(A.N) This is my first clover fic, please review.

Disclaimer: I do not own Clover, or any CLAMP related things except
anime and manga and things like that.


My Last Page

By: Emiru the Metal Mononke



I sit, staring. My eyes have always been filled with lonliness? 'Am I
lonley?' I question myself over and over again. It's not fair... I know.
It's not fair that I don't care deeply enough for things with what I am
blessed.

I have a voice; I can sing.

I have wings; I can fly.

I have my dreams; I can hope.

I have Kazuhiko; I can love.

I have Oruha; I can feel loved.

I am happy.

The wind tussles my hair as I run my fingers on the jagged rock
where Oruha's head used to be. Is Oruha happy? Memories of her still
live on, I am sure of it. But now she must feel freed from this world,
after her statue was destroyed. Memoribelias, possesions of someone who
is dead can only hold them onto this world. So now Oruha is free, no
longer earthbound. I am sure she went to heaven. I hope she still smiles,
still sings. I hope she still loves.

I stood up on the statue, my bear feet bleeding on the rough surface.
I raise my arms and sing.

I remember nights when I had a dream
You held me close
And held me tight
Maybe then I discovered happiness
But now I see you vanishing
Being taken away from me
Or maybe I left you
Birth can be an eternal punishment
Or the sake of the bliss of love
I pray my birth
Brought happiness into others
And that I shall no longer suffer
But please don't worry
I know my life wasn't in vain
I met you, and you'll join me
Someday
But until then
I'll be waiting in a cage
When you join me
You shall unlock my cage
And I shall be eternally yours

I made a promise, I remember it clearly. Once I was to be returned to
Fairy Park my story would end. I loved my story. And so now I shall sit
in this same spot, singing, until the last page has been turned.

And so now, my life shall be dreams. Beautiful, eternal dreams.

I've found my happiness.