Note: I just wanna thank my Castle best friend Sam *hugs* for correcting my mistakes :)
Disclaimer: Castle is not mine.
Dear KB,
in this exact moment, you are dying. You're in the hospital, and there are tubes linking you to a machine because you cannot breathe for yourself. It has been four days. Some doctors cannot believe your heart still beats. They say it's like some sort of a miracle.
I haven't left your side ever since. Sometimes I whisper words in your ear in hopes you're listening. Don't stop fighting. I know you're a hell of a fighter, and you wouldn't want to lose this battle for your life. You're the strongest woman I know, and I'm beyond sure you'll get through this. Just don't stop fighting. I'll be here trying to give you the strength to keep going if you feel like giving up. Don't. Please, don't. I beg you, don't give up on yourself.
Your father is here too. He's so worried. Yesterday he told you the dream he had with your mother. He said that she's taking care of you so you can wake up well and in good condition, that she's proud of the wonderful woman you've become, and that now is not the time for you to join her. He said all of this with tears in his eyes and I couldn't help myself but cry too.
My mother and Alexis come in every two days to see how you are. They bring different colorful flowers to decorate the room each time. They sit here beside me, and we all have a conversation on how their day was. You see, they already think of you as part of the family.
The boys and Lanie never forget to come visit you, despite the amount of work. They are amazing friends, but you already know that.
Josh.. Well. He's your doctor. He performed an incredible surgery taking that bullet out of your body. I can see how much he likes you, Kate. I really can. The way he looks at you when he's taking your pressure or checking your vitals is almost like love. It might even be love. I don't know. I just know that no one in this entire world will love you like I do. No one would give one's life to save yours as fast as I would. No one would try to keep you safe confronting you like I did. I still don't know what we are, but I know who you are. To me, you're the owner of the most beautiful green eyes and the brightest smile of the planet, capable of lighting up even the darkest of darkness. You're the girl who lost her mother too soon, and although you wear this façade to fake the never-healed bruises in your soul, I know how much you need a hug once in a while. You, Kate, are my favorite mystery, a mystery I'd love to spend my whole life trying to solve.
So please, once more, stay strong, Detective. I still want to say all of this with you looking at me. I still want to say that I love you, and hug you, and tell you that you're never gonna be alone.
We'll be here waiting for you. Just don't take too long.
With all my love and hope,
RC
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