I know, I know, I should complete the things which I told I would start (ie. The story I intended to write) and I actually did. The first chapter is completed but I'm waiting for my beta reader(s) to review it but they seem to be too busy at the moment... and the past few months :(

So I realized why not make a rewrite of my first story?

*speaks in a dramatic Zaimokusa like tone*

Armed with the knowledge of Watari-sama's LNs and a mind filled with ideas, I present to you, TRUE HAPPINESS REWRITE! :P

Read, review and enjoy!


A Nobody's Monologue

I am Hikigaya Hachiman, 2nd year, Sobu High School. Not too good at sports and mediocre in studies. Perhaps hated by everyone in this world (other than my cute little sister :3). Lowest in the social hierarchy from the society to the school and even in my house. An 'A-class' girl (and guys) deterrent and a magnet of bad luck.

Bullied all the time from preschool to middle school. Never invited to a birthday party. Only thing peers in my class used me for was as a subject of ridicule and amusement. Even Nobita had it better, he had a robot from the future with cool as f*** gadgets at least [1]. I used to feel so lonely that I invented a way of playing baseball by myself.

I feel just like that guy with big blue head...[2]

And so, I retreated to my solitary castle becoming a loner, forcing myself into an introvert, blaming the society for my misfortunes.

At one point I was convinced that enduring the pain and loneliness was my fate. I hurt myself and enjoyed it. Going into harm's way to save someone without getting any recognition took some time to get used to. Though I thought I was, it slowly broke me from three inside.

But now, things have changed and circumstances are different. I finally have a few people that I can call 'friends'.

Don't get me wrong, I still believed the fact that 'youth' is a lie and my life is the proof.

...but still, my dams of despair and desire likewise are breaking apart and my walls are starting to crack.

And I wish for something Genuine.

Hell, it doesn't matter if it isn't a romantic one, all I need is a genuine relationship where we can be our absolute true selves, where there is no need to keep any secrets or lies.

Where it feels okay to bother each other with our problems and then helping each other solve them. I only want to completely understand the other person's intentions.

And I also know that such a thing is realistically impossible.

Even so, I keep searching...


[1] A reference to the anime 'Doraemon'

[2] Refers to Megamind from the movie with the same name, who was the last person picked for anything in his past.


A/N

This chapter is just a short prolouge and the next chapter is planned out in my head. But I dare won't make any promises, I will start working on it soon enough though I don't know when I'll publish it.

Until next time!

New Note:- As I said before, my beta readers are busy and have informed me that they will continue being so for a while and I'm in a dire need of a temporary beta-reader. If anybody wants to help, please say so in the reviews and I'll PM you :]