A one-shot for my friend, whom you should go check out (Her name is Desstrio!)... Written in about 10 minutes... ENJOY 3
Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran. Or Takashi... Or Jasaka... Or Tamaki... But, I own MY OC Yuri :) That's something, right?
I watched her grow up as my sister's best friend, and I never quite understood how her mind worked. She was very... Spontaneous, as some would say, and didn't care what people thought of her. She spoke her mind without second thoughts, and lived in the moment. She was the perfect match for my sister, who was the same way, and both of their personalities seemed so alien to me.
I hadn't ALWAYS been so quite and somber as I am today, but, after my mom died in the car crash, and my dad lost his need to care for us, someone had to become the responsible one. And, because Yuri, my sister, couldn't handle that, and I was the older one, I had to be the one who took on responsibilities, and watch out for her. And because I had to watch out for Yuri, I started watching out for her best friend as well, the girl who this is about...
I have always been their protector, and I still am today... I wouldn't let anything happen to them... But as SHE grew up, I found I started looking at her someone besides my little sisters best friend... She became dear to me in another way entirely... I found her beautiful, and I even felt affection for her. But I ignored the feelings, because I didn't understand them... How can someone understand love, who has never experienced it?
Now, I'm going to fast forward... Yuri went off to America for a year, and it left both her best friend and I alone... We separated, and lost touch... I had the host club to be a part of, and because we didn't have Yuri as our connecter, things fell apart... She still saw me sometimes in the hall, and we still acknowledged each others presences... But we didn't talk...
Tamaki Suoh, being the nosy person he is, noticed that she had been looking down, since he was in her class, and knowing we had been close, told me I had to be the one who relieved her of her depression... He threw us in a room in the back of the host club together, and expected ME to TALK to her...
I will never forget what I found out during our little meeting, or the events that followed... I found out she'd been cutting herself, and something inside me snapped... I couldn't believe this girl I thought I knew so well had actually caused harm to herself... I remember saying things like 'how could you do that?' and 'don't you know how many people care about you?'.
And after that, I didn't something totally unexpected, even to myself... I kissed her... I took her in my hands, and I just kissed her... I wanted her to feel loved and needed, and I needed closer of my own... Emotions that had been hidden spilled out of me...
That was the day I suppose I realized I really loved her...
I watched Jasaka Mitsukara grow up as my sister's best friend... And become the person I love today...
