Prologue

I ran as my thoughts raced in my head. Every thought was the same though. All about her. She was supposed to be mine, only mine. She was supposed to love me not hate me with every fiber of her being.

I wasn't used to this. Being tied down by someone. I was used to being able to pick up a girl how and when I felt like it. It was common for me to do that. I was used to women throwing themselves at my feet. Some might say I was a player and I made it look like it. But what nobody knew was the reason why.

I didn't care what people thought about me though. I only cared what she thought and felt. She was my pull to earth, the sun and warmth of my day, she was the piece missing in my heart that made me feel full again. Yet, she despised me when I absolutely adored her. She would reject me constantly. The only comfort I had found was that she didn't act like that only towards me, she rejected every guy that approched her.

My heart longed to be with her. But everytime I tried to get close, she'd push me away. My heart's crippled by the vain that she keeps on pushing me away. I finally had enough.

Though, I know deep down, she feels the same pull I feel, to want, no, to need to be around her. She must have a reason to hate me so much. I was determined, now more than ever, to figure out why she hated me so much. Whatever had caused her to shy away from my love. To not trust me.

If I had to change so she would love me, to make her feel the way I felt for her than I would change in a heart beat. I was determined now more than ever to make her see the real me. I wanted her to trust love again, even if it meant her loving someone other than me. I just wanted her to smile again. I yearned for her happiness.


This is in Paul's P.O.V if you hadn't guessed it already.

I plan on making this into a 10-15 chapters.

Disclaimer: I own nothing ofcourse, it all belongs to the genius, Stephanie Meyer who deserves all praise. I only on the O/C's from the story.

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