Hi readers! this will be my first revolution multi fic lets see where this goes shall we?

the story is based around Miles, Bass and Charlie and their relationships, After Bass' supposed death they don't really delve to much into what happened between the announcement and finding out he was alive so this chapter is my personal take on it, from here on out it will sort of follow the shows established episodes and kind of not.

Like I said lets see where this goes.

~Charlie~

The Bell was tolling for Monroe's death, the crowd of people around Charlie was cheering and clapping and all she could do was stand and stare at the bell. She hated Bass, he killed her brother, and her dad and held her mother captive most of her life. But, she also couldn't do this without him. to save people she loved she needed the son of a bitch, and she needed him not to be dead for Miles... She knew he was going to be a wreck.

When Charlie Finds Miles, hes drowning himself at the back of the bar. She sees him from across the room and she wants nothing more then to run to him and give him everything she can. She wants to drop to her knees and hold him, tell him she's sorry, sorry for not being there, sorry for not being strong enough, sorry for not keeping him safe, sorry for not protecting Monroe like she should have. If she hadn't brought him there he'd still be alive.

Charlie wanted nothing more then to cry, scream and break things, take down the patriot bastards but she couldn't. She needed to be strong for Miles when he couldn't be strong for himself. Quietly she makes her way to him she stops just behind him, it takes everything she has to keep standing. She gently places her hand on his shoulder, not wanting to startle him she took a breath waited a moment and said the only thing she could at the moment.

"I'm around..." her fingers tightened against his tense shoulder, in the moment she let go he grasped her hand. He held her hand like it was a life line, holding it against his mouth he felt her warmth and life course through him. He didn't say anything to her, just nodded and let her hand go.

Charlie turned dropping her head she walked out of the bar. She made it most of the way through town in a calm manner before she slipped into an ally and sprinted the rest of the way to the house she shared with her family. bypassing the front door she stumbled her way along the house to the backyard. There was a spot in the back yard she remembered from when she was a child, it was perfect for hiding, mostly concealed from view by the large tree and garden patch by the back fence. Pushed herself off the house and made her way to her secret spot before she collapsed into herself. A cry of agony was ripped from her chest as she tried to hold herself together.

"I'm sorry... I should have tried harder."

~Miles~

Miles leaned into the table resigning himself to sleeping in the bar that night, But he knew that would be a mistake, he'd more likely wake up on the sidewalk due to a pissed off bar owner, or a frantic Rachel would wake him up screaming and yelling in his face. Neither option was really appealing. Two thoughts kept running through his whiskey addled brain and even though he was trying his best to drown them, Bass and Charlie just kept creeping back into his head.

Bass was his best friend, his brother and his enemy. everything about him were the best and worst parts of himself and now that Bass was really gone he didn't know what to do, he knew he needed Bass, and that Bass needed him and he failed him. They had failed each other and now it was to late to fix it.

But Charlie, it wasn't to late for her. She was his new rock and had been since the moment she walked in his bar, But Rachel had overshadowed Charlie with all of her baggage that Charlie had been cast to the side and he regretted it. He needed to fix things with her, and he knew he wasn't the only one hurting tonight by what happened to Bass. He'd seen the look on her face when he was carted through town, and the desperation in her voice and her actions to get him back was evident to anyone with a set of eyeballs. He never asked what happened between them, he didn't think anything of it -until now that is-.

leaning back in his chair he rubbed his hands over his face roughly and pushed himself away from the table, staggering to a stand he stood for a moment looking at the table before making his way out the door.

~Charlie~

She'd calmed down and was leaning against the fence looking up at the stars, tears still fell but the sobbing had long since subsided, these were tears of frustration and heartache. She was sitting and waiting, she didn't know what for but she knew she was waiting. sliding down the fence she flopped on the ground, sighing she brushed the tears off her face and closed her eyes, she didn't mind falling asleep out here it was quiet and she was alone things she had gotten so used to over the last few months. She was going to miss Monroe's company even if she would never admit it to anyone.

she let out a sigh and threw her arm over her face trying to stop the stupid infuriating tears that wouldn't seem to cease. she was startled out of her thoughts by the sound of shuffling and thuds, turning her head she peered through the bushes and watched as a very intoxicated Miles ping ponged himself off the side of the house into the backyard. She knew she was invisible where she was, she could see him but he couldn't see her. she was battling with herself over whether or not she should go check on him, the battle was won for her when she watched Miles stumble over to the big blue water barrel they kept for the horses and smash his head into the water. Scrambling up from her spot she thew herself at Miles and yanked him out of the water. They both stumbled back and fell Miles landing partially on Charlie.

"What are you doing?!" Charlie asked pulling herself from under him.

"I'm sobering up Charlie." he said calmly sitting up, pulling one of his legs up he rested his arm on it and wiped down his face with his hand. "What did you think I was doing?"

"I-I- dunno Miles with all that's happened today and how much you've had to drink..." Charlie was kneeling beside him. she leaned forward and rested her forehead on the corner of his shoulder.

"Charlie..." he said softly. "Look at me." Charlie raised her head, Miles reached forward and placed his hand on her head. "You never, ever have to worry about that ok? so don't let it cross you're mind again." Charlie nodded a small smile on her face.

"I don't really know why I would think that... I know you wouldn't cheap out like that on us." She sighed again for what seemed like the millionth time that night.

"Wanna go inside?" Miles asked tiredly.

"Not really." she said with a shrug.

"Well, do you want to be alone?" he leaned back on one of his hands, the other still resting on his knee.

"Not if you're staying with me. I miss you Miles..." Charlie looked down at the ground and poked it with her finger.

"I miss you to kid." Miles sat upright and crossed his legs, while simultaneously grabbing Charlie and pulling her into his lap hugging her.

Charlie snuggled in and let herself be held. Closing her eyes she let herself relax for the first time in days, she felt him kiss the top of her head before drifting off into a dreamless sleep.

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