I own none of the characters just the idea. This starts right after Ricky and Amy get off the phone.
AMYS POV
What was I thinking Ricky and I could never have raised our son together we can't even have a conversation with out getting into an argument. I love my son and I want what is best for him and that would be to give him to Donovan and Leon, even though it hurts me to do it. No one seems to understand how much it hurts to do this but it is what is best. And that whole thing with Ben; how dare he just show up 'even though Ricky invited him he didn't really want him here this was just supposed to be us' I didn't want him here and he shows up and ruins everything. But I do love him I think he was always there for me when I needed him, I did nothing wrong I am just trying to do what is right. Why isn't he picking up his phone, why won't he talk to me why is everyone against me. I'm starting to have mom and dad but the people I really need on my side aren't. I'm just going to go to bed hopefully Ben will talk to me tomorrow and we can work things out. As for Ricky he said he would do whatever I wanted so I should have no problems on that front I hope.
RICKYS' POV
I feel like I just sold my soul, but this is what Amy wants and I wasn't very agreeable tonight I don't blame her.
"I got to go."
Adrian tried to keep him there by holding his wrist "wait are you ok, stay talk about it."
He could feel the tears welling up inside him and not an angry cry like when bob was back, these were heartbreaking tears. He just wanted to be alone to collect his thoughts. He quickly got dressed but to him it felt like forever and Adrian was just staring at him not knowing what to think or say. She heard the whole conversation what she couldn't believe was that Ricky was going along with whatever Amy wanted the guy who never gives in just gave into a girl who she thought didn't mean anything to him besides the fact that she was pregnant with his baby. She watched him as he closed the door behind him.
Once he heard the door close he just let it out how could I have been such a jackass? With me saying I'm not dropping out of school to raise the baby and that I don't have time what do I do that is so important I come here to have sex with Adrian. I don't even like her. And then Grace well we all know what that was well except Grace, she's a sweet girl but she is not the one for me she is more right for he laughs more right for Ben.
He was just driving he didn't know where but just somewhere he could go home but he just needed time to think. So he got on the freeway and drove to the beach. The sound of the waves crashing was so relaxing it was one of his favorite spots. He pulled up onto the beach and pulled out a blanket he had in the trunk and just sat. It was dark but he could still see the white foam of the waves on the sand.
While he was staring at the beach , he saw a little boy about 5 years old building a sand castle, Ricky looked around where was this kids parents it was almost midnight and he was on the beach by himself. He walked slowly to the boy and asked "what are you doing?"
The boy just smiled and said "making the biggest sand castle ever!" he said with such joy and achievement. Ricky couldn't help but smile. Ricky looked around kneeled down to the boy and asked "where are your parents?"
The little boy stopped scooping sand and looked Ricky straight into the eyes so intense it burned he then smiled and said "silly daddy your right here."
Ricky jumped back off his knees and right on his ass "me?"
They boy laughed "yes you. did mommy give you a smack on the head or something." Ricky seized the opportunity "where is mommy?"
The boy looked around "and pointed toward the right and there in the middle of the night was Amy 5 years older looking as beautiful as ever "Aiden come here sweetie its time for lunch don't worry about your toys daddy will grab them for you"
Aiden his name was Aiden it was a thing in her family to name them all A's he really didn't care he actually like that name very strong. When he looked back to see him again he was gone and Amy was gone he was all alone on the beach once more.
He woke up in a sweat all wrapped up in the blanket. Was that just a dream it felt so real. it was real he knew it was he had met his son. He was going to be part of his life he was going to be the one to raise him. He and Amy were going to do it together.
He ran back to his car the clock read 12:05 and from that moment his whole life changed.
On his ride home he thought about what he said to been how he was jealous of him, he told him it was because he didn't have to take on this responsibility but they truth is I am jealous of him because he is with Amy. I wanted to be with her ever since band camp. that is why i agreed to go out with her then and that is why i was upset when she turned me down back in september. Adrian and Grace were just distractions apparently because it wasn't until just now I realized that I had real feelings for her. I had to make her see it I had to make her see that we should be together to raise our son Aiden.
when he got home he quietly made it up to his room and he placed his head on his pillow and went straight to sleep he was hoping he would see Aiden in his dream but alas he didn't but he did dream of Amy.
