A/N: WOW! It's been a while hasn't it?! This is the longest break I've had so far! I was planning to start this sequel at the 18th of May. The reason I didn't is this: As you may have noticed in Snapchat or any other social media, the 17th of May is Norway's National day, and we norwegians celebrate it like KA-RAY-ZAAAAY! Too bad it was raining that day ;_; And after that, I had several mid-terms coming up, so I mainly focused on studying. I hope you guys understand! Anyways, here's the long awaited second sequel: A Little Pain: Waiting for the wind! I listened to «Wish» by Olivia Lufkin while writing this. I think the song really fits the plot, so yeah :P PLZ ENJOY ;3
A Little Pain: Waiting For The Wind
Chapter 1
AYUMI POV
August 21st
«YOSHIKIIIIIII!» I yelled as I noticed the familiar silhuette of my lover, waiting for me by the school porch. He turned to me, smiled and stretched out his arms. I jumped into them and tightly hugged him. «Hey Ayumi» he said and chuckled. The summer vacation was over, and me and Yoshiki were both 2nd-years now. God, time goes by fast when you're in high school!
«I've missed you» I said. «You say that everytime», he mumbled. «Then it doesn't hurt to say it one more time, right?» I asked and giggled. He let go and took my hand. «The others are probably waiting. Let's go!» he said and ran with me to the classroom.
«Ayumi!» Naomi and Seiko yelled as they noticed me. The ran to me and hugged me. «Hey guys!» I said and patted Seiko on the head. Seiko sobbed and bawled out: «Euuuhhh, I've m-missed you so much!» I laughed and hugged her. «I've missed your cheerfullness, so please smile!» I said and stroked away her tears. Seiko slightly blushed and wiped her eyes. «I can't believe we're already 2nd-years», Naomi said as we talked by her desk. New classroom, new seats and even new subjects! It almost feels like the time when we were first-years were a decade ago!
«Wonder how Yui sensei's doing…» Seiko said when she calmed down. «She's probably practicing how not to suddenly start crying when she sees us again», I said and chuckled. Suddenly, I felt Seiko staring at me intensely. «Wh-what's wrong?» I asked nervously. She grinned and said: «I'm sure you would be a real hottie if you were a guy, Ayumi».
WHAT?! A g-guy?! For real!? «What are you saying?!» I asked in a loud voice. She laughed and said. «It's not that you're not hot now. You are extremely cute, but I'm sure you would be a lot hotter if you were a guy! You definetely have the personality, the eyes, the nose, the skin-tone and even the way you speak is really tomboyish!» «R-really?» I asked shyly. «When I think about it, yeah! Ayumi would be super-hot if she were a boy! I know I'd be totally head over heels for you!» Naomi said after thinking for a while. «God, stop that…», I mumbled bashfully. «Aw, you're so cute!» Naomi squealed and pinched my cheek. After all this talking about me as a boy, we started talking about all of our friends if they were the opposite gender:
-Morishige-kun would be one of those adorably shy girls that would always hang out in the library alone.
-Yeah, totally! He would look a lot like Ayumi, I'm sure of it!
-There's no point in talking about you and Satoshi, Naomi. Seriously, you're like Mickey and Minnie: Same appearance, exept for some features. It's like you two are the same person, but different gender!
-You're not the first one who has said that, hehe.
-Seiko, you would be a real pervert! You would have pulled down the skirts of every girl in Kisaragi!
-Ayumi, she does that now too…
-Is that so…Hey, what about Yoshiki?
There was a long pause. Then as if we just have thought about Yoshiki as a girl, we all cracked up. «HAHAHAHAH!» we all laughed as we imagined my lover as a female with long, blonde hair and sharp, grey eyes. «Beautiful…just beautiful!» Seiko said and wiped away a tear. «He…I mean she would look faboulus!» Naomi said. «Haaaa…what would her name be? Maybe…Yoshiko?» Seiko said and giggled. Yoshiko, huh? It has a nice ring to it! The thought of a female-Yoshiki made my heart race. He would look sooooo cute!
