Hey all! This is my first official fanfiction involving a canon character and one of my own! I'll be bluntly honest, I have never really been a fan of people pairing canon characters with their own it got on my nerves because I always did usually ship what the book or movie suggested I was never really against it. All that changed when I started reading peekodemeeko12's stories though! She has truly inspired me to input myself to my current obsession! I am truly thankful for all the inspiration she has given me so go check her out you will not be disappointed this girl got talent! You may even be converted like me! haha


HNKNA OC

Name: Sayu (basically me )

Age:16

height: 5'6" (tall for female)

weight: 130-140 lbs.

Personality: Loud, funny,happy, loves to smile, optimistic, loves to laugh (at everything) overdramatic, cheerful, very childlike and imaginitive, screams to show happiness (which is a whole lot) is easily excited, but is also very aggressive and head on towards people she doesn't like, can be very stubborn at times and is not good with critisimn. Sayu also hates crying but is very easily hurt by the opinions or others and although she claims to be 'rocksolid' she wears her heart on her sleeves mostly becasue of her gullible attitude. Sayu has an anxiety disorder that causes her to go into panic attack mode and worry over typical things that aren't really frightning at all. Death, sickness and being away from home are her worst fears.

likes: food, to laugh, personality, chocolate, Japan, and hawt guys...ya know typical teenage girl things...

dislikes: her low self esteem, people that are serious, cynics, her large chest ( this is very true) sometimes her looks and cats (sorry Boris...)

Note: Most of the things I have listed here are mostly true facts about myself, so no I did not copyright nothin!

"Why do I have to do this again?" I meekly ask, desperately trying to keep the written scowl off my face.

"You said you wanted to be of help, Did you not?" the voice quickly counters reminding me of my situtation.

I sigh heavily before staring at the Queen of Hearts myself.

"Y-Yes but-"

"No buts, a promise is a promise." She diligently muses as her rose red lips curl into a tight smile.

"Okay." I glumy pout, furrowing my brows, "Now what am I taking again?"

Vivaldi nimbly stretches out her hand with ease as her fingers carefully clasp to one object in perticular.

"This is what we require of you." She purs, now dangling the item in front of my face.

I blink.

"A-A clock?" I dryly question, my features turning in confusion.

She just giggles at my response obviously amused by my foreign questions.

Well, I am a foreigner after all.

"Yes." the Queen states again plopping the clock into my hands, "You know the Clockmaker, correct?"

I bite my lip as the word hits me like a ton of bricks.

Clockmaker? Oh, I know him alright. Mr. Grouch is more like it. Of all the people in wonderland I would have to say that he is the absoloute most-

"Sayu?"

Vivaldi's calling drift me out of my elusive thoughts as I stare at her front and center.

"Yes." I manage to say as my face flushes at the angering thoughts.

I don't like him, I don't like him at all.

"Oh-hoh~" she chuckles lightly, clearly amused by my response to her pending question, "It seems the clockmaker has scared yet another foreigner off."

"You could say that again." I lowly grumble trying to dispose the annoying man out of my head.

Vivaldi just smiles, rather fascinated by my common lack of care or feelings for the Heart world's recluse.

"I see," she smiled now, her curls eagerly bobbing back in forth with her newfound excitement,"Alice was never quite fond of him either." she dryly admits.

I swallow cocking my head to the side,"Alice?"

Again, the queen smiles, her lips now slipping into a thin line of red, "Yes, Alice was our last foreigner." She explains whipping her septar about,"She was the past games player."

"Oh?" I breathlessly stutter, It's all I'm able to say.

Man, this place is confusing! Rules? Games? Is this like some kind of Video game?

Vivaldi chuckles throatily catching my waning attention,"Worry not my dear," she persaudes eyeing my confused glare," Anything is possible in Wonderland."

"True." I half heartily agree, stuffing the small clock into my dress pocket.

"We'll be waiting." Vivaldi says seeing me turn towards the door.

"o-okay."

Clack.

I breath a sigh of sweet relief as I arch my back against the door steadily trying to uphold my pillowing anxiety.

"One wrong word and I'm a goner..." I audibly think under my breath.

My gosh! She's so scary...I really don't want to part of her head collection before I actaully get to leave this god-awful place.

A light shudder ripples down my spine at the mental image.

Yikes! Creepy!

Yeah, I better hurry up and get this to Julius, ASAP.

The sounds of merry small talk and busy townsfolk fill my ears as I steadily walk through heart square. My eyes lock onto the Clocktower pillowing over the small market place all alone and desolate.

Like I care.

I don't like Julius.

I don't like clocks.

I don't like running errands.

I'm basically in straight up hell.

The Clockmaker of Wonderland has never appealed to me in a positive way. He's just so gloomy...and rude..extremely rude...and moody...yeah, Not the type of people I would choose to put on my 'friend list'.

And now I have to waltz right up to him and tell him to fix Vivaldi's clock.

That's just great.

Just Peachy.

I can't stand the look at him! With his stupid grumpy self and his nasty long hair!

Eugh, Gross! Get a haircut man, not cool. I mean what do you even do with hair that long?

Braid train?

I shake my head sending the random thought out the other end.

The faster I do this, the faster I get to leave. I happily encourage myself, swallowing down a sigh.

My feet pick up speed as I add a quick spirng into my step, Let's do this thing!

But I wonder...Why exactly does Julius fix so many clocks? I mean I know it's his role but it seems like a bit much for just a common clock reparist.

