So this is my first chapter to Cant Get Over It. Logan and Kendall dont have sex in this chapter , but in the next one they do. Just so you know Kendall is a little bit shorter in this story then in real life. Dont ask me why, hard to explain. its just when I pictured this, I imaginend Kendall looking UP at Logan, and be like this innocent, shy creature. Lol. I'm starting to get weird so anyways hope you guys like it. Also in this story Katie is his OLDER sister, shes a senior and also has Logan as a teacher.
Disclaimer:I dont own Big Time Rush
"Kendall wake up."
Kendall opened his eyes with a sleepy moan. He stared up at his older sister,Katie. She was already dressed for school, in her tight white skinny jeans and a red tunic that stopped at her mid-thigh. Kendall sat up slowly, rubbing his face. He hated the morning, he was more of a night person. He'd rather be in the dark then the light. Maybe that was just because that was how his whole life had been. In the dark, unseen, while everyone else was in the light.
"We're gonna be late,Kenny." Katie said with a smile, she reached out and ruffled her little brothers hair.
Kendall pushed her hands away.
"I'm not a child,Kates." He yawnend.
"But your my wittle baby brother." she teased, slapping his cheek softly.
"I'm 16." Kendall said in outrage.
"And I'm 17. Get over it." Katie said with a laugh as Kendall scowled.
"Will you leave? I have to get dressed." He said, rubbing his eyes, trying to wake himself up.
Katie laughed and then left, leaving behind a sleepy Kendall trying to wake up.
Kendall hated school. No he loved SCHOOL, he just hated the people that went there. All his teachers there loved him, he was the perfect student, he always did his work, got his homework in early, tutured students who needed it, didnt cause any drama. But the kids there...not so much. He only had two friends in the whole school his sister and Camille, the crazy girl that was friends with everyone. She was a good friends and Kendall adored her but she could be a little...dramatic. There was a number of boys there that hated gay people, and for somereason all the girls thought him liking boys was adorable.
He hadnt came out on his own choice either, Camille had scremend it on accident after he told her, it was in the library, and both the hockey and football team had been there in there study groups they were forced into. That was in freshman so for his whole highschool life people had known he was gay.
Kendall forced himself out of bed, running his hands threw his light blonde hair as he made his way to the bathrooom connected to his bedroom. He relived himself before getting into the shower, the cold water waking him up. Fucking Katie used all the damn warm water. He washed his hair and body, finally awake when he got out of the shower.
He wrapped a towel around his slim waist, the towel fell to his ankles covering his slender legs. He dried himself off and then threw on a pair of boxers. He then openend his color-coded closet and bit his lip. He didnt wanna look like a freak this year. But he didnt like normal clothes, he LOVED his sweatervests, and his button-up shirts, and all his polo's.
Kendall decided on a a checkered navy and white button-up and then a plain navy blue sweatervest. Then he found his dark blue jeans, threw on some thin socks (1), and then put on his favrite black vans.
He grabbed his bag, filled with dozens of notebooks, several differnt colored highlighters all for differnt subjects, a thin binder for his favrite subject,English, his calculater,it was almost $300 and he loved it to death. He had a few books in there he could read when he was done with his work, he had his ipod, (kendall loved music) his phone and wallet.
Kendall hopped down the stairs and met his sister in the kitchen.
"Want breakfast?" she asked, she herself was finishing her pancakes.
"I'll eat on the way." Kendall said, opening a cabnit. He grabbed a bag of popcorn, a choclate grain bar, and then a orange.
"Kendall we have like twenty minutes." Katie said in amusment. Her brother was always so exited for school, it was actually adorable.
"But I wanna get there early." He said with a pout.
Katie laughed, getting up, and flattaning her shirt, she walked over to the sink and put her dish in it. She grabbed her purse, and backpack.
"Ok,ok just let me get my car keys." Katie said, looking around the kitchen.
"OUR car key." Kendall corrected. The siblings shared a car. It was pretty easy to do, they were good at sharing, the only time they faught was when one of them claimend the car as just there own.
"Yeah,yeah." Katie said, looking all over the counter. "Were the hell are thoose keys." he muttered.
Kendall rolled his eyes, and grabbed them off th table.
"Right here,genius." He said.
Katie turnend to him. "How the hell do you do that?"
Kendall shrugged.
Katie took the keys from him, and then started walking towards the door. "Magic Key,boy" she said with a laugh.
