Deceitful
-Phoenix Serenity Pendragon
This is dedicated to my "loving" boyfriend for always being SO honest to me.
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Poor little baby, so sad and so confused, can't tell me anything. So now I feel used. You say that you love me, you say that you care. Well if that is the case, then what about that bitch with the `orange' hair?
You said you didn't do it, but there is proof that you did. Come on now, do I look like some stupid, love stuck kid? Did you think I wouldn't notice the things that have changed, the things that are so different now? The things that are strange?
Did you really think I wouldn't see the letters that you had sent to her, the things that you said? Did you really think I wouldn't notice that she always seems to be stuck in your head? So what if she's gone? That doesn't change a thing! Did you sleep with her in our bed? Did you give her a ring?
Ah, but poor little you, diagnosed with depression, and wanting to be a man. Well, how can you do that if you still need to hold my hand? You're not the only one who is depressed everyday. I tell you this, and you ignore me. Do you really think I want to stay?
Come on now, "sweetie", open your eyes! I never figured you'd be `one of those guys'. Y'know the kind that says he loves his girl until she fucks him all night, then only to blow her off when the sun is shining bright.
I'm not some stupid little fool, and I don't expect you to understand what I mean. I've gone through a lot and so have you, it's amazing all the things that we've seen. So why do you hurt me like others have before? You make me feel disgusting, like I'm just your cheap little whore.
So, what are you going to do now that I've said what I needed? Are we going to count the times that you've said you're sorry after you've cheated? Not this time, babe. I'm not going to fall for your tears. You've done this more than once over the last few years.
Yes, I was stupid then, but I won't be now. To your every whim I will no longer bow. You're too damn deceitful, and I won't let you take me down. How would you like if I just fucked some guy I met in town?
Doesn't feel too good, does it to have the one that you love hurt you? To know that all that you shared was just shit and untrue. Now I'll tell you I didn't do it. Would you believe my lie? You're too damn deceitful. I just might have to say good-bye.
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Authors note: Fanfiction made me angry becasue it's getting rid of NC17 stories... Just wanted to say that.....
Love, Phoenix
-Phoenix Serenity Pendragon
This is dedicated to my "loving" boyfriend for always being SO honest to me.
........................................................................................................................................
Poor little baby, so sad and so confused, can't tell me anything. So now I feel used. You say that you love me, you say that you care. Well if that is the case, then what about that bitch with the `orange' hair?
You said you didn't do it, but there is proof that you did. Come on now, do I look like some stupid, love stuck kid? Did you think I wouldn't notice the things that have changed, the things that are so different now? The things that are strange?
Did you really think I wouldn't see the letters that you had sent to her, the things that you said? Did you really think I wouldn't notice that she always seems to be stuck in your head? So what if she's gone? That doesn't change a thing! Did you sleep with her in our bed? Did you give her a ring?
Ah, but poor little you, diagnosed with depression, and wanting to be a man. Well, how can you do that if you still need to hold my hand? You're not the only one who is depressed everyday. I tell you this, and you ignore me. Do you really think I want to stay?
Come on now, "sweetie", open your eyes! I never figured you'd be `one of those guys'. Y'know the kind that says he loves his girl until she fucks him all night, then only to blow her off when the sun is shining bright.
I'm not some stupid little fool, and I don't expect you to understand what I mean. I've gone through a lot and so have you, it's amazing all the things that we've seen. So why do you hurt me like others have before? You make me feel disgusting, like I'm just your cheap little whore.
So, what are you going to do now that I've said what I needed? Are we going to count the times that you've said you're sorry after you've cheated? Not this time, babe. I'm not going to fall for your tears. You've done this more than once over the last few years.
Yes, I was stupid then, but I won't be now. To your every whim I will no longer bow. You're too damn deceitful, and I won't let you take me down. How would you like if I just fucked some guy I met in town?
Doesn't feel too good, does it to have the one that you love hurt you? To know that all that you shared was just shit and untrue. Now I'll tell you I didn't do it. Would you believe my lie? You're too damn deceitful. I just might have to say good-bye.
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Authors note: Fanfiction made me angry becasue it's getting rid of NC17 stories... Just wanted to say that.....
Love, Phoenix
