Title: Caught in a Blonde

Author: Psyc0gurl0

Disclaimer: No one belongs to moi! Tear tear! Sniff sniff! All belong to Rob Thomas

Summary: I can't believe I had went back to him. It was a one night thing and I was doing it again. I was pathetic a loser, but it made me feel oh so better. This starts off before Lilly died and goes into the show. Logan and Veronica weren't the only ones who had a secret affair going on.

Couples: MaDi LoVe

Author's Note: I've only seen the whole first season and I got the jest of season 2. Season three I watch sometimes so I think I'm pretty caught up on everything, I just hope it's enough! If I miss anything feel free to correct me. This whole story is through Mac's eyes. I hope I have everything I need to say...I hope it's good! this is my first only Veronica Mars fic. Also Caught in a Blonde is by the rockin band of Horrorpops!


i've got nothing to say
i'm out of feeling
you're out of the game
go have a whole lot of nothing
with her.
my head is spinning
my tears are drained

but you've been tamed
you turned your whole life
into something she can hold
just when i thought
nothing was wrong
you let me down again
just when i thought
we had it down
just when i thought
you would stay
you changed your mind
you chose wrong

i wish there was
something to take
that would give things meaning
give you mind to think
all her spites made me realize
you must be numb and a bit dumb
dissing me, playing her game
you've turned your whole life in to
something she can control

spending time
on the likes of her
it's not worth it
feeling that you got nothing to givejust proves it
you had more before
you got caught in a blonde

-Caught in a Blonde By HorrorPops


Chapter One: Start

To this day I wasn't sure how this whole stupid things started. It might not seem like a big deal through someone else's eyes. Someone who didn't go to Neptune. But it was a big deal through my eyes and everyone else from Neptune High.

One of the most hottest richest popularest guys in my grade having a secret steamy after school affair with the class computer geek? Guess which one I was. Well for one I'm a women, Mac, well my real first name is Cindy, Cindy Mackenzie. Combined with my love of computers and my last name, I am known as Mac. And the very popular very rich and very hot boys name is Dick Casablancas.

You might know his father of the same name. His father marries gold digger tramps and owns some sort of large business. I wasn't sure, I never really paid attention when Dick discussed money. I wasn't like one of those freaky people who hated money or something, I just wasn't into guys talking about how much their daddy's made.

It was most certainly not a turn on.

But his lips were.

And his soft blonde hair...I shook my head and looked at my newest therapist who had asked the question of "how did you get involved with this boy, Dick?"

"For my health class we were assigned a month long project. He thought I was going to do it all. I wasn't. So we fought a little then got over our differences and soon after we finished the project and were done with each other."

"That's all?" She asked.

I nodded, that was truly and seriously how it all started.

"But how did you become involved?"

I stared at her, oh, I had to tell that part too? I glanced at my watch and realized with a smile that our time was up.

"We can discuss this next week, Cindy. Make an appointment with Rita on your way out."

I nodded knowing the drill and left her room to make my appointment. When I mentioned that, Julia, which is my therapists name was new, I didn't mean new, new, I meant that I had just started going to Julia a few months ago.

I still considered her to be a new therapist, mostly because I had one other one and that was when I was very little. We moved to Neptune when my brother, Ryan was born. I was only about 6 and I wasn't taking the news so kindly, so my parents thought it was best to send me to a child psychologist. Needless to say it didn't work so well. But I just got another one, as I said, a couple weeks ago because of the two things that happened in my Freshman year and half of this year.

Last year, my Freshman year two very important things happened. One, my best friend Carly moved away, far far away. Like to freakin Alaska! And two, I changed my name, and my hair color, and basically transformed myself from a dweeby 8th grader to a less dweeby computer loving girl with cool hair. I discovered computers in the 8th grade. I fell in love with computer the summer before high school and decided I was going to get a new name, and a new look.

Hence Mac, with my newly streaked green hair.

Classy, I know.

I was also not going to put up with anyone walking all over me.

Hence me not taking Dick's bull.

So 9th grade swung around and it was fine, nothing huge happened, the popular people ruled the school and the people, like me and Carly were at the bottom of the food chain.

