Disclaimer: I don't own Yugioh, though I do own the plot... (I think)
Updated! I wrote a little more for this story. THANKS TO ALL MY
REVIEWERS!!! Did this because I was angry, and wanted to let the pressure
out by writing a angst, but I ended up feeling sorry for Ryou. Damn. Quit
dark if I do say so myself. I'm going to post another version of this,
except it's going to have more humor in it (it's going to be called 'Ryou's
Rants'), and not as depressing. Read if you feel like being depressed!
Only For You
You slam me against the frigid wall of my room. 'Weakling,' you hiss at me. 'Pathetic excuse for a mortal!' I can feel the blood trickling down my arm, where you had slashed me with a knife. I can feel my breath slowly being squeezed out by you, my body screaming for the pain to stop. I say nothing. Keeping my head down. You drop me down on the floor, where I lay sprawled on the ground, looking up at you, waiting for the next blow. You slam your fist against my abdomen; I cough up some blood from the agony of it all. You sneer down at me as if I'm unfit to live, unfit to even breathe the air. Maybe I am, maybe, just maybe, I am just a wretched being. You leave me alone for the night. With a last despised look at me, you leave me alone to nourish my many cuts, and bruises. I can feel the tears running down my face. Feel the dampness on my face. I can't help it. Every time you hit me, or insult me, I feel as if the weight of the world has crashed down on me. I feel as if a million knives have punctured my heart, as if my insides where being torn apart. "Sticks, and stones may break your bones, but words can never hurt you." they say. So why is it hurting now? Why is it aching now? Do you even KNOW what I feel like? All the hurt inside me, boiling, churning, crying out to be released. I curl up a ball on the floor crying. You call me weak, wretched, unfit to live, but you still care for me, don't you? Maybe it's just all me fanciful dreaming, just another one of my ways to ease the suffering, to interweave the boundaries of reality in to a twisted dream. You don't care for me at all, do you? You don't ever think of me as an equal, EVER do you. When you think about the bruises that lined my body, it's quit ironic. You always manage to leave black bruises, never violet, or red, but always back. Black markings on white skin. Black on white. Yami and Hakari. Bakura and Ryou. So, as I lay on the grimy wood paved ground, sobbing my heart out, asking once again the questions that always flooded my mind after a beating; why am I still here? Why do I take all the suffering? Why don't I ever stand up to you? "Ahhh," said a little voice in side my head again. "Because you love him..." And once again the answer came to me as it always has done, and always will. I stand all the beatings, the torment, the taunting, because- I love you. I love you with all my heart. I love every movement of you, everything about you. I love you, I love my Yami, and I'll stand every moment of the abuse- only for you.
How was that? Not bad for a girl that's 12 years old, eh? PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!! Oh, and if you can, can you read "Ryou's Rants" when it comes out (In a few days)? Trust me, it's a lot lighter than this one, which I think, is pretty dark. So, once again, I ask you to... REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Only For You
You slam me against the frigid wall of my room. 'Weakling,' you hiss at me. 'Pathetic excuse for a mortal!' I can feel the blood trickling down my arm, where you had slashed me with a knife. I can feel my breath slowly being squeezed out by you, my body screaming for the pain to stop. I say nothing. Keeping my head down. You drop me down on the floor, where I lay sprawled on the ground, looking up at you, waiting for the next blow. You slam your fist against my abdomen; I cough up some blood from the agony of it all. You sneer down at me as if I'm unfit to live, unfit to even breathe the air. Maybe I am, maybe, just maybe, I am just a wretched being. You leave me alone for the night. With a last despised look at me, you leave me alone to nourish my many cuts, and bruises. I can feel the tears running down my face. Feel the dampness on my face. I can't help it. Every time you hit me, or insult me, I feel as if the weight of the world has crashed down on me. I feel as if a million knives have punctured my heart, as if my insides where being torn apart. "Sticks, and stones may break your bones, but words can never hurt you." they say. So why is it hurting now? Why is it aching now? Do you even KNOW what I feel like? All the hurt inside me, boiling, churning, crying out to be released. I curl up a ball on the floor crying. You call me weak, wretched, unfit to live, but you still care for me, don't you? Maybe it's just all me fanciful dreaming, just another one of my ways to ease the suffering, to interweave the boundaries of reality in to a twisted dream. You don't care for me at all, do you? You don't ever think of me as an equal, EVER do you. When you think about the bruises that lined my body, it's quit ironic. You always manage to leave black bruises, never violet, or red, but always back. Black markings on white skin. Black on white. Yami and Hakari. Bakura and Ryou. So, as I lay on the grimy wood paved ground, sobbing my heart out, asking once again the questions that always flooded my mind after a beating; why am I still here? Why do I take all the suffering? Why don't I ever stand up to you? "Ahhh," said a little voice in side my head again. "Because you love him..." And once again the answer came to me as it always has done, and always will. I stand all the beatings, the torment, the taunting, because- I love you. I love you with all my heart. I love every movement of you, everything about you. I love you, I love my Yami, and I'll stand every moment of the abuse- only for you.
How was that? Not bad for a girl that's 12 years old, eh? PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!! Oh, and if you can, can you read "Ryou's Rants" when it comes out (In a few days)? Trust me, it's a lot lighter than this one, which I think, is pretty dark. So, once again, I ask you to... REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
