Here is my second story of Densi couple. The first one is called Fear. I wish to all of you a good reading. Please, I would really enjoy to have your opinion about this chapter. Leave reviews.
Let's get married again.
Brieffing of the mission of the day :
Agent Blye and Agent Deeks are undercover as husband and wife. They took the identity of Katerina Verkinski and Vladimir Maksim, two Russian agents of the new KGB called Russian Secret Services whose mission is to kill Franck Williams, a presidential candidate of the USA and his family. Katerina Verenski and Vladimir Maksim have been arrested by the NCIS two days ago. Ms Blye and Mr Deek have to protect the candidate.
K. Blye and M. Deeks are waiting for the RSS orders in the perfect private housing estate called Hope Valley where they apparently seem to have the perfect life together.
Chapter 1: I hate that I love you.
This last month has been really tough for the NCIS team. Two of its essential elements have been captured and almost tortured to death. If Sam's healing were quick. As for Deeks, it wasn't the case. His kidnapping and long and painfully torture, made things really hard for him to let anyone get closer to him. He was still affected about what happened to him but he chose to withdraw into himself instead of speaking about it. Obviously, he refused to receive an individual therapy and tried to convince everyone that he was fine. No matter how many lies Deeks could possibly find, Kensi knew the truth. She knew him pretty well and she endeavoured to be there with him and to help him through this step of his recovery but him constantly pushed her away.
Hope Valley was her last hope to get closer to him.
« Sugar bear! Here we are married again. Well, today is the best day of my life. Actually, it's the third best day of my life. Cause if we count, it's the third time that we're married. »
Kensi put her suitcases on the ground. She seemed excited.
« Honey, this house is perfect. I didn't completely forgive you for cancelling our honey moon in Thailand. But if you're willing to seek for my forgiveness. And I mean really, really hard. I won't be able to resist you. »
Deeks laughed during a second and took a serious expression.
« Here is the plan for tonight Princess Kitty. I'm gonna put our suitcases upstairs and then we'll start working. »
« I love when you talk dirty to me little Monkey. »
In the bedroom, Deeks and Kensi were ready to fall asleep. They took care of every detail of their mission and given the fact that Deeks didn't speak that much, they've been pretty efficient and quick.
« Good night sugar bear. » Deeks said smiling.
He wasn't talkative at all lately.
Kensi was lying near him on the bed. She missed they conversations, even the more stupid and silly ones.
« I'm glad to be here with you. We didn't speak lately and I kinda miss it. »
Deeks missed her too but he didn't know what to say. He kept lying to everyone for a long time. He couldn't tell the truth to anyone. Especially not her. He closed his eyes.
« We have a tough day tomorrow! We should sleep. » He said.
Kensi got it. He didn't want to speak to her which was very insulting because she trusted him with everything. She told him everything about her father being murdered and the mother she ran away from when she was a child. She nodded and turned her back on him. She closed her eyes as well and fell asleep.
Kensi was deeply sleeping when her partner yelled in the room. She woke up brutally and found him in shock in the bed. Apparently, he had a nightmare, which wasn't the first time. Deeks survived horrible tortures and he was facing the psychological distress it caused to him.
She grabbed his arm and came closer to him to reassure him.
« Everything is fine. It's just a nightmare. » She said in a reassuring voice.
He pushed her away.
« I'm fine. » He lied.
« No, you're not! »
« I said I'm fine. Really! » He said abruptly.
« Deeks, I'm here. I want to help you. Besides, I won't leave you alone until you speak to me. »
« Kensi, leave me alone! » He almost yelled.
« I won't resign so easily. When I was hurt, you asked me to trust you and to let you help me which I did. Now it's my turn. » She said.
« I said, leave me alone. Talking to you is the last think I want or need. You made it clear to me that I shouldn't have kissed you the other day because now you're acting as if you were my girlfriend. Well, I have some bad news for you. We are not together and we never will be. Now! If you could just let me have some sleep it would be really nice of you. » He ground upset. He laid in bed and tried to fell asleep.
Kensi's eyes filled with tears. She felt a huge pain in her heart. His words were repeating over and over in her head. She couldn't contain her tears from running down her cheeks. She stood up and left the room quietly. She headed downstairs and drank a glass of water. She sat on the living room couch and turned the TV on. She was heartbroken, she knew it. Falling in love with her partner has been the worst mistake ever. She tried to forget what he just said to her but she couldn't. A part of her wanted to believe that he told her those horrible words because he wasn't himself, but she knew that he was right. She laid on the couch and watched some stupid reality shows until she fell asleep.
Upstairs, Deeks wasn't sleeping. He couldn't believe what he told her. When she stood up and left the bed, he wanted to die.
The next morning, Kensi woke up early. She went for a jog and bought some cookies for her neighbours. She tried not to think about what happened last night. She decided to be professional and not to let her feelings sabotage their mission. She seemed as cold as an iceberg when he went downstairs. She drank her orange juice and read the daily newspapers. He drank some coffee and sat next to her.
« Good morning Kensi. » He broke this stressing silence.
It was the first time he got so mad at her, and the worst part was she didn't deserve it.
« Good morning. » she replied coldly an eye on her newspapers.
« Listen, I'm sorry for last night. » He intended apologizing.
« Let's just focus on our mission. » She cried out without looking at him.
« You have all the rights to be mad at me. I deserve it. » He recognized a feeling of shame swamping him.
"You have been pretty clear. We're just partners so don't need to be more than this." Her neutral voice was frightening.
"What does that mean?"
"It means that you got what you wanted, I'm leaving you alone for good." She said in a neutral tone.