Then the summer came and Carly moves away, and I realize I will be starting Sophmore year alone.

That's when in the first semester of sophmore year, last semester more specifically two things happened.

One, I met Veronica Mars. She is best friends with Lilly Kane and she used to date Lilly's brother, Duncan Kane. Now though she dates Lilly Kane's ex. Logan Echolls. You'd think it'd but a strain on their relationship, but oh no! They're closer then ever. Rumor has it (not that I actually listen to rumors) that Lilly is seeing someone secretly. So Veronica and Lilly are best friends still and me and Veronica talk sometimes. Not much, since we are from two different worlds, but enough during our two classes together.

And the other thing that happened to me was I got assigned that project with Dick. As I said before we worked together fine, until one day I went over his house to work on the project and found him having a party. No one really noticed I was there cause they were all too drunk and when I finally found Dick to yell at him about how our project was do in two days he just leaned down and kissed me.

And I must admit it wasn't bad.

But the next day he didn't even talk about it, so I didn't either. But as time went on we eventually kissed again and kissing led to making out and making out led to...other things. We haven't had sex yet, thank god. I mean, I don't think I want to loose my virginity to someone who doesn't even love me, I don't think he even likes me.

So that has led us up to my second semester of my sophomore year. We just finished midterms and school starts in about a week, so excited.

Not really.

All I do in school is do the work and make (sadly enough) googoo eyes at Dick, who doesn't even acknowledge my presence on school. He's too busy making out with Madison Sinclair.

I sighed walking into my house and up to my room. I wasn't ever very talkative when I got back from my therapist. I just laid in my room listening to music until my cell phone rang and I eagerly answered it already knowing who it was.

"Hey, babe."

I rolled my eyes at Dick's sexist greeting but answered back. "Hello."

"What are you doing right now?"

"Madison ditch you tonight?"

"No, I just wanna hang out with you."

"What do you really want, Dick?"

"Uh...I need someone to play Halo with. Logan's with Ronnie, and Duncan's off being emo and—"

"yeah, fine whatever. I'll come over." I said hanging up the phone and going to my closets to look more presentable.

I used to not care what people thought about how I dressed, but then I looked at Madison and Lilly and felt plain and stupid, so I got a little dressed up, but not too much cause I just liked Dick for a hook up I didn't feel anything towards him.

I think.

I hope.

I wish.

I drove over there it was a short drive and parked in the street then went into the gigantic house. I didn't even need to knock. No one noticed when people came in and out of that house. Dick's fathers barely ever home and his step-mother of the week is usually out shopping or something. Beaver, Dick's brother just stays in his room listening to classical music and barely ever coming out.

Thank god.

I headed up to Dick's room and just walked in not bothering to knock there either. As embarrassing as it is to admit, I've already seen Dick naked, and Dick doesn't know the meaning of 'privacy' so it doesn't really matter to him.

Or after awhile me.

"Hey, Ghostworld." Dick said with a smirk and getting up to greet me.

Dick's greeting consists of multiple kisses then kisses down my neck. I bit my lip to keep from smiling as his lips traveled down my neck like the usually did.

"Dick." I said when I felt his hand traveling lower and lower. "Are we going to play Halo or what?"

He stopped kissing and backed up from me a pout on his lips. "Fine, fine, we'll play Halo but later we can bang."

"Dick your so vile." I stated rolling my eyes and sitting on his bed.

A bed where possible a hundred girls had been. I felt dirty for being with him and confused as to why me? What was so special about me? When most of the school's population would willingly through themselves at Dick Cassablancas.

"But you love that." he said back handing me a controller and sitting next to me.

I shook my head in front of my hair to hide the smile on my lips. He laughed at me and we started to play Halo. Of course I beat him ever time and sadly enough he was trying. After awhile he paused the game and turned towards me.

"Mac? Are you hungry?" he asked knowing perfectly well that I was.

I wasn't like most of the other girls he knew who didn't eat jackshit. "Well seeing as it's 7:30 at night, a perfectly good eating time, yes I am hungry."

