`m trying to make you realize that your actions doesn't affect only you anymore, did you see Jenn and JoJo`s face when you yelled.
"I don't want to go to therapy."
"Fine, don't go but I`m going to go with the kids until you figure out how you can control all of this." Joe said throwing his hands up and turning around.
"You're not taking them nowhere, those are MY kids and MY niece!" Devin said grabbing his hand and pulling him back.
"Correction those are OUR kids and OUR niece and right now I'm taking them out of what I feel like is in dangers way." Joe said snatching his hand out of hers.
"Joe don't go!" Devin said.
Joe turns around.
"I don't want to go to therapy because I don't want to talk about the incident." Devin said full on crying.
"You don't have to talk about anything you're not ready to talk about." Joe said hugging her.
Joe didn't really give up he just wanted her to know he was dead serious.
"You're going to be okay, we're going to be okay." Joe said as tears ran down his cheek as he hugged her tightly.
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Later at the hotel room with the little kids...
"See I told you he would get Mama back." JoJo said.
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"Should I go talk to them now?" Devin asked sitting on her bed putting her bun at the top of her head.
"Better now than later."
"Okay." Devin said taking a deep breath as she swings her legs over the bed.
"Dev?"
"Yeah." Devin said looking up.
"You got this!"
Devin gives him a closed smile.
"You should probably explain your anxiety to them too, when JoJo came and got me she was scared out her mind she thought you were going to die." Joe said.
"Alright." Devin says looking to the side.
"Do you want me to come with you?" Joe asked.
"No its better that I do this alone." Devin said walking through the joint doors.
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"Hey guys can I talk to you?" Devin asked sitting down on Jenn and Joseph's bed.
"Are we in trouble?" JoJo asked.
Devin shook her head.
"Then what do you want to talk about." Jenn asked.
"Just go sit on the other bed and I`ll explain."
Jennifer quickly ran over to the other bed and plopped down.
Not really knowing where to start Devin takes a deep breath.
"Is this about what happened in the car?" JoJo asked.
"And at the arena." Devin said as all three girls stared at her with their eyes wide waiting.
"Well first let me start off with saying I am sorry for snapping at you I just haven't been in the best mood since the incident." Devin explained.
"What incident?" Jenn asked.
JoJo whispers in Jenn's ear.
"Ohh." Jenn says.
"Yeah- so I wasn't mad at you guys I was just angry in general and because I yelled at you that doesn't mean I love you any less I love all of you equally with all my heart and I hope you can forgive my outburst."
They all nod their heads.
"And about the arena…"
"Are you mad because I got daddy?" JoJo asked.
"No, you did the right thing." Devin assured.
"Why were you like that tee-tee?"
"It's called an anxiety attack I`ve had a lot since the incident and I will likely have more, you guys probably never noticed because I tried to hide it from you guys, I didn't want you guys to worry."
"What's ax-ax-axi…?" Joelynn stuttered.
"Anxiety." Devin said cutting her off.
"Yeah." Joelynn said.
"Do you remember the time you and your sister had to go to the dentist and you told me you guys were sick."
"Yeah." Both Joelynn and JoJo said in unison.
"And I told you that you weren't really sick that it was all in your head?"
"Yeah."
"Well it's kind of like that it's a disorder that's in your head and at that moment you think you can't breathe, your heart is beating super-fast and you start to shake." Devin explained.
"Are you going to be okay tee-tee?"
"I will be- eventually."
"I don't want you to feel bad!" Jenn said.
"I don't want to feel bad either but it's all going to be okay so none of you have to worry." Devin says.
"I love you tee-tee!" Jenn said jumping off the bed and rushing to her with a hug.
"Yeah we love you too!" JoJo said rushing for a hug as Joelynn followed.
"Be careful."
"Mommy?" Joelynn called.
"Yes baby."
"Are you really superwoman?"
"Who told you that?" Devin asked as JoJo turned her head.
"JoJo said you were super woman and daddy was super man."
Devin chuckled and said. "Yes baby I`m superwoman."
"COOOL!"
"Now it's time to go to sleep." Devin said pointing them back to bed.
"Can we sleep with you tonight mama?" JoJo asked.
"Sure, but just for tonight." Devin said guiding them back to her room.
"Whoa, looks like we have a full house tonight!" Joe said watching the kids run over to their room.
"We wanted to sleep with you tonight!" Jenn said flopping next to her uncle.
"Did you?" Joe said laughing.
"Yeah!"
"Well good thing we have a king size bed."
"Could you hold Joseph for me real quick?" Devin asked passing him his sleeping son.
"Sure, what are you doing?" Joe asked.
"I`m pulling out his play pin I don't want him falling off the bed." Devin said pulling his play pin out.
"Here I got it." Joe said getting up and placing his son inside.
"You shouldn't be straining yourself."
"Yeah i know." Devin says.
"I booked a ticket for us to go home tomorrow." Joe said laying him down.
"Why did you do that?"
"Wait us?"
"Yes us, you need to be at home and I asked for time off." Joe said.
"You can't do that- you have that really big match coming up soon."
"I can, and I did, there will be other matches I just need to be with you and our family at this time."
"For how long?" Devin asked.
"For a few months."
"A few months?!"
"Don't worry Shane and Linda are fully aware of our situation and they said I could have as much time off as we need and I will not lose my job and I will keep getting full pay as if I didn't leave." Joe explained.
"How nice of them remind me to thank them when I get the chance."
"Of course." Joe said kissing her.
"Eww!" The girls said in unison.
"Alright guys it's time for bed!" Devin said as they walked back to the bed and climbed in
A/n: If you haven't already read the first two stories you totally should! if you`ve already read the first two stories then welcome to the third story! be sure to let me know what you thought about this chapter and story so far in the reviews, and don't forget to fav or follow this! And if you haven't read the Keisha show yet the first chapter is now up you should totally do that if you are a fan of hers..