Kendall rolled his eyes and followed her. His sister was so weird sometimes, and came up with the weirdnest names to call him just to tease him. Katie got into the silver mercedes. Kendall remembered the time they had gone to get the car with there mom. The two had fought for a hour over the color. Kendall had wanted silver, Katie had wanted red. Finally Katie had given in to her little brother, but the deal was she got to ride it first the next day. Kendall had agreed with his fingers crossed and during the night he had taken the mercedes out for a joy ride. That was the only time his mother had ever yelled at him.
"What class do you have first?" Kendall asked his sister.
Even thought Kendall was a junior and Katie was a senior they normally had about half of there classes together. But this was not because Katie was in more edvanced classes then Kendall. It was that Kendall was in more edvanced classes then Katie. Kendall took all senior AP classes and Katie only took half of them
"Dude does it look like I can get my schedule out right now." Katie said as she turnend a corner.
Kendall rolled his eyes, and reached for his sisters bright purple bag. He opened it and while looking threw it he found a small pink book that read Katies Diary. Kendall took the book out. Katies eyed widened.
"Kendall put that back." Katie cried.
"Never. ooo wittle Katies diary." Kendall teased as he opened the book and started flipping threw the pages.
"You act like you dont have a diary too, Kendall." Katie growled.
Kendall glared at his older sister. "Its NOT a diary! Its a journal." Kendall protested.
"Oh whatever." Katie said.
Kendall rolled his eyes and turnend back to the diary. He flipped threw it then found a interesting page.
"oHHHH whos Tyler?" Kendall sing-songed.
Katie blushed and looked away. "No one."
"Oh really? Because in here it says he's the most beautiful thing you've ever seen." Kendall said with a laugh.
"Hes a freshman in college." Katie said.
"Katie you know how mom feels about us dating someone older then us." Kendall said. (2)
Katie turnend to her brother at a light with raised eyebrows.
Kendall sighed. "I promise not to tell her. I dont see what the big deal is with mom thinking that, but whatever."
Katie was blushing wildly but after a while muttered "Thanks."
Kendall shoot her a grin, but then wondered something. "Have you had sex with him?"
Katies head dip and blush answered his question, Kendall was a little surprised but he laughed.
"Awwww big sis finally lost her V-card." he said in a sing song voice.
Katie didnt say anything as they pulled into the parking lot. She pulled into a open space and turnend off the car.
"Awww you emmbaressed?" Kendall teased.
Katie rolled her eyes but she was grinning wildly. "Shut up, virgin." she said playfully.
Kendall put the diary back, but not before finding her schedule. He didnt say anything back, wanting to drop the subject. Kendall didnt wanna think about losing his virginity. He was scared of it actually. He didnt wanna be a that virgin, nerdy, freak everyone made fun of but he didnt wanna be that easy peice of ass either. He wanted losing his virginity to be special. To be with someone who really cared about him, and that he cared about too. He didnt wanna lose his virginity as some random fuck to some guy, and it to take place in some random, uncomfortable place.
"We have English and Spanish together." Kendall said cheerfully, trying to take the whole virgin thing off the table.
"In what order?" she asked, flipping back her hair.
"English,then Spanish." Kendall said handing Katie back her schedule. Katie put it in her purse and they got out of the car, grabbing there bags. Kendall took the keys from Katie, she rolled her eyes but allowed him to take them. Once when she was a junior Katie had lost the keys at school and they had been stuck in the ran for three hours.
They walked threw the doors and Kendall sniffed, taking in the smell of to much perfume, pen ink, and pencil shavings. The smell that was Rush High School. Kendall loved the smell for some reason, it was something only a literature nerd like himself could explain.
"I wonder were Cami is." Kendall said looking around the half filled hallways.
"I'm right here." Came the happy voice behind them. The siblings jumped and turnend around. There stood there friend Camille Roberts, her curly brown hair surrounding her oval face, and a light gray summer dress covering her body.
"Hi Camille." Kendall said with a bright smile.
"Ello Kenny." She said trying to sound English. That girl was such a drama nerd it was almost ridiculous. But it always made Kendall happy when he was in a horrible mood.
"Camille would you please help me? Isnt it time Kendall started dating?" Katie said, Kendall shot her a glare. He didnt wanna date, he didnt want his heart to be broken, why couldnt people just see he wasnt ready for that? He wasnt in love with anyone, he didnt want anyone like that.
"Kendall you should totally get a BF." Camille said playing along with his sisters game. She would only act like she agreed with Katie, when Katie was around. But Camille understood him better than anyone else, better than himself.
"Oh look Katie, its the Jennifers." Kendall said gesturing to the other side of the hall. Katies eyes got bright when she show part of here social circle.
"You guys dont mind if I...?" she raised her eyebrows, and Kendall and Camille told her to go. She waved good-bye and sprinted off to her friends.