"Good, cause I am too. What do you say to a pizza?"

"I say...no anchovies or green peppers."

Dick laughed, "dude, how can you not like green peppers? They're like amazing!"

"Well they can give their amazingness to someone else. I hate them."

"And I like them."

We stared at each other willing the other one to give in when his cell phone rang. I sighed ripping my eyes away as he answered it.

"Hey dude, what's up?"

I rolled my eyes wondering if he ever gave a normal greeting, when his entire poseur straightened up and I automatically knew who it was.

I motioned towards the door and Dick waved me off trying to listen to his obnoxiously slutty girlfriend, Madison.

I walked outside his room and I went downstairs to try and find something fulfilling to eat. As I was looking through the refrigerator I heard someone behind me so I lifted my head. Too bad my head was still in the fridge causing it to smash into the top of the thing. I came out of the fridge whining slightly and rubbing my head when I saw who had made the noise.

Cassidy or Beaver Cassablancas.

"Mac?" he said for the second time.

I rubbed my head and nodded at him a lie already on my tongue. "Yes?" I asked smiling.

"What are you doing here?" he asked bluntly still staring at me with those sad eyes.

Looking at Cassidy always made me want to hug him because he looked so sad, and he had Dick for a brother. If Dick was my brother...well I for one wouldn't be screwing him and two I would want a hug.

"I...uh...I'm helping your brother study for History class. You know how stupid he is." I said with a laugh.

Cassidy just stared at me and I bit my lip trying to think of something else to say.

"How are you?" I asked still rubbing my head hoping to reduce the pain.

"I'm fine, you?"

"Fine. How's your winter break?"

"Great, you?"

"Yeah, great."

I nodded feeling like this was one of the most awkward conversations of my life. I felt like I should leave, Dick was busy with Madison and Cassidy was obviously suspicious I could always make it to the door easily. That plan was stopped though when we heard heavy feet pounding on the stairs and Dick came into the kitchen.

"Sorry that was Madison...hey lil bro!" Dick said going over and giving his brother a 'playful' punch on the shoulder. "You meet, Mac? She's helping me with school cause she's smart and stuff." Dick said nodding eagerly and looking at me with a huge smile on his face.

I nodded also to Cassidy and felt even more awkward.

"Yes, Dick, I know Mac, we have gym together and she's been over here a lot lately." he said quietly as I turned my head to look down at the floor.

"Well, yeah, I guess she has, but dad said I had to raise my grades and she's one of the smartest people in the class so...anyway, Madison will be here soon." Dick said looking directly at me.

I knew what I had to do.

I had to leave.

I hated leaving.

I hated leaving because of someone else.

Especially Madison.

I nodded understanding the double meeting and announced my leaving.

"Well! Since she's coming over, I don't want to waste time with anymore of this 'useless' studying time. I'll see you later. Bye Cassidy!" I said smiling and heading towards the door.

Once my hand reached the door knob and I opened it I was surprised and disappointed to see who was standing on the porch. Was she haunting me or something?

"Oh! It's you." the bitch said.

I smirked at her and walked past her, not really wanting to hear any of her 'witty' quips.

"What are you doing here?" she called after me.

What was with that question? Can't everyone accept that I'm helping Dick study! He isn't the smartest cookie in the box, people should know that by now. Jeez, now I sound like a bitch. "Helping Dick study! We have history together." I called over my shoulder.

"Really, interesting, I didn't know Dick would sink so low as to ask for your help." she said to me.

I tried to keep my 'happy' face on, "yeah, well, not all of us can get by with sleeping with the teacher." I said smiling and turning and going to my car.

"What a piece of shit!" she called as I drove away.

I guess she couldn't think of anything more creative to say. I sighed driving away from Dick's feeling pretty happy, but that happiness only lasted a couple days because the rest of break and the first week of getting back to school Dick totally ignored me.

And as much as it killed me to say it, I felt used and hurt and a deep, deep hatred for Madison because I know she said something and I was pissed at Dick for listening to her.

(A/n: There are probably a few mistakes in here but how was it? was it bad? or good? would i sound pathetic if i asked for reviews? lol. crap)