Aqua: I know, I know I should have update my other fanfics first blah blah blah. BUT I couldn't resist hehehe, and this is my new colab with my briliant friend CB.99!

Lumen: We also preparing new Persona ff right?...

Aqua: *squeak* Don't spoiled the secret! It's still in the process...

Lumen: *rolled eyes* Tch, I'm busy this day...

Aqua: You just caring for your Tumblr! at least pay attention to our acc *cry*

Lumen: Hey, got writer's block here! not my fault...

Aqua: Whatever *gloomy*

DISCLAIMER: DURARARA! OWNED BY RYOHGO NARITA AND WE MADE NO PROFITS FROM THIS EXCEPT THE OCs ARE OURS.

WARNING: BAD GRAMMAR/WRITING (I typed with one eye closed, seriously...) OOCness and SLASH/SHOUNEN-AI WITH FLUFFINESS


Ch. 1 Return Home


Prologue


'No…'

"I'm sorry…it's not…" Shizuo scratched his head, face looking down.

"It's my fault, really" he said.

'No…please'

"You don't love me anymore..."

"NO!" Shizuo shouted, startling me, "It's not that, I loved you, I love you now…it's just…different."

"How?!" Tears threatening to fall from my blinking eyes.

'No….don't cry, he will hate me even more, it's bad enough he broken up with me…please…'

"It's different from the start, we both realized it but we just blinded, I know, I had tried to keep this long enough…."

'No…. It would never be enough!'

A kiss was lingering on my forehead and gentle voice going through my ears. "I'm sorry…I love you." Then the warm was gone.

'No…'

My eyes full of tears saw his blurred back left me slowly on the snowy park.

"Goodbye…"


Present Time


Slava POV

"The train from Narita airport has arrived in Ikebukuro station, all passengers on board please pay attention for your belongings before leaving the train."

I stepped out to the platform, "Ikebukuro huh… Long time no see…"

I fixed my backpack on my shoulder as I walked out from Ikebukuro station. I inhaled the polluted air of Tokyo that I missed so much. A small smile graced my face as I started to walk through many buildings that I knew long ago. I felt so like a newcomer, a first-timer in Ikebukuro. I want to be a part of this city again.

'Pain…'

No!

'Stabbing my heart, when I remembered him…'

I closed my eyes unconsciously in the middle of the street. No!

'Piercing…please…'

"I'm sorry…"

"Goodbye"

'Shizu—"Hey!"

Startled, I open my eyes.

A high school boy with raven hair standing in front of me, looking worried. I blinked and tilted my head.

"May I help you?" I asked silently.

The boy blushed and stammered, "Ano…are you lost? You've been standing like a statue for awhile now. So, I just thought you need an assistant…" He then scratched his head sheepishly.

I blinked again before chuckling mentally, of course with my frozen face I couldn't laugh outwardly.

"No, I am fine. What makes you think I'm lost?"

"Erm…Kids shouldn't be wandering alone, moreover you are a girl. What junior high school did you went to?"

On the outside I still look emotionless, but inwardly I started to curse him. "….I am 22…" Am I really that feminine?

The raven haired boy laughed and held out his hand. "Come on, hold my hand. I'll accompany you home."

A vein popped on my forehead. 'Really?!' I bristled in my mind. I took out my ID card from my wallet and give it with force to his hand.

He looked confused, but then when he read my ID carefully and saw my real age written on it he paled several shades, his face looks so priceless. If I can I would have rolling on the ground, laughing.

The ashen faced boy quickly bowed, " I'm so sorry! I didn't know you are really 22 years old and…a male at that."

I shook my head, "It's okay, always got that everytime. Used to it already." I shrug. I took my ID card back and walk away, leaving the still dumbfounded boy.

"Gotta go…" I said quietly. 'Hope I never see your face again because I am sure as hell will kick your butt next time for calling me a girl.'


~~~~~time skip~~~~~

"Russian Sushi"

That's what written on the big board across the street. I got hungry after 2 hours walking….I'll admit I got lost. Well, at least I arrived safely here…no kidding. I have a big sense of misdirection. Dunno because I was absentminded sometimes or because of my luck.

My stomach grumbled loudly, I patted it "Just you wait, I'll fill you…"

As I took the first step towards the restaurant, a shout—more like a beastly scream in my ears—breaking the murmuring sounds of the crowding people on the street. Suddenly like a wave they torned apart and scrambled back with fearful yet here-they-go-again-we-so-used-to-it look in their eyes.

"I-ZA-YAAA-KUUUNNN." A shrill came the second after the crowd moved away.

I tilted my head and stupidly still standing on that very spot—I'll definitely blame my luck after this.

"Ahahaha~ Shizu-chan, your protozoan brain seems to lost some of the cells again!" Another man voice answered, they seem to got closer to me, I blinked.

"Come back here you flea! I'm gonna kill you for sure today!" The enraged voice roared back to the teasing voice.

'Uh oh…don't tell me…Shi—'

Again, like some force of nature bind me mentioning the blasted name, before I could finish my thought a vending machine came hurling towards me.

'Kamisama…' I clasped my hand in a silent prayer. Rows of cola cans—in the flying vending machine—are the last thing I saw before all become black.

…..

After God knows how long I blacked out, at last I opened my eyes and groaned.

'Ugh…what the hell just happened?!'

It's a bit blurry around me, I can still felt the throbbing head of mine with its shallow cut. 'Well, it's still bearable. I'm used to feel worse than this..'

After checking my surrounding I conclude that I was thrown by the vending machine for about 50 yards or so, and from the pain on my entire back it means I had crashed a wall.

I cursed mentally, 'This is my first day in Ikebukuro and I already encountered some troubles…Great Slava, your luck is so bad that it's pathetic.'

I heard footsteps coming closer to where I fell.

"Waaa~ Shizu-chan killed a person! Scaryyy~ The police will definitely send you to jail for a long time this time~" The man who teased Shizuo has a short raven hair and wearing some weird fur jacket. I can't see clearly because the blood that keeps dripping from my forehead.

"Shut up flea! What do you care?! I know this is one of your schemes huh Izaya-kun!"

The other man has opened his mouth to retort but closed it immediately when he gazed towards me.

"Hmm…it seems Shizuo had killed an innocent young boy, oh how poor~"

"Just fuck of already…" came the grumbled reply.

"Neee~ But I can't let you alone with the evidence, are you going to dump him in the river so you will not get caught?"

"I said FUCK OFF!" shouted Shizuo. Obviously he has start to lose his somewhat cool demeanor and ready to launch another set of vending machines.

I flinched at the last shout, Shizuo has came near me while spewing fire on the other man. 'I swear my ears almost burst!'

Suddenly a hand crawled around my right arm and tucks it hard. I almost scream at the owner of that fucking hand. The hand pulled me limp in the air, my foot are dangling, far from the ground. I bravely look up at the amber eyes I had loved so much for the first time in 4 years.

"…..Rafa?"

'Damn it fate!'

Tsuzuku~


Aqua: *yawn*

Lumen: *smacks head*

Aqua: OUCH! what was that for?!

Lumen: Don't fall asleep before you finish this author's corner

Aqua: *glare* I know... well, We are sorry for any mistake made in this chapter, but we tried our best! please R&R!

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