"So Katie wants you to get a boyfriend,again?" Camille asked, as they waked to there lockers.
"Yes, and I'm pretty sure she's gonna start asking when I plan on losing my virginity." Kendall said as he opened her locker.
"I think her hearts in the right place." Camille defended herself.
"I know, but shes really has to Keep her butt out of other peoples business, just because shes not a virgin anymore doenst mean I dont have to be either." Kendall said.
"So you know about Tyler?" Camille asked, opening her own locker that was one away from Kendalls.
"Yeah, how did you find out?" Kendall asked, shutting his own locker, he had his stuff for his first to periods in his hands.
"I was there at that party. That was were they meant." Camille told him, taking out her own stuff.
Kendall leanend against his locker as his eyes widened.
"Isnt that kind of...slutty? Sleeping with a guy the night you meet him." Kendall said slowly, bitting his lip.
"I guess. Who would you lose your virginity,too?" Camille wondered. Kendall wasnt bothered when Camille asked that. It was just that kind of friendship that they had. (3)
"Someone I love." Kendall said with a deep blush.
Camille smiled at him.
"Your so adorable,Kendall." Camille told him.
Kendall scowled. "Why does everyone say that?" he demanded.
"Because you are." she said, ruffaling his hair.
Kendall rolled his eyes at his long time friend.
"Compare Schedules?" He asked her.
She nodded and took out her schedule. They put them together and they both grinnend wildly as they saw there lists of classes.
"Holy shit! I cant believe we have every class together." Kendall said in exitement, bouncing slightly.
"Thats probably never happened in like the whole history of the world." Camille said jumping up and down.
Then the bell rang and Camille and Kendall made there way to homeroom. For somereason ever since Kendall had started high school he had found himself in a homeroom filled with kids one grade above him. The school system had really fucked up while doing that.
Kendall and Camille walked in together, at the desk was sitting a tall, bruneete, with wide shoulders and a long torso, he was going threw a bunch of papaers.
"What a hunk." Camille whispered in his ear.
Kendall was unimpressed.
"Not my type." Kendall said playfully, nudging Camille. Half of the class was already in there and half the girls in there were drooling as they watched there new himeroom teacher.
"Girls are so dramatic." Kendall told Camille, gesturing to the most popular girl in school mercedes griffin,who practically had hearts coming out of her eyes.
Camille chuckled and took a set in the second row with Kendall. When the class was totally full the new teacher looked up, and almost looked startled seeing them all there staring at him. The teacher had a handsome younge face, and hazel eyes with green spots. All the girls sighed dreamily. Still Kendall was unimpressed.
"Hi." the teacher said nicely.
"Your new." Guitar Dude pointed out.
The teacher laughed. "That I'am, I'm ." face scrunched up as he said it, like it was weird to say.
"Is this year first year of teaching?" Jo Taylor asked flirtatiously, looked amused by this, like she was missing out on some private secret. Kendall easily reconized this, and leanend over to Camille.
"Hes gay." Kendall told her.
"How can you tell?" Camille whispered.
"Because he shows no interest what so ever in Jo. Even grown men would appreciate her beauty, but he doesnt, you can see on his face he thinks her attemps at flirting are hilarious." Kendall whispered, Camille grinnend at him.
"Yes, it is. But I'm not the only new teacher here, me and my friend got jobs here together. Most of you will probably meet him later."
"What class does he teach?" Camille asked.
"Senior AP English."
Three classes and One Lunch later:
Camille and Kendall meet up with Katie after lunch, Katie and Camille were chatting with each other, Kendall stood inbetween Camille and Katie but he was ignoring them, he had one earbud in his ear as he listened to Katie Peryy's song 'teenage Dream' They were on there way to English class together. Camille was wondering what there new teacher was like, but Kendall wasnt really interested.
But then when they walked into the English class, Kendall was lucky he didnt drop all his stuff. He stopped in his trakes and Katie and Camille stopped with him, they looked at him with consern but he was to busy staring at the guy infront of him with bug eyes.
There new teacher sat on his desk, his left leg was pulled up to his chest, a book rested on his knee. This guy was a few inches taller then Kendall. He had a soccer playersbuild, and he had black-brown spiky hair. He was wearing fitted dark blue jeans and a plain white button-up. There teacher looked up and Kendall saw he had soft, pale skin and dark brown eyes that made his knees weak. He smiled at them with full pink, lips showing a crooked smile. Kendalls heart was beating so hard, he was surprised no one could hear it.
Camille and Katie shared a look before understanding came into there eyes, they both giggled and smiled at a love struck Kendall.