I know in my world we sorta had people with the same occupation but most of it was a lost art in my century. There was no need for a clock or watch when you could as easily look at your phone.

But those people didn't have as many clocks as Julius, I've never seen so much parts in my life! Does it have to do something with Wonderland?

Oh! I wonder if it is like-

"Ah!-" I squeel in surpise as an unexpected bump clatters me onto the harsh pavement.

O crap!

"Oh man!" I yelp as the curb unforvingly bites down into my side.

Yep, that is going to leave a mark.

Just what the heck did I run into? A wall?

"Oh, hey Sayu~!" my ears head to a certain cheery voice.

One that I know a bit to well.

"A-Ace?" I scramble for words as the knight picks me up by my injured arm.

"Ah! Ow!Ow!" I whine cringing at the torn flesh.

Woof! Somebody's strong.

"Sorry, I didn't see you!~" He apologizes with a slight hum.

"I-It's okay." I stutter, shakily trying to hide my bleeding flesh.

It is not okay! I'm bleeding like a freaking river!

Gah! I-I scraped my elbows, I-It hurts!

"Ah Sayu You're bleeding!" The knight dolefully acknowledges wiping my forehead clean.

"I'm bleeding up there too?!" I frantically question, hastily placing my hand to my now aching head.

I cringe as I feel a warm liquid dispose embed itself into the sole of my palms. Yuck! I-I'm spewing!

"Aw man!" I remorsefully shout slumping my shoulders in somewhat defeat, "You have got to be kidding me!"

This just really isn't my day-or timeshift or whatever...

"Poor Sayu!" Ace dramatically cries before engulfing me into a tight hug ,"Forgive me!"

My teeth clack together both in aggrivation and pain as I feel my insides being popped.

"A-Ace!" I shakily breathe "I-It hurts! Please let me go!" I frantically beg, my lungs beggining to restrict my airflow from his constant squeezing.

"Oh~Okay, Why didn't you just say so?" He childishly beems before dropping me onto the ground-again.

Son of a-I'm gonna kill that knight!

Tink!

"Ow!" I screech leering over my now aching side.

I swear by my life that this knight is a walking hazard!

"Mmm..what's this?" he slightly muses eyebrows furowing as he kicks something with the side of his heel.

My eyes lazily roll over to the object which was now glingting in the sun.

Crap.

"The-the clock." I mutter half to myself.

I almost forgot! Vivaldi's clock! I have to get it to Julius!

I hastily get to my feet with a slight groan from my previous injuries.

Darn ace.

I cannot beleive I almost forgot!

First there was my pending anxiety and then-then braid trains and Ace and -and bleeding-

"Woah!" I suddenly yelp feeling something roughly shove up against me.

What the heck?

"Stealing clocks, are we?" Ace absentmindly scolds, his thick blade now smoothly pressed against my skin.

I glance over in pure terror catching a glance at his sudden changed dememnor.

His eyes chilled me into silence and submission as he raised his eyebrow cockily.

"A-Ace?!" My tongue scrambles for words as a large knot sets itself in my throat

A wave of anxiety pillows over me as my lip shakes involuntary innocenty mirroring my pure terror.

O-O my gosh I could die! But I-I'm too young to die-and-and to happy-I love life!

"Give me the clock." Ace cooly demands his tone having dropped an octive.

My mouth opens to speak but all that comes out is an unintelligable blabber of my shaky breathing and slight coughing.

I-I'm scared-I'm really scared!

"A-Ace-" I shakily breath forcing myself to atleast try to communicate with the physco.

"The clock." He presses again, nicking my neck.

I bite my lip as my wobbling form bends over picking up the battered piece of metal.

"H-Here."

I literally throw the clock at him as my shaking arms fumble to get myself together.

Slowly but surely, the knight releases his blade from me now giving me back the capability to breath. His eyes examine the clock before throwing it back to the ground in disgust.

"Just a time reading clock." He grumbles under his breath,"Sorry Sayu, I thougth you were stealing clocks from Julius, I have to kill people for that ya know." He boldy states patting me gently on the back.

My eyes widen as he does his best to explain to me why he almost killed me..

Like I even freaking care! He almost killed me!

"Go away!" I histarically shout covering my eyes from his grotesque form.

"Sayu, are you -"

I don't give him time to finish his sentence. Swiftly, I bend down grabbing the clock before darting in the opposite direction which just to happened to be towards the clock tower.

My lips shake as my body trembles as I force myself to hold my tears in.

Crying is stupid. So what you almost got murdered by someone you thought was your friend? So what if you are gonna be forever tramuatized so what? So...what? ?

So...

"Nggg." A quite sob breaks from my parted lips now panting from my running.

Tears block my vision as I scramble towards the clock tower, I'll be safe there, I-I know it!

My chest throbs with every breathe and every faster step that I take but I don't care-I-I want to live! I don't want to be killed in this disorted world.

Because I can't be replaced. There is no replacement for a foreigner, Once I'm dead, there will be nothing left of me save my lingering spirit and physical items that represent me.

I'll be gone forever...

I fall to the ground choking on my sobs as my back falls against a frame giving somewhat support.

Did I make to the clocktower?

I don't know, I don't care. I-I'm safe.

It's the last thing I remeber before a black curtain falls before my vision.

I-Is this death?


Oh noes! What is gonna happen to Sayu now? Please read and review! Suggestions are always open and are greatly appreciated!

BTW, Alice is not in this story just incase you haven't noticed as much as I love the character just no, this my time to shine! She may come up in later conversations though!