Vampire Love

2010

Dear Diary, I have finally found you. It has been over 100 years since I last saw you. I had my reasons not to. Im just so terified. I had a great 15 year old life untill that night I made that wish. Why oh why did I make that wish! Ever since that night I have lived with dread. I cant be around anyone without the urge to tear them to shreads and drink their hearts blood. It was 1810 All Hallows Eve or how they now call it Halloween. It was a beautiful night with a full moon but also blood on the moon usually that ment someone was going to die tonight. It was a ice cold night. Everyone was dressed up as thier favorite monster. I stayed at home while my family went trick or treating. I had stayed home because I was grounded. I had gotten myself grounded because I had asked my boyfriend to come over without telling my mom. I had made a big mistake. When my mom got home from work and saw me and him kissing on the couch she totally lsot it. So when they left I tore my room apart and opened my window to go out on the roof. I didnt notice it till I looked up diary. It was a shooting star a very strange one. arent shooting stars suppost to last only a few seconds? Well that didnt stop me from wishing a wish that changed me and my life. I mean really I know this is a stupid wish and all but I still wished for it. I wished I was a VAMPIRE! I should have never wished that wish diary because right after I wished that wish that star vanished and I felt sick. I had thrown up every thing I had ate recently and I got so cold. I couldnt breath! I couldnt move. Only then did I realize how pale my skin color was. I ran to my bathroom and looked at my reflection and OH MY GOD I had FANGS! Then I realized diary that my life would never be the same. When my family came home and noticed my change they wanted to take mr to the hospital. I told them no. Then it happen.

I stopped writing in my diary and started to cry. Then when Istoped crying I decided to finish what I was writeing.

I felt the hunger I feared that would come. I saw their blood veins and then lept at them! I tore my moms throat out and drank her dry! Soon after her my sister, dad, and my cat! I still remembered what their blood tasted like. It was so warm, sweet, and so good! I cant believe I made that wish now I have to live for eternity knowing I was the person that killed my own family. I dont know what im supsost to do. Im over 200 years old now and still look 15 sometimes to other people they say I could pass for 17 or 18. I dont know what im going to do in my life but I know one thing is for sure I need to stop worrying about my blood lust because I have it under controll, my new family knows what I am and they also know I would never harm them only protect them. I need to go to a normal school and they think so to. The only reason im capable of going outside is after I made that wish this ring poped up and ever since I have been wearing it I can go out into the daylight. So I dont know what to look for in my future but going to school right now seems to be the start of whatever im looking for. Im sure ill find it some day but right now I need to worry about how im going to react to others at a school. I mean after all a vampire in high school! lol. Well I need to make sure to store up on blood packets so I wont want to kill any of the students a my new school. Im also kinda worried about my emotions. They are the hardest to control as a vampire. Like if I meet a freaking cheerleader that thinks she is better than me I might not be able to hold back but to rip her head off. lol. If only I could tell the whole world but I know what would happen they would either comr to me to turn them or to kill me! So no way will that ever happen. Well diary I am so happy I found you, you will make it easyer hopefully to stay in school because you are the only one who I can actually tell things to because my parents dont like it when I bring up the vampire issues. Well bye talk to you later D.

After I put my diary away to make sure it was well hidden. I left it so later I could surly find it when I needed it. I opened my window and prayed"Please help me give me a sighn on what I need to do I need help." Even though I knew there would be no reply I still wondered what I was going to do. " Tomorrows school" I said to myself. I was kinda happy but also scared because I was a vampire and that ment all the guys would be hitting on me. Also I would have to try so hard not act so strong but weak like a normal girl! Ill alsp have to try not to look exactly directly at anyone because being a vampire you have powers. So if I look deep into someones eyes they will go into a trance and do and say what I want them to. Also I can freeze time and people if necessary. I can make up illusions out of thin air more than 20 people can see. I can make people feel dangerously high pain, and make them feel highly good in all sorts of ways! I have the power of all elements and so many more so ive got to try my hardest to keep my mood in check because my eye color changes with my mood. " This is going to be one very long school year" I said to myself before closeing my window to read a book the whole night away.