I woke up. The floor was so cold against my skin. Where am I? Who am I? Wait.. I know that one.. I'm.. Felix. Pewdie. But, where am I? I looked around. A room. Without a bed. The walls are wooden and the floor is cold and made of stone tiles. Where's the door? I let my eyes search around. This room really is empty. There's the door!
I tried standing up, but my legs could'nt carry me. But I made my way to the door, and it was, without suprise, locked. But I kept janking the doorknob, hoping for it to suddenly unlock. But I did'nt have much strength so I soon gave up, and fell to the ground, breathing unsteadily.
That's when the door went open, and a man stepped in. He was wearing a hood and a dark robbery mask over his face, making sure no features could be seen.
"W-who are you, what am I doing he-" He interupted my questions by putting his hand over my mouth. He was now positioned ontop of me, holding me down while having his hand over my mouth. "Shut up, Felix. We will let you go, soon, but first, I need you to answer a few questions. Now, can you do that?" I did'nt answer him. Not that I could've anyways. "Felix? Can you do that?" He repeated himself. Like I had'nt heard him the first time.. I nodded, seeing I had no other choice. "Good." He simply replied, letting go of my face.
I watched him stand up and turn around, the door opened, someone handed him some papers, then the door closed again and he turned to me. "Sit up." I did as he told me, I pushed myself up and sat, leaning against the wall. And first now did I take a second to see what I was wearing. I was bare chested with a pair of normal grey skinny jeans and no shoes. I looked up at the man. He was now leaning against the wall infront of me, holding the papers infront of him. "Okay now, first question. When were you born?" "October 24, 1989." I answered quickly, since the question was easy. Everybody knows their own birthday! "Correct. Next, name some of your friends." I opened my mouth to answer, but I could'nt think of any names at all. I was hit by slight panic, trying to remember other stuff, but everything was blurry and mixed together, without faces or words, and I grabbed my head as I felt like screaming. "Ken. Do you recognize that name?" The man asked and I let my hands slide down to the ground. "Ken.." I mumbled, trying to remember. I closed my eyes and a picture of a bearded man with brown eyes and hair came up. And suddenly, a lot of memories cam back to me like a puzzle. "Yes!" I opened my eyes. "I remember Ken, and.. Uhm.. Minx, Red, Snake, Russ and Scott! I remember!" I was so happy to have my memory back. "Spoon! Mark! And-" "I said, that's enough!" He was now yelling at me. Did he say that before? I was so busy remembering, I did'nt hear him.. "Sorry.." I mumbled, looking at the ground. "Next question." He said in a stern voice. "Who are you romaticly involved with?" "Oh. That's.." I could'nt believe it myself. "I'm.. not involved with anyone." I answered after going back into my memory. "Final question, then." He pulled out a picture, handing it to me. "Do you recognize the man on that picture?" The man asked as I let my eyes take in all the details of the photograph in my hand.
His hair was short and brown but his eyes were cobalt blue. He had nice features and.. Okay I admit it, I thought he was gorgeous. He was wearing a suit at the picture so it was probably an important day for him. He looked very happy, and the sun was shining while the bushes behind him bloomed. "Great picture, but I'm sorry, I don't know that man." I said while I handed him the photo back. "Good. Now we can finally let you out." The man said before I felt a punch in the back of my head and then darkness.
Normal POV:
The masked man walked out of the room again. "You can take him out now." He ordered his fellow work mates and they rushed in to carry Felix out of the room. Another masked guy came up to the one who asked all the questions. "Are you sure about this, J?" "Yes. And if I was'nt, it does'nt matter since it's done now anyways, R." "But.. How did you manage to erase Cry out of his mind without erasing everyone else, including yo-" "That's enough! The only important thing is that he does'nt remember Cry, he won't remember this little meeting, and now, we only have to worry about keeping Cry away from him." "Why is that, J?" "Beacuse if their eyes meet, he might remember."
Cry's POV:
He was still missing. He had been missing for three weeks now. I've lost the will to live, but Red keeps coming by, feeding me and tells me about how the search for him is going, but I've stopped listening now. I've lost hope of finding Felix. Oh my lovely Pewds..
But as if that were'nt enough, Scott, my best friend, stopped talking to me and completely went away right after my wedding. I think I know why though..
*Flashback*
"I'm so happy.." I whispered into Felix's chest while we were dancing on the night of our wedding. He looked around with a smile on his face, making everyone watching smile aswell. "Me too, Cry. Me too." He let his eyes wander down to me, looking right into my eyes. "Wow.." He whispered. "What?" I asked as a small blush formed on my face. "I just can't believe how gorgeous you are, Cry.. I'm falling deeper and deeper inlove with you everytime I see your face, hear your laugh, feel your smell or just by thouching you.." He said as he leaned closer and closer, making our lips meet. I broke the kiss after a while. "Ditto, Pewds, ditto." He laughed, showing his beautiful white teeth, while his blue eyes sparkled with happiness.
We went to our group with our closest friends after the dance, and all of them aww'ed. "You guys are just.. Amazing." Minx said with a bright smile. "Oh stop it, you!" Pewdie said and we all laughed at the ridiculous face he made while he said it. Everybody started chatting about other stuff after that and Scott came over to me, whispering to me that he wanted to see me alone outside. I nodded and we went out together.
