a/n Another John/Mary freeverse. Mary's perspective again. The bits enclosed by these [..] are quotes from Sherlock, just to let you know. Please review if you like it. :)

[..]

Everything about

who I was is

on there.

If you

.

L

O

V

E

.

me

d-o-n'-t

read it

in

f-r-o-n-t

of

me.

..

W/h/y?

..

B/+e/+c/+a/+u/+s/+e

you won't

love me when you've

FiNiShEd

And I don't

w:a:n:t

to see that

h.a.p.p.e.n

[..]

You've never been

good at

explaining things

making other people

see the same

w

a

y

as you

so as you sit opposite him

in his old flat

with two sets of a{n}g{r}y eyes on you

you don't ever

-not for a moment-

think you'll

get him

(Johnthemanyouloveyourhusband)

to understand

that this doesn't

change how you feel

Change the

f-a-c-t

you

love him

but it doesn't matter

a~n~y~w~a~y

When he reads about

who you

a/r/e

he won't love you

anymore

just like you said

because it's the

t.r.u.t.h

&the truth is ugly

&sometimes

its b|e|t|t|e|r

off

not kNoWiNg

but he will

KNOW

((.and. .when.

.he. .knows. .that's. .when.

.its. .all. .over.))

[..]

The problems of your

P/a/S/t

are your

business

The problems

Of your f-u-t-u-r-e

are my

P

R

I

V

I

L

E

G

E

..

It's all I

h.a.v.e to say

It's all I

n|e|e|d to know

..

NO

I didn't read it

[..]

His words

make you

c - r - y

because it just

confirms how much you

need

him

(Johnthemanyouloveyourhusband)

because he

is so much to you

[[EvErYtHiNg]]

and here he is

f.o.r.g.i.v.i.n.g

you

something you

nevernevernever

thought

would happen

because you thought

that what you did

how you

l-i-e-d

to him

/-betrayed-\

him

h|u|r|t

him

could not be

forgiven

..

&You love him

for a reason

and that reason

is that he is the

b\e/s\t

m/a\n

he could be

[[He's not perfect

Everyone has flaws

It's what makes us

HuMaN]]

and that will always be

e.n.o.u.g.h for you

he will always be enough for you

He is the man you love

?Why wouldn't he be?

He's kind

and wonderful

and brilliant

and incredible

((and your HUSBAND))

You are none of things

Or

-a-t l-e-a-s-t-

you weren't

But maybe now

Because of him

You are better

He makes you better

and for that you'll

always be

g-r-a-t-e-f-u-l

but for

f

o

r

g

i

v

i

n

g

you?

You'll always be in

debt to

him

because he was able to

overlook the past

and the

terriblehorriblehaunting

things you did

and just see you for who you are

the you who counts

((MRSMARYWATSON))

[..]

You don't even

KNOW

my name

..

Is Mary Watson

good enough

for you?

..

Yes

.Oh. .my. .God.

Yes

..

Then its

e/n\o/u\g/h

for

m-e

[..]