Part of a longer work that I am too lazy to type up, it's all written in a notebook. this is six months after Heero hears Zech's testimony, and becomes a christian. If that helps you at all.
She enters her room tiredly, moving slowly not even stopping to turn on the light. Collapsing in her chair, I barely stop my self from going to her. She looks towards me, trying to see through the darkness, she can't see in the dark like I can.
"Heero?" she calls my name uncertainly, "Heero if you're there please tell me."
I hold my breath; I made a promise, one year, just one year.
I hear a soft sigh from pink lips, "Never mind you don't have to."
How could she know, there is no way I could be heard.
"It's been six months since I've seen you, I'm sure you've been there, you always are." Tears threaten my eyes, I want to hold here, tell her everything is all right. "So many things have happened since you left; Zechs and Noin got married, Quatre's my bodyguard now, and my assistant, but you probably already knew that." She closes her eyes and leans her head back, "I can't do this anymore….Heero, why did you leave me? What did I do this time?"
The tears in her voice made mine fall silently, how could she blame herself for my leaving? she's the only reason I stay. My thoughts run back to the last time I saw her…
My fist pounded on his desk, "I've changed, Zechs, I'm not the assassin I used to be! Give me a chance!"
"If you really want to prove it…" Zechs paused. "Leave her be, for one year, just one. If you both still feel the same way, then, and only then, will I give you my blessing."
I walk out determined, I will show him, "Heero? Is everything all right?" She was there, her eyes wide and innocent.
"Heero? Are you still there?" she called to me again, "Why does everyone expect me to change the world with a speech? As if a half hour of some stupid little girl talking peace would change the hearts of everyone."
Relena….. You're not a stupid little girl, you're my amazing girl, you are my girl…. Aren't you?
"What's wrong?"
I shake my head and walk away… I stop and turn back to her, my angel… I hold her tightly, "Relena…" I whisper in her ear, "Wait for me?" I left her there, scared and confused.
"You believed I could too… Didn't you?"
Yes, I always will.
"I believed in you too, but you left… Why? You told me to wait for you, but you didn't tell me why or where you were going, or…" a sob escaped through here lips, "Or how long you'd be gone."
I long to ease her pain, to hold her and tell her I'll never leave again…but I can't, So I go home, back to my apartment. She'll need me tomorrow.
