A/N: So, I had to post this. It's a Cato oneshot with my OC Blaze. It's his last thoughts and her thoughts after he died. I used lines from the new song Payphone by Maroon 5. It's so good. I hope you guys like this. It may not be my best work, but I think it's at least a little better than my other Oneshots. Cato may seem OOC, but he's dying, so I really thought that didn't matter. Thanks for reading!
Cato POV
Blaze, I wish you could hear me.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
"I'm at a payphone trying to call home."
I know I promised you I would come home.
I promised you we would get married. I
Promised you we'd have a family.
"Where are all of the plans we made for two?"
I have to break those promises. I thought I could
Beat the games. In the end, I realized that the Games
Beat me. I lost before I had even entered the arena.
I wish I could have won for you. I know that
Watching me die is breaking your heart.
I never wanted that to happen.
"If happy ever after did exist,"
I love you. I always have.
You've always been my best friend,
But you've also been more than that.
I'm going to miss having you close.
I'll miss the feel of your body and how
It fit almost perfectly to mine.
I'll miss how our lips melded together.
I'll miss your beautiful smile and the big,
Innocent blue eyes that made my heart melt.
I'll miss your laugh too.
But most of all, I'll miss holding you in my arms and
Telling you how much I love you and then hearing your
Sweet voice tell me you love me too.
"I would still be holding you like this."
Blaze, I will always love you.
Blaze POV
Cato was dead. My boyfriend was dead.
I couldn't believe it.
I didn't want it to be true.
He was gone. I didn't have him anymore.
I wish I could have spoken to him one more time.
I wish I could have told him I loved him again.
I wish I could have heard him tell me he loved me again.
I wish I could have see his beautiful eyes and his
Cocky smirk I loved so much.
But I can't. I will never have that again.
Happy ever after? Yeah right. It isn't real.
No one lived like those people in fairytales.
Not here, not anywhere in Panem except the Capitol.
Not with the annual Hunger Games.
Happy Hunger Games, May the odds be ever in your favor.
They weren't.
"All those fairytales are full of it."
I couldn't do it. I couldn't watch the scum of
District 12 celebrate their winning together.
Star crossed lovers. If I had to see the two of them being
All lovey dovey I would throw up. I stopped watching after
Cato died. I couldn't do it.
"One more stupid love song I'll be sick."
That should have been Cato. He should have won.
He should have come home to me. I hated Katniss and Peeta.
They took my happy ending away.
"If happy ever after did exist,
I would still be holding you like this.
All those fairytales are full of it,
One more stupid love song I'll be sick."
