Oh my god guys, I'm so sorry for taking forever to write this, I feel horrible.
My summer started on May 25th so I had the time… I'm just sorry, ok? Anyways, I'm just going to get to the story.
I had writers block and... I couldn't even think of a title! So the title will probably have nothing to do with the story until the end…
I hope you guys don't hate it!
Here is..
Learning to smile.
I don't know what to do..
This white piece of plastic, is basically determining the rest of my relationship.
Yes, I'm pregnant, and yes I'm scared .
Not that I don't love Fabian or anything, it's just that.. We're not the most responsible couple out there..
I mean, think about it, just last week we got wasted and ended up getting his name tattooed on my back, and my name tattooed on his shoulder..
Does that even sound like a couple that should have a baby? I don't think so..
Plus we're not even married yet. Even though we have been engaged for about 3 years now, we both decided we didn't want to rush into the whole marriage thing, with college still going on.
But we've been out for a year now, and now look at me.
How am I going to tell Fabian? He's going to be back any second now.
I take the test and throw it in the trash, hoping that can get rid of the news, but it doesn't.
I run into the bathroom, and splash some water on my face, getting rid of the tear stains.
"Honey, I'm home!" Fabian joked as he entered the apartment.
"Shut up." I laughed, walking out of the bathroom and giving him a tight hug.
"What's up?" he said walking into the kitchen.
"N-not much.." I stuttered.
"Sure about that?" he asked.
"Pos- yeah I'm sure."
"Good. So what do you want for dinner?"
"Um.." I begin. "Pizza." I smile, sitting down on the couch.
"Ok, I'll call the pizza place, so did you figure what was going on with you?" he asked, referencing me to not feeling well this morning.
"Just food poisoning.." I lie.
"Oh well that's good." he says absentmindedly, while dialing Pizza Palace's number. "Can I get a large cheese pizza... No that's it. Delivery. The address is..." he says walking into the bedroom.
Fabian is working as an assistant at the local hospital, while I am working as an editor for New Life Magazine.
Sure it has it's perks.. But between the boss, the hours... It's not the best job ever.
"The pizza will be here in a little bit." Fabian said sitting next to me on the couch. "So... how was your day?" he asked.
"Pretty good, I was bored though.. since you weren't here." I say, a slight frown forming on my face.
"You have to learn to smile."
"What? I smile all the time!"
"Oh yeah?" he asks, scooting closer.
"Yeah.." I smiled.
"Kiss me." he whispers.
"Ok." I smile, leaning in and kissing him lightly on the lips.
"I'm tired.." I said leaning my head down on his lap.
"Then go to sleep." he says.
"I can't..." I sigh, sitting up. "I'm frustrated."
"What about?"
"It's just been a long day.." I say.
"But haven't you been relaxing all day?"
"Yeah but still.." I say standing up and walking into the kitchen, and opening the fridge.
"Ok then," he laughed.
"When will the food get here?" I asked, taking an apple out of the fridge.
"Hungry much?" he asked.
"Yeah, I haven't eaten all day!" I said, biting into the apple.
"Well, the food should be here so-" he begins before being interrupted by a knock at the door.
"Order for.. Rutter." the delivery guy said at the door.
"That's me."
"Ok, that'll be £ 9.45." he said handing Fabian the pizza.
"Here... keep the change." Fabian said, handing him some money.
"Thanks." the guy said, as Fabian closed the door.
"Here." he said handing me the box.
"Yum." I say, sitting down on the couch.
"You want some?" I ask.
"Well I didn't plan on you eating the whole thing." he laughed.
He sits down next to me and we continue to eat, stopping every once in a while to just talk.
I reach for the remote and turn on the TV.
"The game is supposed to be on..." Fabian says.
"And?" I ask.
"Oh come on, please?" he asked.
"But... fine." I say tossing him the remote.
"Yes! You're the best." he exclaims, kissing you on the cheek.
"Yeah.." I smile, taking this opportunity to take a nap.
I still have no idea how I'll tell him about being pregnant and all.
I should be happy, but no. I'm scared.
I'll just tell him tomorrow.
Yeah, I'll do that.
Unless I chicken out that is...
Ahh sucky first chapter! Like this is horrible… wow. Again, sorry for the HUGE delay, but I had writers block... Like a big case of it..
Any chance I could get 10 reviews? Please?
And I know I just said this but sorry..
Ok..
Bye!
