a/n Another John/Mary freeverse. Mary's perspective again. The bits enclosed by these [..] are quotes from Sherlock, just to let you know. Please review if you like it. :)
[..]
Everything about
who I was is
on there.
If you
.
L
O
V
E
.
me
d-o-n'-t
read it
in
f-r-o-n-t
of
me.
..
W/h/y?
..
B/+e/+c/+a/+u/+s/+e
you won't
love me when you've
FiNiShEd
And I don't
w:a:n:t
to see that
h.a.p.p.e.n
[..]
You've never been
good at
explaining things
making other people
see the same
w
a
y
as you
so as you sit opposite him
in his old flat
with two sets of a{n}g{r}y eyes on you
you don't ever
-not for a moment-
think you'll
get him
(Johnthemanyouloveyourhusband)
to understand
that this doesn't
change how you feel
Change the
f-a-c-t
you
love him
but it doesn't matter
a~n~y~w~a~y
When he reads about
who you
a/r/e
he won't love you
anymore
just like you said
because it's the
t.r.u.t.h
&the truth is ugly
&sometimes
its b|e|t|t|e|r
off
not kNoWiNg
but he will
KNOW
((.and. .when.
.he. .knows. .that's. .when.
.its. .all. .over.))
[..]
The problems of your
P/a/S/t
are your
business
The problems
Of your f-u-t-u-r-e
are my
P
R
I
V
I
L
E
G
E
..
It's all I
h.a.v.e to say
It's all I
n|e|e|d to know
..
NO
I didn't read it
[..]
His words
make you
c - r - y
because it just
confirms how much you
need
him
(Johnthemanyouloveyourhusband)
because he
is so much to you
[[EvErYtHiNg]]
and here he is
f.o.r.g.i.v.i.n.g
you
something you
nevernevernever
thought
would happen
because you thought
that what you did
how you
l-i-e-d
to him
/-betrayed-\
him
h|u|r|t
him
could not be
forgiven
..
&You love him
for a reason
and that reason
is that he is the
b\e/s\t
m/a\n
he could be
[[He's not perfect
Everyone has flaws
It's what makes us
HuMaN]]
and that will always be
e.n.o.u.g.h for you
he will always be enough for you
He is the man you love
?Why wouldn't he be?
He's kind
and wonderful
and brilliant
and incredible
((and your HUSBAND))
You are none of things
Or
-a-t l-e-a-s-t-
you weren't
But maybe now
Because of him
You are better
He makes you better
and for that you'll
always be
g-r-a-t-e-f-u-l
but for
f
o
r
g
i
v
i
n
g
you?
You'll always be in
debt to
him
because he was able to
overlook the past
and the
terriblehorriblehaunting
things you did
and just see you for who you are
the you who counts
((MRSMARYWATSON))
[..]
You don't even
KNOW
my name
..
Is Mary Watson
good enough
for you?
..
Yes
.Oh. .my. .God.
Yes
..
Then its
e/n\o/u\g/h
for
m-e
[..]
