After that time, you were my only relative, my greatest support. Whenever i felt lonely, you'd help me, make me smile inside myself because i swore to live only for revenge. I was and still am pitiful, aren't i?

You defended me when i was too weak to defend myself; you knew most of my secrets. Now, I'm sitting here, in this same lounge we sat a few days ago, you smiling happily, telling me something funny, and i am now regretting that i could not tell you all of my secrets. But, its too late now, right?

Hey, do you still remember playing with me and Lizzy in the garden. Mother and Father were there too, also smiling and laughing. We were all happy to be alive, right? And they, my parents, and now you, were alive. I swore not to think about it any longer because i do not want to let anyone see my weak side, but, i only want you to know that i really miss those times. When i was still a child, i thought that living was a good thing and you know why? Because everyone was there, by my side, supporting me.

I am a very selfish person, aren't i? I was happy, having fun every day, making you to force that crooked smile again and again, hurting you dearly.I am sorry for being such a horrid, despicable child, Aunt.

That time, just before Grelle killed you, you cried for me, Aunt. You knew that if you would fail to kill me, he would kill you, but you still couldn't do it. Why didn't you do it? Why were you so selfless? That knife would've saved you and, i am not afraid to give up my life to save someone precious to me. You shouldn't have cried for me that night, because i don't deserve your tears after causing you so much suffering and pain.

Now, even though it might just be too late, i still want you to know that i am very grateful and Aunt, i really love you.

Sorry for not saying it earlier.

Please rest in peace now, Aunt, because you deserved it more than anyone else.

Your nephew,

Ciel.