"Hello." The teacher says, standing up, and putting his book a side. His eyes rank over his three new students, him and Kendalls eyes meet for a second and he felt like his heart was exploding.
"Hi." They three say in unision. Kendalls voice is squeaky, and this makes the teacher look a little confused, but he just smiled at them as they took there seats, in the third row, Kendalls seat is near the counter on the window and closests to the teachers desk. Katie sat a few seats away, and Camille took a seat next to Kendall.
"Kennys in love." Camille said in a sing song voice in his ear.
"Shhhh, shut up." Kendall hissed in her ear, pushing her back into her own personal space. He blushed deeply, staring down at his small pale hands, he took out his english notebook trying to distract himself instead of looking at there new hot teacher. Kendall stared down at his desk top as everyone came in, once the class was filled the teacher closed the door and then intruduced himself. His name was Logan Mitchell. Kendalls heart flipped a million times. That was such a beautiful name. Mitchell. Mitchell. It was humble, gentle. And then his first name Logan. Logan sounded just so soft, it was such a sweet name.
The teacher started calling there names, and then Logan said 'Kendall Knight.' Logans voice sounded like pure music when he said the smaller boys name. His hear thrubbed so badly he didnt answer right away. So Jett Stetson the most popular guy in schoolwho was also the biggest asshole in school, turnend around in his seat infront of Kendall and snapped.
"Someones talking to you, faggot."
Kendalls eyes instantly filled with tears at the seniors words.
"Never talk to my brother like that." Katie screeched from the other side of the room, she was very protective of her little brother, and she knew how hurt he got when someone said something like that to him.
Camille got up and put a comforting arm around a quivering Kendall. "If you ever say that to him again I'll fucking cut your balls off and fed them to a dog." (4)
"Little fag sould pay attention, dumb shit." Jett said.
"Kendalls not dumb! Hes a genius." Camille snapped at him. That was true, it had been proven that Kendall was that smart.
"He's a loser and a fucking queer." Jett said.
"Thats enough." Everyone turnend to look at the fron of the room, Logan was glaring at Jett, his eyes were cold and his voice was soft. He walked over infront of Jetts desk, he placed his hands down in it, and glared at him.
"You will never use that type of language in my class, ever again. Understand?" His voice was so soft, and quiet, he sounded dangerous. Jett just nodded, and Logan went back to the front of the room. He glared at the whole class besides Katie,Camille, and Kendall and it was very clear that no one was aloud to say anything like that. They all understood.
Logan sighed ran his hands threw his hair and then looked at Kendall as Camille took her seat.
"I'm very sorry he said that to you." Logan said, making Kendalls hear explode.
"Its fine." Kendall muttered eben thought it wasnt. He hated being called things like that. It was who he was, and there was nothing wrong with it. Why couldnt everyone just understand that?
Logan gave him a sad smile. "So your a genius?" Logan asked.
"Yeah, hes the smartest person in this school. Its proven. He has a higher IQ then even the teacher." Katie said with a proud smile.
"He has higher test scores then anyone in this county, and he gets A+ in everything he's ever done since preschool." Camille said ruffaling Kendalls hair, making Kendall blush.
"He's so smart they've had to out him in AP classes since freshman year, and hes at the highest reading level poossible."Katie added with a grin.
"AND he's so smart they said he could graduate high school this year, but he's so adorable about school he said he wanted all four years of his high school education." Camille ended with a giigle. Kendalls cheeks were cherry red and he blushed even more when Logan loooked at him with a bright smile.
"Thats very impressive." he told the smaller green eyed boy.
"Thank you." Kendall said.
Logan chuckled and then began teaching the lesson. Kendall slumped back in his seat, and then hung on to Logans every word ashe teached, he took nootes on almost everything that came out of the teachers mouth even though he had a photographic memory. When class was done he was sad, and he was pouting as he left with Katie and Camille.
"So I heard someones soft on there teacher." Katie giggled in his ear.
Kendall blushed, but he was grinning as he muttered. "Shut up."
so I hope you all liked the first chapter, It wasnt my best, but It will get better. so leave a review and tell me what you thought.
Love,
Sarah
(1) This is something I got from my older brother. He has to have thin, short socks, or he freaks out.
(2) I just thought that this was hilariously ironic, because he's talking about his older sister dating someoe only a year older than her, and Logan is five years older than him, so yeah ironic.
(3) Me and my older brother have a relationship like that, we can talk to each other about anything and it doesnt seem weird.
(4) I've threatened someone I would do that to them before. I know I'm kinda crazy like Camille like that.
