Hajimemashite, minna-san!!!
Another fanfic from me!!!
Well, I'm sorry since I won't be able to finish my second fic (the one for the NatsumeSeries Contest, supposedly...)
But...
LOOK FORWARD TO THIS FIC SINCE I'M CONCENTRATING ON IT NOW!!!
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So, minna-san...
ENJOY!!!
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Behind the Smile
"I'm sorry Ruka, but I don't have the guts to tell you personally so I'll just tell you on the phone. It's over, Ruka. We're over." I said to Ruka as I called him over my phone to talk things out. Of course he was hesitant at first but as soon as I stood my ground with a few tears to go with it, he finally let me go. Whew, talk about easy…
…The Next Day…
"WHAT?! You and Ruka BROKE UP?!" Anna said while looking at me incredulously.
"Pipe down Anna, will you? The whole school can hear you, you know." I said to Anna with my 'innocent and idiotic façade' on.
"Why? You and Ruka have been going out, like, since forever." Anna said, still dubious about what happened.
"But Anna, it was just 2 years ago. It's not forever." I said innocently, but I feel like rolling my eyes to her.
It does feel like forever. Ruka was such a goody-two shoes that it bore me to death with the first months of our relationship. Or should I say our first year? Anyway, our second year was still such a bore since he just "made love" to me. And he's not even that good. He does it so SLOW I can even sleep and not feel it. Of course, I can't do that since even he can't break my innocent façade.
Funny how NO ONE knows what the "real me" really is. Not even my family. Or should I say "especially not them". Those two bastards that I call "parents" keep bickering at each other that I decided to move out as soon as I entered my college years. Of course my friends are also oblivious to the "other" me. As well as Ruka, my first boyfriend. He didn't even get a glimpse. I keep it to myself and trust no one. It's just too troublesome. I said yes to Ruka when he courted me in my 2nd year in college but it was just on a whim. He was so sweet and such a gentleman that I didn't feel anything at all. He's just like any normal guy friend to me except that we kiss and make-out. I'm so glad now that he's finally out of my life. No more strings to tie me to him.
"Even so! You two are such a great pair. I even bet you could be with him 'til the end of our college years or even beyond!" Anna exclaimed, breaking me out of my reverie.
"But Anna, my parents found out! I don't have a choice, either." I said to her with a hint of sadness in my tone.
Another lie.
Hmm…they're still so naïve to think that my parents even give a damn on what'll happen to me. Heck, I smoked weed and got away with it. Of course, being the "loving" parents they are, they believed what I said that some of my friends gave it to me and just influenced me to "try" it. Still idiotic as ever, I mean, do they really think I'm that innocent?
"You really loved him do you?" Anna said, sympathizing with me.
"Yes. I can't even go on without him." I said like someone was dead. As if. That was just so corny.
"Oh well, we can't help it. If you need a shoulder to cry on, just come to me and Hotaru-chan, okay?" Anna said while patting me in the back. And heck, I don't need it.
"Thanks, Anna. Well, let's talk later, okay? I got to go now for my class. Bye!" I said to her while plastering a smile on my face and waving goodbye as I walk away from her.
"Okay, see you at lunch. Bye!" She waved back. What a naïve girl.
You must be wondering who I am. I am Mikan Sakura. An idiotic and clumsy girl with a smile on her face. Did I mention that I'm known as a nerd? Of course, I'm a straight A student. And yup, complete with glasses and ponytails or pigtails. Yeah, right. Stupid people, they can't even sense what kind of person I really am. Ever since my parents, specifically my father, started hitting each other, I learned to put on a façade. An invisible barrier no one can past through. It protects me from outsiders who will just hurt me.
Like my parents.
That's why I don't like to trust fully.
And to love.
Well???
There's more to come since it's just the Introduction of the story...
And rating might go from K+ to M [Depending on what my imagination dictates]
(sweatdrops)
Reviews/Comments are WARMLY appreciated!!!
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Thanks!!!
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