HOW TO DEAL
Summary
story from the song by Frankie J 'how to deal' Nathan and Haley are happily married but Nathan has a choice stay with Haley or become a professional basketball player when he choose to leave Haley is devastated but can he forget his first love.Chapter 1
Nathan walks into his apartment to the smell of freshly made spaghetti he loved his wife cooking one of the many things he loves about her. He walks into the kitchen where she was standing over the counter with a calculate in hand working out how to pay the bills and then have things left over for clothes or food anything really who knew marriage could be so hard. Nathan walked over to her and kisses her on the cheek. She turned round with a smile but Nathan so right through it he knew she was worried about the money situation and it hurt that he couldn't just go down to the shops and buy her anything she wanted.
"How was your day?" she says
"Dan was being an a ss"
"Sorry sweetie what can I do to make it up to you"
"Well some of that spaghetti would go down a treat"
"Coming up"
"And then you can start making be fell better" I say smirking at her
She comes over and kisses me "better"
"Getting there"
"well hurry up your dinner and I'll make you feel a whole lot better" she says blushing I love it when she blushes she is the only women who I want to spend the rest of my life with I would do anything so she could live like a queen like she deserves to be treated, as you guess my dinner didn't touch the sides before and pick her up that's another thing she was a light as a feather but I know she would never fly away from me I remember her laughing god that laugh what I wouldn't do for that laugh or that smile it melted my heart that why when I left I couldn't she her or say goodbye knowing I destroyed that smile she those eyes cry it broke my heart knowing I couldn't be there to hold her telling her it will be ok or seeing her smile when she became valedictorian. I know what I did was wrong and one day she might forgive me but the reason I left was good you see it was my dream to become a professional basketball player since I could hold a ball, and then she came into my life don't get me wrong she was the best thing that every happen to me but we were young and we couldn't afford to pay the gas let alone food. So when that letter came form the Lakers with all the bills I didn't even bother to read it I knew I couldn't leave Haley, I promise myself the day I married Haley what ever she wanted she would get but that wasn't the case I couldn't get her those shoes she wanted for Luke's birthday and when she sat at the end of the bed crying because her outfit didn't match I got the letter out of the dresser and read it the money was great it would pay for anything that Haley wanted her dream of going to Princeton could come true but it would mean leaving her in my heart I knew I couldn't do it but my head was telling me it was for the best if I left I couldn't say goodbye not to those eyes her smile her nose her hair she was my everything if it meant I get to give her, her dream than it was a scarifies I have to make that why I left in the middle of the night I had packed by bag that morning I sat watching her for a hour trying to get every inch of her in my mind it took all my strength to write her the note saying 'I am sorry' when I reach the bus station I let two buses go before I got on it all I wanted to do was run home telling her I wasn't leaving that what ever happens I will always stay by her side through thick and thin. The next day I Must have had 50 messages from tree hill telling me to came home, but the message that I have never deleted was form Haley the last message I have ever got from her saying
" hi Nate I just wanted to tell you I love you and I know you need to do this that doesn't mean I am not hurting because I am but this is what you want and you have my blessing just please never forget me and that I love you forever and always have a great life love you Hales"
When I look back at that I know that everything I am going through will be ok along as she gets what she wants it doesn't matter if am hurting. My life's worthwhile if she is happy.
AN: ok so tell me what you think and please review at least give me ten reviews or I am not going onto the next chapter which is Haley's POV so please review thank you ILUVOTH
