I just can't tell , does he like me? Does he not?

If he did I wouldn't be worthy he treats his girlfriends like princess ,

then again they treat him like shit so I may have a chance :) but I wouldn't treat him

badly , I mean I would want him to be happy but , I Don't know. I see him

staring at me in class , I have his number and he has mine but we never talk.

I am perplexed on the reason why. We ride the same bus , we sit at the same lunch table

and OMG he is beautiful, and when I say beautiful I mean it , he has amazing blue eyes as I do ,

but his eyes are different there so very different in a way I can't explain , maybe there different because

when I look into his eyes when I think hes not knowing I think he knows. He always knows...

I have blonde hair as well but his hair is brown , he's Jewish so he has a big nose , I always

thought that was funny even though his nose wasn't one of those big noses that would get in the

way when you were kissing or make your whole face look ugly his nose was PERFECT.

His skin was slightly tanned and mine was ... not. I am of Nordic ancestry witch makes me extremely

pale and very hard to tan , so yeah I burn.I am relatively popular in school but not enough to get to know Jacob.

He acts like he barely notices me , but he talks to others about me , in a good way our situation is...weird

one day as I was coming for my science class when I heard someone calling my I turned around I saw HIM

starring back at me , I looked from his red lips too his crystal clear eyes , and suddenly , some jerk hit

me in the shoulder so my books dropped , I was SO embarrassed I just started picking them up but I was stopped.

It turns out , you got to pick up my books before I did and he gave them too me. I didn't know what too say

I blurted out "th-thanks." as I stared at his lips and his eyes he was so cute , "your welcome."

he said and I realized he was looking at me the way I was looking at him. At least I think he was. I'm not sure.

Did he really like me? Why were we just staring at each other? "Why don't we hang out Sissel?" he interjected

our "staring-competition."

I simply replied "I don't know." he than said "I'm gonna give you a call tonight okay." I just stared into those blue

eyes of his , those perfect blue eyes I didn't answer when suddenly the bell ran and I quickly replied "sure th-that will

be great." I proceeded too class , it was math class how how much I hated math , for one that beautiful Jew

wasn't there for me too stare at and I swear that teacher was racist! He only yells at the white people in class

and It gets on my nerves , he's Mexican so I don't know if it's true or not but ... I don't know what I'm saying.

when I got off the bus Jacob was there (as usual) he greeted me and said "don't forget about that phone call, pretty."

"I won't." I then I realized he called me PRETTY , no guy has EVER called me that , was playing around?

was he serious? I couldn't tell , but if he likes me then I would make sure I at least get a chance with him.

as I got closer too home I was so anxious for that call , I wanted to hear his voice SOOOO badly. He is perfect.

Maybe , he does like me , maybe he doesn't.

I don't know.