I asked him what he wanted to tell me, and that's when.. "Cry, listen.. I Really think this is a bad idea, he cheated on you more than once and.. Seriously, how are you thinking? You can't be with him! I know he'll break your heart again, the second you two are finished here today and are a married couple, he will have several fuck-buddies or something. I just know it! He's not the right guy for you, Cry!" I stared at him with wide eyes. "Scott, I thought you were over all of this paranoid crap, I love Felix with all my heart and I know he loves me to, and would never do anything to ever hurt me again." "See, Cry.. The fault in that sentence was that you said he will never hurt you, again. It should'nt be 'again', there!" "Shut up, you don't know shit about loving somone like me and Felix do!" Ans as the words left my mouth, regret flushed over me. "I'm sorry Scott, I did'nt mean too-" "Fine, Cry. I'll leave you with that. But you can't stop me from what I'm about to do, and in the end, you'll be thanking me." "What are you talking about, Scott?" But he did'nt answer me, he just walked past me and left me out in the cold night, alone.
*End of flashback*
I awoke from the flashback by a knocking sound, coming from my front door. I stayed put, on the bed, which I have'nt left for three weeks now. Well, okay, only for bathroom breaks. I only slept on one side of the bed, which was my side. Felix's side was untouched, holding his smell still. And I only wore his clothes, feeling his smell on me all the time. The knocking was heard again. Odd. Red has a key.. The knocking went on some more until the sound of the door opening was heard, and I stared at the bedroom door, waiting for it too open. The seconds of waiting was actually quite frightening and I tensed up in my bed.
Until the door opened and a smiling Red could be seen. I relaxed and let myself sulk down into the warm bed again. "you have a key, use it and stop knocking before you do so." I said, annoyed. "Sorry, but I wanted you to get your ass out of that bed." She said whilst walking to the bed. She sat down by my feet and gave me the food of the day. She tried feeding me, but I put my hands up to stop her and do it myself. "Gosh, Cry.. You look so skinny and sick.. Can't you atleast-" "The only reason I'm letting you keep me alive is the little hope of finding Felix." I replied with a raspy voice. "But you could atleast shave.. Although, that beard makes you face look less sick and bony." She shrugged, and my eyes fell on the pile of letters she was holding in her hands. She saw this and looked at them herself. "Oh yeah, you've got mail! Let's see here.. Here's one from.. Scott!" She said, a little suprised, and I quickly put the food aside. "Gimme it!" I shouted and she handed me the letter. I quickly tore it open and started reading.
'Dear Cry -
We have'nt spoken in a while, and you're probably overthinking why, thinking you did something wrong and all, but don't worry, I'm not mad. I just had to go away to take care of a few stuff, for you actually. So, from now on, you should be happy, and I'll see you soon!
xo, Jund'
I was confused. Was'nt he aware of the whole 'Felix disapeared' situation? I handed the letter over to Red, and she read it a few times, looking confused aswell. "Well.. Sounds great!" She said, still looking unsure. "Yeah.." I mumbled in reply. "Anyways, here's the reports on our missing case." She handed me another letter and I tore it open more eagerly, but with little hope left. "It says.. A guy named Felix, looking like the guy we've been looking for, has appeared at the airport yesterday, he was heading towards Sweden.. It can't be him, why would he.." "We got a tape too!" Red cheered, playing the tape on my tv.
It was filmed at the airport, the camera man was running and several cops ran infront of the camera. A cop turned to the camera and spoke. "We've got several tips from people at this airport, telling us that Felix should be here, and- There he is!" the camera turned to where the guy was pointing, and I gasped as I saw my lovely blonde. They all ran towards him, and I threw myself towards the tv, holding the screen thightly while I watched, my face as close as possible. "Excuse me, sir! Felix!" A cop shouted, and Felix turned around, making me choke on my tears. "It's really him.." I heard Red speak, and I watched as Felix said 'Yes?' with a confused expression. His voice were music to my ears, and I tried blinking away the tears pouring from my eyes so I could see better. "Are you the missing Felix Kjellberg?" The cop asked. "Missing?" Felix looked at them like they were crazy. "You've been gone for three weeks, where have you been and why are you going to Sweden?" The cop asked. "I'm going home, I don't know what I'm doing in this country, and I'm not a missing person, you've got the wrong guy!" He shouted, trying to walk away from them. "But..! Felix..! Wait! What about Cry?" The cop shouted after him. Felix stopped and my heart was beating like crazy. He slowly turned to the cop. "Cry? Who's Cry?" I felt my heart sink and I could'nt believe what I was hearing. "It's not him." Another cop shouted. "Yes it is!" I screamed at the tv. I felt two arms wrap around me and started rocking me back and forth, whilst Red stood before me and shushed me. Wait. I thought Red was the one hugging me..
I looked behind me. "Scott!" I threw my arms around him and he picked up my weak body. "I know it hurts now, Cry, but it will all be okay soon.." He soothed. "No, it won't be okay, Scott.. He.. somehow, that's not Felix.. Maybe he has a twin and-" "Shh, let's get you shaved and washed Cry." He carried me into the bathroom and I heard Red pause the tape before she shouted goodbye and left me and Scott in the bathroom. "You're way too skinny, friend! I'll go make you something while you get cleaned in here." Scott said with a kind smile, and recieveing a weak smile from me. Smiling.. Now that's something I have'nt done in a while..