Suddenly, Yui sensei entered the classroom. We all sat down on our new seats as she slammed down her book son her desk. She took a deep breath and stared at us. After a long silence, tears welled up in her eyes. Her lips were shaking and she was sniffing. She coughed a couple of times and said: «I…um, *sniff* I hope you've had a great holiday!» She gave up, and let her tears stream down her face. She continued:
«Welcome back as second-years! It's so great to see your faces again! Well now, second year in high-school is the real deal, let me tell you! The time has come to decide what you want to do in life! You should think a lot about that this year. Well anyways, let's get started!»
Gulp. Decide what I want to do.That's a really tough decision. I've always loved singing. I started loving it even more when Yoshiki teached me how to express myself with my voice. If I could make a career out of it, my life would be amazing. But…I still want to become a manga-artist. Writing stories and drawing the characters is just an amazing feeling. That choice would be easily accepted by my family as well. I sighed and massaged my temples. All this philosophy makes my head ache. People say that following your dream is the right thing. But what if…
…the dream you have is extremely ridicioulus?
YOSHIKI POV
*AFTER SCHOOL*
«Wanna go home together?» I asked Ayumi. She was laying down with her face on her desk. What's up with her. She rose up her worn out face and looked at me with a drowsy look. «Huh? Yoshiko?» she asked. What?! «Who?» I asked her. Her eyes widened and suddenly she started blushing furiously. «Who's Yoshiko?» I asked her. «L-long story!» she said and rose up with her bag in her hand. «Let's go!» she said and went ahead of me. «Hey, wait up!» I yelled as I catched up with her.
She's unusually quiet. She looked down on the ground as we walked with a thoughtful look. «Is something on your mind?» I asked her. She reacted by reflexively smiling and saying. «N-no, not at all!» «Idiot. Stop trying to fool me. I'm smarter than you think» I said. «Pft. Your grades don't really prove that» she said and giggled. «Shuddup» I mumbled and crossed my arms. «But seriously though. Please tell me» I said and patted her on her left shoulder. She sighed and said:
«I'm thinking about what Yui sensei said earlier today. Y'know, the thing about deciding what you want to do. It's really troubling me. There are two roads that are equally good, but it's hard to choose». Is that all? Geez, she could've told me about that earlier. «I guess that's kinda normal for people at our age», I mumbled. She nodded.
«I think…all you need is time», I said after a while. «Time?» she asked. «Yeah. A little time to get your thoughts in order will surely help you. If it doesn't, then blame me for suggesting it. It's still a little early, you know», I explained. She looked surprised for a moment, but then she smiled. «Thanks Yoshiki». I simply nodded, and stopped walking as we reached her house.
«Thanks for walking me home», she said and smiled at me. «Don't mention it», I said and leaned in closer to her. Just as I was about to kiss her, a raindrop landed on my nose. «What the…», I mumbled. I looked up at the grey sky and noticed that it was raining fiercly. «Wow, perfect timing…», Ayumi mumbled and looked at me. «Are you sure you'll be okay on the way home?» she asked me. «Yeah, don't worry about me», I said. «But I am worrying! Wait here!» she said and ran inside to grab something. A second later she came back with an umbrella. The umbrella was light-purple with heart-shaped, red dots. Very girly.
«Geez, you didn't have to…» I mumbled as she shoved it into my hands. «I don't want you to catch a cold. Just deliever it to me tomorrow, okay?» she asked. «Sure. Thanks», I said and once again leaned in. Our lips, wet with raindrops met eachother that rainy day after school. As we broke the wet kiss, I noticed her blushing and looking down. «Bye…», she mumbled and closed the door. «Bye…», I said back and opened the umbrealla.
And so, I went back to my apartment with a really girly umbrealla, only to be glared at by several people on the way.
A/N: Ahhhhh, finished! Hope you enjoyed! As always plz review and tell me what you think! Until next time ;3
