Nick's struggles
He is living and working at Michigan he is enjoying it but his illness returns and he doesn't want to admit it at first. All nick wants to do is run away from it like he did last time. But something this stops him from running away from last time, that would be the person who was his rock during treatment last may lead him back to holby. Please note that I do not own any casualty characters apart from my OC.
Chapter 1
I have now been working in Michigan for about 6 months. I am loving it here, I do miss Holby quite a bit but know I left it in the capable hands of Zoe Hanna. Every so often my mind wonders to whether I could have done anything more for Yvonne and guilt just hits me. I have kept in contact with Yvonne's mum Diana and speak to her every couple of weeks. This had me still feel close to Yvonne as I still had a connection to her and the fact that I promised to take care of her mum. Even though we are living in different Continents I still feel I am able to keep her final wish by doing this. Diana understood why I couldn't stay in Holby but I knew she was glad that I stayed in contact with her. Even though we only spoke to each other on the phone or on skype which I was quite impressed Diana learned how to use we had helped each other through the grieving process.
I really appreciated this as when I met a woman in a pub in Michigan after and felt guilty for having sex with her. Sleeping with her made me feel dirty and guilty for cheating on Yvonne even though she has now gone. Diana was there for me and could understand where I was coming from. When I spoke with Dianna and told her that I slept with another woman I thought she would be angry at me. She was just supportive which I was grateful of. I had told her how it had made me dirty by cheating on Yvonne. She told me that when the time is right and the right girl came along Yvonne would want you to move on and be happy.
I had just got of the phone to Diana and groaned to myself as I had a slight headache. I groaned to myself again I thought and took some paracetamol and headed to bed even though it was still early. I just hoped it had gone by the morning.
Sorry its short. It's just setting the scene. Please read and review.
